Random . May 2024

 

Palawan blog is up on queue

Packing for a weekend stay in the city is so harder than packing for a week of out of town. 

All Time Low tonight but I'm so early at Cubao to meet Gem for late lunch date and grocery for the weekend

Time to test the transparency of an earphone in a concert / It was amazing but I didn't wear it on the actual concert. 

Almost all the people in my area are fucking sitting. WTF. Why spend much money just to sit on a rock band. 

FUCKING CRIED ON REMEMBERING SUNDAY. Huhu I'm so ready for Therapy but then they changed it to FUCKING REMEMBERING SUNDAY. My heart … 

Never ending movie marathon, popcorn and pasta

Weekend at QC ends today but one more movie! 

Currently having a PCD. 

Can't stop playing Remembering Sunday then it led me to Cassadee Pope because wether you agree or not, ATL’s version of Remembering Sunday is always better with Cassadee. 

Back to reality but somehow I'm still on concert high. Miss them already and knowing that we are so lucky because in Singapore they just lasted 30 minutes due to Alex’s food poising situation. 

Late lunch 

New batch of anxiety

I thought it’s bravery going to a lions den alone but sometimes I think it doesn’t matter since people don’t really care

I don’t know where to start when there are so many voices in my head

You? Ranting about about stress? Really? #17 

Facebook distracted me tonight 

American Horror Story S12 

92% on my book but I’ll start #Dexter tonight and finish my book tomorrow

Book is done and finally all other posts that need to post are now on schedule

#Dexter is making me anxious 

And right there when you opened twitter - The Maine in Manila for 2 nights !!!! 

Sleeping in so I can do work all day. Laziness leave me alone. Haha

WTF!!! Ahahah 

One way or another we all changed might be for the better or worst. 

How to handle if the world depends on you

This new song ode Cassadee hits very different 

People don’t know how anxious I can get these days. 

It will be an easy finish always of only …

Can’t eat at this moment

Buzzer beater my favorite thing on basketball not really on the real world 

The only think that motivates me to survive this week challenge in life is music. Music might not give me solutions but it’s something for me to not give up on life 

Slept on 2 episodes of #Dexter

I’m seeing you everywhere

#Dexter S02 

Baking cookies is one of my favorite thing to do not just with this kind of weather. Lol

How many times I will say that #Dexter is giving me so much anxiety. Haha

Can’t imagine people survive while waiting for another season of #Dexter back in the day. 

Will finally listen to Billie’s new album !!! 

Maybe I need to word vomit again. 

The same day I dreamed about your province I got some unknown numbers calling then I remembered it might be some work related. 

People are taking advantage of me today and my anxious self is not happy

Podcast for tonight

My insomnia is back but the good thing about it is that I maxed my time at night 

The motivation that I need

…. Yes and the trauma too

Billie’s “The Greatest” is my new “Happier Than Ever”

The bed weather that I’ve been waiting for so long

Weekend with #Dexter

I’m watching too much episode of #Dexter nonstop that it is now in my blood. Lol 

Suddenly felt some sadness that I can’t understand 

Some of it are really unbelievable but it is really happening 

Then I felt sad realizing something

On Repeat . Wasting All These Tears (Cassadee's Version)

 

On Repeat . Three Of Us

 

High or Low

 

I just want to be there whether

It is high or low or maybe

Even when there’s nothing to celebrate 

I guess that doesn’t matter to you 

You are still that super independent 

Who I knew back then 

As my mantra when we first met

If you don’t want me around you

Then I’m keeping my distance 

Even it sometimes hurt so bad 

05.22.2023 02:26

Book . The Courage To Be Disliked

 

I never thought I’ll be able to finish this book because to be honest I did struggle finishing this. Mostly I’m kinda bored with the dialogue set up of the book that sometimes I can’t get what are we really talking about in here. 

Maybe it’s just me. I started reading this after my last book (Some People Need Killing) and to be honest it is hard to top that for a moment because it was a very interesting topic.

Since this is a psychology book I thought that I’ll be interested 100% of the time but no. If you are willing ti understand Adler more then you might want to consider this book. 

Luckily on my flight during the vacation I had I was able to read more because there’s nothing to see at a night flight. Lol 

This is a good book as long as you have a 100% attention to it because to be honest I got so many distractions the past months. 

I learned from this book no matter how I think it made me bored. 

Gave it 4 stars on Goodreads. 

“Life in general has no meaning”

The Courage to be Disliked | Ichiro Kishimi

 

On Repeat . Fake As Hell

 

On Repeat . PMA

 

ALL TIME LOW FOREVER IN MANILA 2024

 

When this was announced, I knew I have to be there since I already missed the 2022 concert because it didn’t fit my schedule that time and I can’t afford to go on both Billie Eilish and All Time Low because Billie Eilish happened on a Saturday and All Time Low on Monday. I prioritized Billie Eilish that time since I’ve seen All Time Low couple of times already. Good thing too that I didn’t have ticket for the All Time Low since after Billie Eilish I got sick not COVID but I blame it to the hassle of commuting to MOA and back to hometown and also the weather. 

I don’t want to miss them this time even without a meet and greet I just want to be there and luckily it will be on Araneta too the same venue for their first ever concert here in Manila back in 2011. 

Unlike my preparedness from previous concert, this time I didn’t search on setlist maybe because we are the only 3rd stop in Southeast Asia that there are no leaked setlist not until they played in Kuala Lumpur early that week. The only preparedness I did was played their whole discography that week without expecting anything too. 

Few days before I also played Straight to DVD ii and every single time I played All Time Low, I always end up playing Remembering Sunday countless times. Of course on the Straight to DVD ii it was Cassadee Pope who sang Remembering Sunday and it’s honestly my favorite. Ever since 2011 when I first saw them and ever before that I wanted Cassadee to sing that bridge on Remembering Sunday. 

I was busy days before the concert and since it will be in Araneta I asked Gem if she wants to stay that weekend at QC so we can hang that weekend. 

We meet early and had late lunch then did grocery for the weekend. 

I headed to Araneta by 7PM already straight inside because it will start in a few minutes. As usual I’m alone in this but I know that some of my friends are on different section of the venue. I’ve been watching concerts alone since forever anyways. Lol I always tried to be on side so it will be closer to the stage but since I heard Jim’s advice to try the section behind the sound tech booth I decided to get the section right in front of the stage but not on the pit. I don’t have much energy for the pit and I don’t want to gamble with my height. Haha 

Got to the venue asked the security on where’s my seat so I will not have problems to be on the wrong one. I was seated between dudes the one on my left are two people that are together and the one on my right probably was alone too. I’m not good on having conversation even we are there for one reason only. I went there for the boys and not for anybody else though its okay if you tried to talk to me just don’t be an asshole. Haha 

They started at exactly at 8PM and just right when they started I stand up and never again sit. While all the dudes on my section are all seated for most of the show and I’m like WHAT THE FUCK. Hahaha They did stand for some popular ones but mostly they are seated like watching a fucking movie. Haha - I don’t want to be judged as I said that but my apologies if you can’t stand for so long but WHY for all people who can stand. Why pay for such amount of money and just sit there. Lol you can get the cheaper ticket if that’s the case. Sorry but not really. 

Back to the show - I honestly don’t memorize song title but I usually know the lyrics but sometimes, I also get the wrong words too! 

While listening to Straight to DVD ii and checking the setlist in Kuala Lumpur some songs didn’t change I’m not sure with the other previous concerts but All Time Low got so many songs that I wish they changed some of it for the live since it’s been a while. Don’t get me wrong I love all of it but somehow they need to change it already. 

Overall it was a good night and for most concert I’m always looking forward to the slow songs or the acoustic and I knew that it will be “Missing You” and “Therapy”. I still have the video of “Therapy” from 2017 on my phone. I’m so ready for “Therapy” but then Alex said that it wasn’t planned to play this then started the intro of “Remembering Sunday” and I was like FUCK NO :(

I started to tear up just on the intro of it I don’t know why until now but maybe because I didn’t expected to hear that live once again. Mid song, my tears are on my cheeks and I have no one beside me. Huhu I’m not sure if the people beside me noticed that I had to wipe my tears. I uploaded on my Youtube Remembering Sunday from 2011 and I’m planning to upload again the one from 2024 if I got time. Lol 

That was the highlight of that night. 

Until now I don’t know why Somewhere in Neverland is a big hit. Everyone was chanting “Neverland” and Alex sang the chorus of it. 

After Remembering Sunday, I want everyone to chant “Therapy” but that will be too much for all of us but what if chant it after Remembering Sunday will there any chance for them to play it? It will be a treat if ever. They chant it though but not the perfect time for Alex to notice. 

I was already thinking that this will be the last time I will be seeing All Time Low but who am I kidding they do drop by once in a while why would I stop? 

Finally after so long, I think I do have an All Time Low tattoo idea already but still going back and forth between my choices. 

Hopefully next time I will still be able to meet them. 

My Photographs: All Time Low