Random . July 2021

 

Trying to remember my dream but it was a little blurry

Manners. Why always in a rush when it can wait. 

Oh what to expect to people who doesn’t even know what respect is. 

Don’t put some label on me that I have an attitude. Remember what you did first. 

Don’t trust that I’ll watch a movie when I got home unless I already had a nap. Lol 

Never trust a 2 hour movie. Haha

So anxious with this cake situation. Hahaha

Yay. Success with the cake and maybe with it being as a surprise. I was also surprise that it didn’t fit on out refrigerator. Haha! 

Geez. How can you browse Facebook for hours. 

A little hair trim somehow always makes everything a little better even it wasn’t the best haircut. Lol

I miss talking to you. #21

When you can’t even focus on yourself because you have a bigger fish to fry. 

I badly want to swim. 

The day after legwork / leg day. I can feel it now. 

Earlier I was having a bad anxiety and some discomfort because I wonder, why do I think of other people’s problem more than my own. 

July 7 will always be something memorable but maybe not this year. Happy 1 year to my TV though. 

Those selfie pictures as your wallpaper. 

Yesterday wasn’t the day. 

Mentally and emotionally tired. 

Dear self, don’t give up. 

Almost forgot today’s webinar. 

Today could be a good day for a little surprise but I guess it is not the perfect one. I miss you. #21

Fixed some blog post for the next weeks. 

Everyone was making an album during quarantine and they’re releasing it now. My music heart is happy. 

So nostalgic to see photos from 10 years ago

By next month it will also be the 10th year of being into basketball!

2011 was a drastic year for me that’s why 2021 is really something. 

Consistent 2 months of working out. 07.09.2021

Baking is therapeutic.

I’m finally done with #BrooklynNineNine. What to watch next ? 07.10.2021

Catching up with #SWAT. I will still try to read maybe after this latest season. One goal is to read one book this month. 

Badly need to get out or take a mini vacation but it looks like everyone are out already. Not gonna take some risk. 

Same topic for webinar just to clarify some things. 

“Change doesn’t always last.” - SWAT S04E12

“Love is never a burden“ -SWAT S04E12

Sometimes I’m curious what are the problems of other people even though I think their problems are easy to handle but I will never know. Same with me if you think I don’t have problems, think again. 

These car chase episodes on #SWAT are so good! I’m also done catching up on Season 4. Time for #NCISNOLA for the last season. 

I want to blame 2020 and this virus but sometimes I don’t think it is fair. 

Already feels like Friday. Few more days before weekend

“Close your eyes and I’ll sing you a lullaby. Nothing to fear ‘coz I’m right here by your side” - A Dreamer’s Lullaby | Paramita

Why do people loves to compare. 

2 more episodes left for #NCISNOLA 

“Hope is a powerful force” - The Water Man 

Another productive Sunday. 

That last episode of #NeverHaveIEver S02 

Am I back on getting answers randomly? 07.19.2021

Some people will just don't care on what you are going through they just think of themselves and think that they own you. Fyi, you are not the only problem but you are not forgotten. 

Can we all just wait for the process. I myself is already losing some control on this waiting game and it is fucking frustrating already. 

This reality is getting to my nerves and I badly need some escape or some form of long rest days maybe a vacation if that is even possible. 07.19.2021

Everybody hates Monday anyways. 

Thankful for a plot twist on this Monday 

Will never apologies for not replying to you. Lol

Podcast night and a little bit of writing. 

Some people are maybe luckier than me. I’ll just admire and maybe be happy for them from afar. 07.21.2021 16:11

Such a good day and productive

Another two months and counting. #21 

I stopped catching up on my TV series just because I badly need to read one book this month. I also foresee the wave of anxiety that will come with August that’s why I’m saving my TV series as a distraction for that. 07.23.2021 02:06

I started to read a book now. Yay! 

I’m so anxious right now. 07.23.2021 17:37

Nonstop raining. As much as I love raining I think this is already too much. 07.23.2021 23:59

Stay safe everyone. 

Maybe it was just an illusion. #21

“If its out of sight, its out of mind” - Deep (movie)

People like you are the reason why I don’t rely on other people much. Got to do it on my own than asking for others to do it. 

There might be a routine but it changes every single time I want to. 

Always a little more steps ahead of you. 

Collateral damage of your irresponsibility. 

Will they learn now? Maybe not. 

Consistency of good act not just on specific day. 

The things that keep me sane are a little bit expensive. 

Two consecutive days of leg work should be followed by two days of arms work. 

Waiting game. 

81% into the book. Yay for achievement this month. 

Raining all week. 

I need the summer heat. 

It doesn’t surprise me anymore

6 years. Hello pot! I miss you so much. 

Done with a book now we back to TV Series. #Bull

What a plot twist for the last day of this month. #21