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Random . December 2024

 Random . December 2024

Lie 

Everything is so tiring these days 

How to organize my cluttered mind

The brain is tired

What a silly question, my friend

I believe it’s a domino and then there’s a boomerang

How to word vomit when I’m watching something. Lol

I’m not addicted to Starbucks

I can also say no, anyways

Dreamland is such a trap these days

If my own mother doesn’t notice why would I expect for other people to?

Why did I spent 2% believing in you

There was a damage that you did and it can’t be fixed anymore

So much thoughts and it just go down to one reason and one alone - people leaving. I’m still not used to it and might never will. 

Now the reason for my sleeping problem is obviously stress

That’s already 9 freaking months

Oh that was you! I haven’t thought of it already but I guess everyone can really be caught in the mouth 

Why am I being emotional with the UAAP awarding

I think that was a wrong move

The 2 personality that doesn’t seem fine together

I never planned to have coffee but already had and I hate the palpitation

I’m actually thinking to end my blogging era 

UST!!! 

KQ and the new King Archer Francis Lopez. Haha GAME 3!!! 

Basketball high

#dream a new guy? Hmm 

Coffee and banana milk is good

Basketball podcasts for the weekend before tomorrow’s game 3 

All nighter

Congratulations, UP!!! 

The aftermath of tooth extraction

Adult being kids in 2024. 

Tattoo session, finally

Sitting at the tattoo shop and just remembering all the emotions I had the past years getting some sentimental ones. Now I’m just chill not much of emotions involved, I just want to get one of my favorite happening this year which was swimming with whale sharks and some for my favorite bands. Right arm is so numb. Hehe

I love cramming and basketball. Go figure

You save yourself, I save myself. 

First weekend without basketball. 

There are bigger shit than your bullshit

Should I deactivate my Facebook by 2025 or just delete the app on my phone

Can’t remember that last rainy Christmas Eve

Rainy Christmas

Anxiety or Panic attack

Eliminating the stressor

What birthday? 12.27.2024

When the body have different plans

Year end are such busy as usual. 

I survived 2024 what’s about the next one? 

Happy New Year. 

On Repeat . A Whole New Sound

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Book . Memories

 

Usually when I read poem books, it will just took me 2 days the longest but this time it took me weeks. I just had a difficult reading such genre since I’m struggling missing someone and reading such is not a good idea. Had some tears while reading but I’m glad I’m done with it now. 

Poem books are always a good idea to read. 

This will probably my last book for this year and I adjusted my reading challenge to 5 books instead of 10 because I can’t to 10 already. Hopefully, next year I can do better. 

UAAP 87 . FEU vs UP

 November 16 2024 

I don’t really plan to watch this last game of FEU for the 2nd round but Gem is available and wanted to watch so why not. I plan to watch the women’s game before the FEU game but as usual I underestimated the Saturday traffic and I think I chose the wrong form of transportation going to San Juan. 

Gem need to get her laptop fixed for a while now so we met at Greenhills then lunch and then FilOil. I haven’t seen a game at FilOil for so long. We don’t have tickets so we decided to but there but WTF, FilOil do host Volleyball and we lined up for 30 minutes for tickets? All we thought we missed the whole first half but it was just the 1st quarter that we missed. Ticket should be 50% off when the game is done with the 1st half most especially if its the fault of the ticketing booth. 

Anyway, what are the chances to win this game to be able to grab that 4th spot but maybe not this year, it was a tough season but at least we know at the end that everyone enjoyed it. Looking forward for the next season with hopefully the same squad. 

Congratulations to VJ Pre for the Rookie of the Year!!! 

UAAP S87 . Women's and Men's Basketball

 November 9, 2024 

- Women's Basketball (FEU vs Ateneo / UE vs UST)

- Men's Basketball (FEU vs Ateneo / UE vs UST) 

Gem can't make it today and since I was staying in Cubao that weekend so why not wake up a little early and watch the women's basketball since I do watch it at home at some time and I witnessed how UST won the championship last season. 

I love it since there are only few people who are watching the women's games and it was a very different ambiance compare to men's. 

I learned and somehow realizes some stuff that I don't usually just see or observe during men's and I was enlighten really to the deeper side of basketball. I've been trying to figure it out somehow and learning about the side of coaching so I'm somehow discovering the other side in a good way though. 

One more reason why I decided to watch the women's is because of someone but I don't want to be tagged as a stalker, one way or another I enjoyed watching the women's. Probably just guess that "someone". haha! Also, basketball is my usual escape. 

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Fast forward to the men's it is one of the best games to watch and to be seated at the back of the bench is always a treat. We won against Ateneo which was satisfying since there are times that if it is Ateneo, you will not win automatically. There was some season where we only watch live a game against Ateneo just to see if we can beat them. I don't know about you but there's somehow a silent rival between FEU and Ateneo and it's good to witness that once in a while. 

Even there's still have a few seconds left and seeing the bench rejoicing, everyone's happy and just enjoying the win for that day. I somehow caught in on video and it's one of my favorite. 

I really planned to watch the second game between UE and UST then maybe leave at the half but then even I'm got sleepy during the game, I was awaken with the bad officiating and the intensity of the game. I was hoping for UE to win but then their overall score is already the score of a single player of UST, I know it is possible for UE to win unless another miracle in the end. Though before that happened UE was slammed with foul here and there then the unsportsmanlike foul on Momowei. A win of UE will somehow open a small window for FEU to still have a chance for Final Four  

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Such a good day to have some basketball day for myself. 

Random . November 2024

 

You are still popping in dreamland ex-bestie. Lol

Such a crazy discovery at this time. Lol

Jumped on the rabbit hole at 4AM. Wtf, self. 

Acknowledging that it’s just a few days for this year makes me realize that I’m so fucked up this year. So fucking lost now I have to fix things up last minute. 

Stalker 101 

iOS 18.1

Doing a strict diet but always on Starbucks? Lol 

BACSSSS!!!! Hi. 11.09.2024

Watching Women’s Basketball LIVE!!!  

Missed the 1st Q of the Men’s. Lol 

We won! / I’m already sleepy on this 2nd game but then it gets intense. 

“Got sour and for his own pleasure” 

I can totally forget but damn when I’m having anxiety attack that you caused makes me remember everything and that is why I can’t forget. 

I somehow believe that they don’t know anything or maybe just a few. 

What you said was a total lie

Sadness still invades this bi-monthly thing. 

Saturdate with the dude and I think I pick the wrong form of transportation 

Hello, Greenhills!!! 

Last game for the season and we are back at FilOil in San Juan 

At the end of the day, we still end up to you, Cubao!! Hehe 

That’s clearly your personal problem.

Badly want to remember my dream but then I don’t remember anything. 

For someone who can’t go anywhere alone, don’t try to make me jealous if you make it elsewhere outside this hometown because I can do it alone and you have no idea of my whereabouts. Lol

Why am I keep on dreaming about you. 

So messed up. 

Bye socials. 

BP is good so one tooth out. Lol 

CRAM! 

Happy Fiesta, hometown. 

Picked up my kindle tonight and shed some tears. 

Trapped in dreamland

Fucking absurd but I’ll take it but still, WTF!! 

Congratulations, you didn’t make it any better and at least I told you the truth. 

When you are forced to go back to reality from a delusion. 

Keep swimming

I got a plan but don’t ruin it. 

Basketball weekend.