Random . July 2025

Super dark clouds

Unaware and somehow I like it that way

It is better not knowing EVERYTHING

Sometimes you just have to say no

Yes, I will knock on your door if your pet was left outside

People will hate or even worse just because I said no.  Have reasons and trauma. 

There, that’s why I also said no

Is it ok to panic now?

How to hide my anxiety 

So exhausted

Self destruction in 30 minutes

Maybe not tonight

The percentage of winning against time. 

Am I being haunted by my past?

I can’t break down because I don’t have anyone to lean on

I’m being reminded again of independence 

I just want to survive today and for not to rain tomorrow

WORKSHOP TODAY 

Lunch at Shang and I’m on time. Replacing coffee with coke 

Nervous but let’s do this. 

NINA SANDEJAS WORKSHOP. Huhu It was so inspiring and still feel surreal. 

My brain is half here and half out there

I need the caffeine to kick in

#dream being chased with murderers, visa stories and my window being change all at once

I thought you are just OC but little did I know that you are a primadonna

My pocketable parka that saved me from Taiwan years ago is now retired from being water proof

Groom____

Raining for 2 weeks now. 

Dunkin’ 3 times this week 

Still dreaming about you, SG

If they say that it is raining outside, you have to double check because it might be really super sunny. 

Need that coffee to kick in

Jollibee breakfast not as satisfying. Do I regret that? Of course not. 

Then I wonder but somehow I don’t want to know

Auto pilot

Productive

Antipolo 

Then it hit me and I once again wonder and ask myself if I still need to know. #21

It’s been 10 years, Karlo! I miss you.