Random . November 2025

 

Exactly a month. Not that I’m counting but I also asked for a sign and you delivered. #72

I need to be alone before I burst my anger to you. 

It’s heartbreaking to remember how broken the inside is

Yoga this morning to charge my social battery 

Not everyone is doing it the same way

Dependent on social media today which is actually too much from the usual 

“Us being honest with each other, even when it’s difficult, that’s something I haven’t been able to do in any of these other relationships” - Noah | Nobody Wants This S02E04

How many times I’m heartbroken and no one knew any of them. 

Feels like 2015 all over again. 10 years. Same feelings. Same vibe. Why. Why. Why. 

Brought the kindle just n case

Yay! A win! Congrats, Tams! 

Just like that it’s already November 3rd. 

Sometimes you got to find some things to do so that your mind will not wander

Bad is different from dirty, right

Played a movie thinking that I’ll watch but I slept

“But the world is exhausted and the only wealth we have left is love” - Pillow Thoughts

“Perhaps it’s just easier to smile and pretend everything is fine, rather than admit my heart’s a little swollen from losing something that wasn’t even mine” - Pillow Thoughts

Somehow I’m still craving that conversation. I wonder if we will ever have one again and assuming that there will never be breaks my heart. - 11.5.2025 03:54

Early lunch and no coffee? No problem. Lol

Grown ups acting like kids. When will this end?

That was 2 lousy play in the last minute, UST!!! 

Want to update phone but I’m seeing no reason why I should. Lol

“Where do I go when a lover and a friend becomes a memory and the dead end?” - Pillow Thoughts

If I buy an Android phone, at the end of the day I know that I will still pick up my iPhone. 

Happy Birthday, Dada

Happy Birthday, Sis

Well, don’t ask me about it because I will give you an answer that you might not be able to accept. My number 1 “what if” regarding with that matter

Yeah, hate me for it

I wish I didn’t put my wall down for him. I wish I didn’t give in, but somehow my rule for this is be myself and no regrets on being myself. 11.08.2025

Landers

The amount of tears that no one knew about

Some of the “assuring” words from you echoed in my head while watching the last episode of Nobody Wants This S02

“I like watching planes, take off, fly overhead ad disappear into the clouds. I pretend I’m up there too, on my way to see you” - Pillow Thoughts

“It’s okay to close some doors, hell, it’s even okay to lock them” - Pillow Thoughts

“I dreamed of love and it gave me too many sleepless nights” - Pillow Thoughts

“We are all born with softness, and it’s important to grow into it. Do not let the world turn your heart cold” - Pillow Thoughts

Wasted an hour trying to grab a steal deal but no luck. 11.11.2025

I want to talk to you again and I’m missing you a little extra today. 

A productive night to write

The fuck I forgot to change that! Ugh

“If you love someone, you always see their face” - Joel | The Last Of Us S02E06

I’m back, Araneta. 

White shirt’s playing dirty with their 6th man on the floor. Lol

WE WON?? HOW??? HAHAHA

Work break since I need to write this down. Lol

I should stop watching the last minute of that ball game. Lol

Ex-bestie, a flip phone, the dude n a day beach trip? What. #dream

I should stop experimenting on drinking coffee

Now I’m not sure if it’s just anxiety or caffeine. Maybe both. 

Uninterrupted leg day. 

Noise pollution. Lol

If you are on the same level, there’s no valid competition

I hate waiting for the end game online and that’s one reason why I decided to make the fan account but what if I’m the one need some game update. Lol

YAY ADAMSON!!!!!

Another tattoo session this week? Hmm

1 game day down, 3 more to go. #UAAP

So frustrating when there’s a vehicle parked at the pedestrian lane

Seems that coffee is part of the routine now. 

So far so good for today and tomorrow

Badly missing you a little extra today. #72

surprise? 

That’s why you have to be nice to everyoe

Another win. One more game

The now what? #UAAP

That’s me saying “no” this time and choosing myself. 

Tattoo session, done!!! 

Someone is back,became a stranger and I’ll let you enjoy being a liker. #72 11.23.2025

Badly wanted to message you or just give a hint about something but I’m controlling myself. 

Than you, DLSU for not giving us a chance. Lol #UAAP

MVPasaol. Just wow. Deserve.  #UAAP

Badly need coffee but this anxiety is already killing me. 

My minimalist self just can’t. Lol

I’m against it so don’t be pushy. 

Becoming the person I didn’t want to be. 11.27.2025 19:17

One of those days that I don’t know what’s next. 

Weekend with the bebe gurl 

Geez I miss doing nothing on a weekend and just being locked up with friends

I was so excited to share it but I can’t start to talk about it then I thought “what’s the point it’s already over” #72

Slow Sunday

That bittersweet feeling of going back home 

Time calculated gone wrong

UAAP S88 . FEU vs DLSU

November 16, 2025 

On my Timehop last year was the last game day of FEU for S87 against UP also little did we all know what will be the plot twist months later.

Anyways, I asked Gem if she’s available but she was not so I'm not sure if I will watch alone but according to schedule this game or the game on Saturday (Nov 22) are my only option to be able to watch a game live. I don't want to regret not watching a single game this season as for tradition already. Since it’s Sunday I was still undecided about watching but also I said it depends on my mood and also on the weather. 

I've been checking online if I can score some patron ticket since it will be DLSU and the second game will be UP that I’m assuming that it will be filled up. The night before last time to check for patron tickets or I’ll check at the venue if there's still available but hello there was few patron tickets available online like just 3 or 4 tickets. I waited some time to check out since I'm still unsure and few minutes later I bought it. I’m watching the game. 

Sunday / game day - I was about to leave then it rain and I don’t want to bring an umbrella so I wasted 30 minutes just waiting for the rain to stop. When I decided to get an umbrella the rain stopped. 

I was hoping to catch the Women’s but I decided to eat first so that took some time too and I went to some usual stores that I checked every time at Gateway so I missed that first 5 minutes of the 1st quarter. I don't really expect a win since the team has been struggling all season probably still adjusting with the changes or it was just they can’t finish strong. 

I came to the point after watching all these years that somehow I can watch games as calm as Sir Mark Molina or Sir Anton Montinola as I thought because that last 2 minutes of the game was insane. I was calm really but my heart is racing silently. 

WE WON? As I asked myself and finally confirming it as I checked the time and everyone on the bench is also celebrating already. I don't have video since I really have no expectations that we will win but WE WIN. A win is still a win and it really depends on how you finish the game. 

I still can’t process it that we won because honestly on both teams they could’ve been some changes on that last seconds of the game. Both teams still got a time out left and as FEU they can risk it but if you are down by just a point, you could have called a time out. Maybe as we all thought that there are still more time but someone should noticed that on the other side of the bench and by not calling that time out and for some reason maybe the basketball gods says this is for FEU. 

This current FEU team, they badly deserve to win a game against the big teams and I'm happy that they were able to get it. It’s just a bonus for me as a supporter and as an alumni. This team can be dangerous the next season as well hopefully no more plot twist that is heartbreaking. 

For Kirby Mongcopa, after losing some years due to his accident I don't think he will let another year or so to not play the game. 

Yes, if Veejay Pre was still in the team it will be another story for FEU but decisions has been made. That chemistry of this champion team from Baby Tams is unbelievable and there might be a missing piece from them but they somehow proved how good they can be without their friend and everyone’s friend, Pre. 

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I also watched the 2nd game with UP and Adamson and as I want for Adamson to win, sorry Coach Nash but we badly need UP to win apparently for our chance to still be able to join the Final Four but still depends on our last two games and to the other games. hehe

Hi, Coach Nash! So nice to see you! Come back already, it’s been 10 years since we won that championship. Lol 

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November 26, 2025 

DLSU won against ADMU and just eliminated FEU and ADMU on a chance for the 4th spot on the Final Four. 

It was an unpredictable season and probably will be carried on the Final Four. We'll see.  

Also, Janrey for MVP?? DESERVE. 

See you on the volleyball season.