February 1st . Random update

Hello! I've been so busy lately and almost got no time to be online ... its good sometimes but maybe bad for my dying blogspot. lol

anyway, I haven't edited our picture from Enchanted last January 3rd and its now February! Well, there will always be backlogs on blogging (you can't avoid that).

A little update ... I've been watching some movies for the past week and I also read a book series and a book (awesome stories, I can't even move on most especially on books than the movies). I prefer books over movies if they have book but if they are not based on book then I prefer the movies. I'm also update to the my favorite series! Oh no, you don't want to know how I'm so connected with those series and books.

There are few things that I'm looking forward to this month, just to mention the anniversary of APHS, where you'll see bunch of familiar faces from high school and will be on that school next week where mostly I'll imagine what happened to that ground when we are still there; High School Grand Alumni, in which I'm not planning to attend; and  Paramore live in Manila 2 where I'll stalk for them and to be watching with some friends.

I'm still a little broke from the holiday season but I'm still looking forward to see some college friends although we planned to see each other last month but most of us are busy so no final plan about that.

Last night, my "ex - best friend" was in my dream, I don't know what that means and maybe tonight I'll forget about it already but when a close friend of his asked me one question, I only answered her with "seriously?".

Earlier this week and last week, I hang out with my birthmate/babes/sister/cousin, Nikka. We might do simple things in life but we're happy. We actually should be hanging out one of these days but we unfriend the guy who will be celebrating his birthday tomorrow (Happy Birthday to you btw). Belated Happy Birthday to Nikka's boyfriend and to the "ex - best friend".

After visiting Enchanted earlier last month, I haven't got the time to shoot or just do some photo walk.

I miss my friends ... Seems just like yesterday when we are just fooling around the university corridors. I always missed those days when you don't have to think complicated things just thesis, quizzes, exam .. but now we are in the "real world" where everyone seems to be your enemy and everyone is trying to put you down, where you will be only with no one but yourself.

Its Friday night and I'm confused again with movies and e-books. I guess creating my own setting in my head is better than the movies but sometimes I can't see the right characters ...

"The things you do means something to people --- Gibbs (NCIS S10E13)"

New Year .

This photo was taken last December 26, 2012 before I turned 23

Hi readers (if I have some),

Who said that we will not passed December 21, 2012? Look at this post date people its January 1, 2013! Happy New Year guys!

I don't know how will I do some year end post or something like a recap from January to this day (or its just the same? Lol) going back on the past 365 days is hard there are some highlights but of course we treasured every single day (at least I do) and 2012 is so yesterday when it comes to 2013 so this is not a recap post.

Most people have lots of new year's resolution but I refuse to promise or to say somethings that usually don't happen for the whole year but at least every single day I try to change simple/little things on my everyday routine, I try something new or at least not to mind the bad vibes on some days. What do I'm trying to say is we can change every little detail on our everyday lives its not necessary to change something just because its a new year, change it because you know its bad, you know it will never do good to you or on people around you but never change the good most especially if its for bad, as one of my favorite TV show says: Rule no. 5 Never waste the good and the other one was a qoute from the same TV show: You have to focus on the good.

There are so many unexpected and expected things that happened to each of us every single day every year so that's 365 days, sometimes we can't remember what happen on the 217th day but we know what exactly happened on a special day just like your birthday, your wedding day, the day you gave birth, the day you got a dog or the day you bought something special, some days are good and unforgettable but there will always be the bad ones, there are days that we feel fucked up or wasted but there are days that we feel its the best day ever since we were born. Every single day is different, its unique on its own and we need to appreciate those good and bad days because those days helped us to be who we are right now.

We don't need to be advanced and think about next month or the summer. Most days we need to focus on what's happening right now but of course you can plan a summer getaway with friends but don't go beyond it, be on earth most of the time don't take every thing for granted, don't fast forward on something because when it passed you can't have a rewind button on this life. Most of us wished that but as we all know we can just move forward but please never push the fast forward button, you don't want to regret something on the near future.

2012 taught us some life lessons, as I recall all of the things happen, it just gave me headache lol but I wish I got it on taped or at least record all of the days on my head so I can look back on some fucked up days of my life or be on the day when I didn't think of the consequences that I might meet next time, the days that you wish not to meet its ending but as I said we must move on but be sure to treasure those moments because it will never be the same next time.

Let's welcome 2013 with open arms, let's change the bad to good one, make yourself happy, eject those negativity/bad vibes around you, stay positive and let's have more patience in our system, appreciate everything, be nice to other people, never take anyone for granted, don't run a truck on someone's life, be contented, don't compare, most especially appreciated every single moment. Those are the usual things that I keep reminding myself for the last months/year. You don't need a new years resolution because its new year, a rule in your own life can help you to change something little by little, changing is a process. You can start a simple/crazy rule like "Rule No. 1: No soft drinks and junk foods on weekdays" and maybe you'll end up cheating on some weekdays but you can change it and just enjoy a junk foods every weekend. I'm not saying do a stupid rule book and control your life but it will be a big help if you want to change something and you will never need to wait for another new year, a year does have 365 days its not just a single day.

Happy New Year :)

Photo Diary: November - December

Well, there's no major stuff happened from mid-November to mid-December, just work stuff and these are the days that I got so lost and a little wasted and fucked up with some things but I got over it last December 21st and I'm just having a post birthday stress free day. So here I am posting some overdue stuff.

Not much but here are pictures that reminds me of some thing or maybe I just think I should post something before the year end and this is not a year end post.

a photo of my fading Manic Panic hair

Alaine's stuff dog (I wasn't able to get the name)

Clouds!

Finally, we were able to try J. Co

Finally (again), a pair of BRASH!

last photo of my fading Manic Panic

I used this to re-colored my fading Manic Panic

I started to wear glasses again at some point in my life

There's a result of my re-colored hair

I already claimed our Paramore tickets :)

and that's just it. lol 

Belated Merry Chritmas guys <3 

OOTD: Coldness

This post is actually what I wore last July 3. It rained all day and I'm so lazy to wear pants so I wore a black shirt, floral skirt and a 1461 Dr. Martens from Ninang Jeng ... Excuse my first post about "Outfit of the Day", I think its a little fancy. lol

I'm trying to get a good mirror (soon) so I can photograph my outfit ... but this is fun. :p