Rant . Insomnia

what keeps me awake in the middle of the night

How am I typing a rant for this year? Well, maybe it doesn't matter if its a new year or not but some things are on my mind so I guess this will be a start that may or may not published on the month of January. Who knows. Well its January 7, 2014 02:07.    

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Basically, everyone gain weight after the holiday season and I think its rude that the first thing you always say to me is that I'm fat. (Thank you!)

Stacy of The Plump Pinay posted this and this and thank goodness for people like her and her twin and the other Plump Pinays and even the other people out there who accept the different body types that other people don't know exist. 

How many new years do you need before changing your attitude?

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Some people are unfair.

You treat other people better than the other when both need to be treated fairly. Maybe your not appreciating who's in front of you and just focusing on the people who you believe are better so you'll treat them special than the other one.

But I have faith that even they are not appreciating what's in front of them, those things will be appreciated. Maybe not now but eventually they will be.

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Fixing yourself is the first step but don't be stuck there, socializing to people should be the second step of thousands. If you will not reach the 2nd step then learn how to get there. A friend, your parents or guardian or anyone can teach you that even not directly. You have to keep walking, you need to.

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Sometimes, you don't need to believe on other people. You all need some faith. Believe to yourself. Accept whatever it is. You don't need to pretend.

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People will not always believe you but as long as you're telling the truth then let go of it.

Some people avoid seeing familiar faces, ask yourself why.

We are all people who may or may not having a common ground but it doesn't mean that we are both living the same life. We have different priorities, daily routines, different situation so don't expect that we are the same.

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2013 really taught me a lot of things. 

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Hopefully, one day the clouds will parted and I'll see the the straight path along the way.

I wish that the un-notice will be notice, the people who deserve a different taste of attention will be given and hopefully, after all the hard work (in any kind) it will be paid off.

Let's just keep faith and everything will fall in the right places.   

1st month of this year and this is how I feel. WHY.