Random . April 2025

The perfect bag is now found. yay

I love Friday but now I somehow hate it 

YOU ME AT SIX LIVE STREAMING FROM WEMBLEY

I’M SO NOT READY FOR FIREWORKS TO BE PLAYED TONIGHT. OMG. AND JOSH IS CRYING. I CANNOT. 

RECKLESS AND UNDERDOG. THANK YOU YOU SO MUCH YOU ME AT SIX SO GLAD THAT I MET YOU IN THIS LIFETIME. 

Dynn’s 2nd birthday 

Antipolo hits

Spilled some tea. Lol

Expectation will kill you 

YAY WE WON! #volleyball 

ADAMSON WON AGAINST NU. 

Slowly chopping my hair so that I will not have regrets

Will I be surprised whatever your decision is?

Mufasa on Disney 

Tiangge

Just missing some people that I think I never properly grieve on ever since 2020. Somewhere along the way, I lost myself too

Expectations, lower it. 

WORST PCD EVER. I don’t listen to You Me At Six daily but ever since last weekend I’m playing their music. Missing the guys already. 

Well despite of it all I’m still trying to be nice to you

Shit. 

ORABELLA!!!!! 

BROBABES complete after 3 years!!!! 04.11.2025

Still can’t wrap my head around that we were complete today #brobabes

Saturday . ADAMSON winning against FEU too?!!

Cleanup Sunday. 

Cliff hanging. 

I don’t know to you. 

The deafening silence

Will people believe that in order for me to finish working is that I put my phone away. One reason why I don’t reply immediately 

One down, bunch to go

“gusto kita makita” - wtf this all about. #dream

Uninterrupted yoga. 

The system is fucked up why expect perfection

Trauma is talking and anxiety is a killer

That privilege of sharing whatever happens in your life right away on social media without thinking of what will people think. 

Defeated

This is one reason why I have limits on my socials

What will happen if I take 50 capsules of 3mg melatonin. Maybe I should google that instead of typing this right now

Dreamland is always changing. I can’t go back to the same situation every time I go to sleep 

When mela decided to talk. 

Os that an escape option even it means locking up

That feeling when you can never ever retrieve a file forever. Shit. 

Somehow, he really told me that at some point

3 volleyball games, lets go!!! 

What a game! A win is always a win. Congrats Lady Tams!!! 

I’m old school and techy so what

3 days to survive

The damage you made is still fucking happening while you are not here anymore

Anxious for the rest if the month. Hay

Change of plans

Well, I think you should change clothes

Some people never learn in life

Leave then.

The brain is not functioning that quickly

Missing the dude so much while having this weird conversation. 

10 years and you still somehow making your way to my nerve. #trauma 

I survived. 

On Repeat . M2M: The Better Endings Tour

Livestream . YOU ME AT SIX: The Final Night of Six

 

Somehow this will eventually happen to all the bands we all love, retirement or disbanding whatever they want to call it. 

For You Me At Six, it’s been 20 years and they just had their last show last April 4th at Wembley Arena. 

I got an email one night about a discount code if you buy a ticket for the livestream and I wasn’t aware that there will be a livestream. I convert on how much it was and I didn’t hesitate anymore, it was almost PHP 900 which you can watch a documentary before the show and the actual live show from London. 

I’m not sure how I got to listen to this band and when but I’m sure I saw them on Tumblr in 2008 or 2009. That’s when I started to listen to them. 

The farewell tour is so bittersweet since Australia is on the tour dates but not anything in South East Asia. Knowing that the show they had in here in Manila last 2023 was not successful, I knew that no chance of them visiting for the farewll tour. I’m just so thankful that in 2023 I got to meet these guys, had a conversation with JOSH even it was so short but it was something I will never imagine back in the early years of listening to them. Just so thankful that even the venue wasn’t full the band perform as if it was a sold out show. 

Watching the live show via stream reminded me why I loved this band so much because I’m so sure that they helped me in so many ways. 

I don't have any expectation with the last show, never searched for setlist or read anything I just see some updates here and there of the on going tour. 

As someone who didn’t expect anything, I didn’t know that freaking FIREWORKS will be played and JOSH will teared up. Huhu I didn’t expect that I will be crying at almost 6AM because of TAKE ON THE WORLD. 

After that I just want RECKLESS to be played and I’m good ,they did and then UNDERDOG for the last song. 

It was fun and also an emotional one, I wish I was there to experience that too.  

Upon purchasing ticket I didn’t know about what time it will be Manila but damn it was 2AM - 6AM good thing it was Saturday. 

I hope they will release it officially the whole thing for the world to see with better sound quality and maybe some after show happenings.   

SIXERS FOREVER. 

  

“We have been and will always be YOU ME AT SIX” - Josh Franceschi

YOU ME AT SIX

2005 - 2025 

UAAP S87 . Women’s Volleyball (1st round)

I’ve been planning to watch volleyball for years and I just did this season. 

It’s my very first time to watch volleyball live since I’m more into basketball but this time I really wanted to and seems like both men’s and women’s are doing good this season. 

I’m thinking why it took me this long and I forgot now what are my reason for years. 

I really plan to watch the first game since it’s in MOA but I chose to go the next week since I want to go to Pet Expo and I’m also waiting for some Araneta games which we have but I can’t decide early since I’m not sure if I can. Friday night when I decided to go and planned to leave early to catch the men’s but I left home late just in time for lunch before the women’s game. 

Sometimes I can’t focus on the game since I’m still new to such environment and it’s a whole new audience compare to basketball. I’m also somehow watching games that I can and even on weekends it’s volleyball Sunday at home and seems like everyone’s enjoying the game. 

Honestly, I can even fall asleep watching volleyball. Haha

Sometime it’s taking 3 hours for 5 sets! No fix time for every set but as reading stat sheets, it mostly take a set for 30 minutes really depends on the flow of the match. 

It’s a new environment for me but I love it. Hopefully I can still watch one or two more games this season. 

Watching sports live is one of my escape. 

And just like basketball it’s a bonus if we win, I’m just fan of the sport. 

Random . March 2025

Random . March 2025

MOA again after a week with the not so little kids anymore

2nd floor to 8th floor by stairs. I’m not prepared but for the view lets go

What happened the past month? I don’t know too.  

I’m missing you a little extra tonight

2 new unexpected letters at this time

You didn’t meet me at dreamland #21

TBVR!!!!! Hi! #dream

We are all responsible for it 

It doesn’t matter if you don’t trust me. I don’t trust people too. 

Karlo!!! I have chika!!!! 

MOA for 3 straight Saturdays?? 

Plane ride without being properly prepared? #dream

Finally found a frame for my last 2 posters that’s been rolled for so long. Little joy that they are framed now. 

It’s raining so no MOA this Saturday. 

A busy week

Crush is avoiding me. Lol

Can we have longer weekends than weekdays

Uninterrupted stretch for today’s workout

Justice to all victims and for their families

Been checking socials from time to time and I’m ignoring my app limit today. 

HAHAHA

“I don’t need your help, I can sabotage me by myself” - Caught in the Middle | Paramore

The moon is so bright tonight. - 03.13.2025

Your true color is showing. 

I may never understand how can you be a devotee to a saint but then supporting a criminal and you have kids

I believe that a person can be not fully evil but what’s done is done and that’s something you can’t change anymore. They are all fed up that they are untouchable well not as to what they believe. Unfortunately they chose to be on the public eye so most of what they say and do are being recorded. So much greed. 

Not a fan of practicing what will happen if there will be a natural disaster. Depends on the situation practically, you save yourself / family and if possible to help others. 

Brain overload. Lol 

UAAP Volleyball, finally!!! 03.15.2025 

So good to be back home in Cubao 

Mama Lou’s again after so long and I’m good again for a while 

Sunday cleanup 

Women’s volleyball final rematch!!! 

Why would you do the same play on the last minute when it didn’t work already. Well I guess the boss said 1-1. #PBA

As the old saying “keep your friends close and your enemies closer”

Such a good talk. 

The less I know the better

Something to look forward to 

You added something to fill up but your website don’t keep you logged in for so long. Wtf. 

We are all part of the problem it just depends on how much our share is 

I’m already dreaming about you, SG 

Not as easy as you think 

Change playlist 

Working on it. 

FEU!!!! Miss this side of Manila. 

First time to roam around Quiapo and I finally did it even I’m just alone

Steady Saturday and it feels like Sunday already. 

Volleyball all afternoon on a Sunday at home. 

YAY! We won on men’s and women’s 

Lost in dreamland

Sleep is an escape 

A never ending basketball game and now I wonder what will be the result of game 6. #dream

Not a very practical reason

Game 7 it is. #PBA

Why would you be so angry with little things

Not a very good time to have an anxiety attack

Can I just give up today, ASAP. 

My frustration or yours?

Uggghh. 

Took a lot of selfie today. 

Caffeine and soda made me rest today instead of the opposite 

Wasted time 

A message that I may not want to hear but needed to on a random day. Thank you, Rya! 

That last minute culture which I love and hate at the same time. 

Amazing race hometown edition. 

Waves of anxiety 

Wasted money should’ve switch …