Wednesday, July 31, 2019

Random . July 2019




It's just the 1st day of this month and it's already messing me up or is it because of last month?

Do I just need another break? Because I can't afford one for now. 

Apologies but that's not just what's in my head. 

Woke up with ilysb (live in la) and I'm missing you so much. 

How to deal with this anxiety. 

Gambling on things I'm not sure if it will be in favor on my side. Then I realize some thing that wasn't prevented before.

Call me. Please. 

Another song that fits perfectly right now. 

The Blacklist season finale makes me so excited. / It was so good!

I was just done with The Blacklist and it's perfect because it's Stranger Things time!

Binge watch Stranger Things for straight 7 hours. Had a good laugh and that letter of Hopper. :(

Squeezed a movie before starting with NCIS, my favorite. 

0707 - good thing I didn't felt you 

Why such dream? 

I need another Paramore show. 

Zivaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

Why this kind of dreams lately. 

Why just going on the nearest convenient store makes me anxious. 

This are the reason why I deserve some few days off.

Survived a busy weekend. 

Well, I guess I will do the old-fashioned way and just the right way to do it. 

Spent 2 hours watching a ball pythons to hatch. Probably will check again in a few. They're so cute! 

My insomnia is terrible lately 

Mid-year is really not my jam

Why do people block the hallway. 

Maybe it's okay just to be happy for other people. 

That simple satisfaction after transferring files from my phone to my hard drive. 

You can rant on social media but as impossible as it can be, try not to be specific with names. Better to address it the way it should be and not just the way you wanted.

Emotions can be tricky so let it pass before doing something that you might regret 

I sacrificed tattoo for years, now I might sacrificed some concerts for tattoo

These are the days that I can go on some vacation. 

Welcome back to Manila, LANY. 

L A N Y. </3

Flashback to the time that I almost purchase a LANY ticket last year for their show in Araneta. / Regrets. 

I thought I will be jealous seeing some clips from the 1st of 3 nights of LANY but I was wrong. I might be crying if I was there / if I will be there but it doesn't feel the same and it will never change. 

My anxiety can't handle some waiting game at the moment 

Regrets after spending much on food trip. 

Respect to the people can deal and at least understand my frustrations. 

I might break down after ‎today.


Saturday, July 27, 2019

Twenty One Pilots' Tyler Joseph


Just some appreciation for this guy. If you ever wonder why I love Twenty One Pilots, here is one of the reason. Josh on the drums is a different story. 

Also it was also feel so good listening to this songs, having different emotions while I already had their logo tattooed on me. Just what I imagined before. 

If you have some free time to watch this or just put it on the background. 

You're welcome. 

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Thursday, July 25, 2019

On Repeat . Cut My Lip (40.6782°N, 73.9442° W)


I'll keep on trying
Might as well
If you decide
All is well
I'll keep on trying
Might as well
If you decide
All is well (all is well)
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Know I'll keep moving
Rust around the rim
Drink it anyway
I cut my lip
Isn't what I want
Blood is on my tongue
I cut my lip
I keep on going back
Even though it's me I abuse
I'll keep on going back
Even
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Know I'll keep moving
Rust around the rim
Drink it anyway
I cut my lip
Isn't what I want
Blood is on my tongue
I cut my lip
Oh, oh, yeah
I cut my lip
Oh, oh, yeah
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Know I'll keep moving
Rust around the rim
Drink it anyway
I cut my lip
Isn't what I want
Blood is on my tongue
I cut my lip
I cut my lip
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion

Tuesday, July 23, 2019

On Repeat . Chlorine (19.4326° N, 99.1332° W)


So where are you? It's been a little while
Sippin' on straight chlorine, let the vibes slide over me
This beat is a chemical, beat is a chemical
When I leave don't save my seat, I'll be back when it's all complete
The moment is medical, moment is medical
Sippin' on straight chlorine
Lovin' what I'm tastin'
Venom on my tongue
Dependant at times
Poisonous vibration
Help my body run
I'm runnin' for my li-i-i-i-i-i-fe
Runnin' for my li-i-i-i-i-i-fe
Sippin' on straight chlorine, let the vibes slide over me
This beat is a chemical, beat is a chemical
When I leave don't save my seat, I'll be back when it's all complete
The moment is medical, moment is medical
Sippin' on straight chlorine
Fall out of formation
I plan my escape from walls they confined
Rebel red carnation
Grows while I decay
I'm runnin' for my li-i-i-i-i-i-fe
Runnin' for my li-i-i-i-i-i-fe
Yeah, I'm runnin' for my li-i-i-i-i-i-fe
Runnin' for my li-i-i-i-i-i-fe
Had you in my coat pocket, where I kept my rebel red
I felt I was invincible, you wrapped around my head
Now different lives I lead, my body lives on lead
The last two lines may read incorrect until said
The lead is terrible in flavor
But now you double as a papermaker
I despise you sometimes
I love to hate the fight and you in my life is like
Sippin' on straight chlorine, let the vibes slide over me
This beat is a chemical, beat is a chemical
When I leave don't save my seat, I'll be back when it's all complete
The moment is medical, moment is medical
Sippin' on straight chlorine
Let the vibe, let the vibe
Let the vibe, let the vibe
Beat is a chemical, yeah
Let the vibe, let the vibe
Let the vibe, let the vibe
Moment is medical, yeah
Sippin' on straight chlorine
Let the vibe, let the vibe
Let the vibe, let the vibe
Beat is a chemical, yeah
Let the vibe, let the vibe
Let the vibe, let the vibe
Moment is medical, yeah
I'm so sorry, I forgot you
Let me catch you up to speed
I've been tested like the ends of
A weathered flag that's by the sea
Can you build my house with pieces?
I'm just a chemical
Can you build my house with pieces?
I'm just a chemical
Can you build my house with pieces?
I'm just a chemical
Can you build my house with pieces?
I'm just a chemical

Sunday, July 07, 2019

On Repeat . Here With Me

Here With Me by Marshmello feat. CHVRCHES



Can I tell you something just between you and me?
When I hear your voice, I know I'm finally free
Every single word is perfect as it can be
And I need you here with me
When you lift me up, I know that I'll never fall
I can speak to you by saying nothing at all
Every single time, I find it harder to breathe
'Cause I need you here with me
Every day
You're saying the words that I want you to say
There's a pain in my heart and it won't go away
Now I know I'm falling in deep
'Cause I need you here with me
Every day
You're saying the words that I want you to say
There's a pain in my heart and it won't go away
Now I know I'm falling in deep
'Cause I need you here with me
I think I see your face in every place that I go
I try to hide it, but I know that it's gonna show
Every single night, I find it harder to sleep
'Cause I need you here with me
Everyday
You're saying the words that I want you to say
There's a pain in my heart and it won't go away
Now I know I'm falling in deep
'Cause I need you here with me
Every day
You're saying the words that I want you to say
There's a pain in my heart and it won't go away
Now I know I'm falling in deep
'Cause I need you here with me
Can I tell you something just between you and me?
When I hear your voice, I know I'm finally free
Every single word is perfect as it can be
'Cause I need you here with me


Thursday, July 04, 2019

Letters 2.0



I honestly don't have anything to write
Since we usually talk and work things out
Anything I write can be redundant
That you will be sick of reading 
It can be full of bitterness or sadness
That you will get rid of me eventually
My unending questions plus the drama
That I might just push you away

06.13.2017

Monday, July 01, 2019

Xtreme



I may remember the date, time and place
I may not remember every detail
It can fade or replaced with the new ones
The feeling, excitement and hangover
Surely are the unforgettable

03.31.2017