Tuesday, February 28, 2017

Random . February 2017

Thank you, M.

Oh hello again, hometown.

Fan girl!!! Omg. My GDY is here!!!

Why am I attracted to authentic? Haha.

The shocking part of today. I'm amazed of how it was so easy on me.

I have some personal shit again and I want to write this phase of realization but I don't know how and where to start. Maybe not yet the right time to talk about it but this personal journey will never be forgotten so I know when the right time comes to write this I will still know every detail about it.

Staying on YouTube for hours in not helping on my writings. Haha.

It's really about how you left an impact to others.

Chikababes tomorrow!

Baking is now a hobby. Yes.

My mind is so cluttered that I can't compose a proper note/letter/blog post but in a good way. No major complain. :)

Thankful for so many things despite of some bad vibes.

When you never complain for so long because you enjoy it but it feels like you want to lately because of someone's unappreciated self.

This is why we need off days.

When you didn't grow up around him, you don't have any idea on his philosophy.

Doing this particular task, you have to put yourself on their shoes to totally understand. Forget your selfishness, look at them right on the eyes not just looking down at them.

Thankful for the arrival of the plugs. Haha

I hate that it's becoming my lullaby.

Another day that I'm missing the calls.

We haven't been to the middle of this month but why it feels like February is about to end?

One step at a time but I'm already excited for this. It's already 80% sure. Omgggg.

Why does S Club 7 is being played here at SM. Huhu. Teenage life. ❤

It was bringing me down at some point earlier but thankful that there are few people who stays to believe. #mantra

Playlist on shuffle and the perfect song played at the right time. Sick Of It by Candy Hearts saved me multiple times already, for years. Forever thankful for music and despite of what I'm feeling for the past weeks, there are a lot of things to be thankful for. Even I'm isolating myself and trying to escape at the same time.

When I was just about to question it, he will do his part unexpectedly. ❤ 021217

Happy Valentines Day! Spread love all year round. ❤

Aww. The simple gestures. ❤ 0214

Be careful on what you're spreading most especially when you don't know a single truth.

When you lie, you may affect other people that can still be fix but the damage that you are doing to yourself will never be.

If ever I let this go, I know I don't need to worry on what others will think because I already left a mark in there for the past years and I will be worried for them. I might looked defeated but what they witnessed will never be altered and we all know the truth. Lie to yourself and to others so you will be once again praised by people who doesn't have any idea on what's the real deal. Enjoy the hype, it will not last. 0214

One day, those words will just slipped into my mouth. You may not believe it but I don't care I know what I saw in his face are his current expression towards you.

This song just take me to another level of happiness.

Less than a month!

People should learn not to broadcast every plan that they have. It's irritating and the other will start to compete through words.

Surprise!!!! / Aww. Thank youuu. 0221 ❤

When people are being shady, I start to question my instinct towards them.

As much as I want to isolate myself from the outside, I think it's time to conquer it even it's nerve-wracking. Haha. Introvert problems.

Why does government employees do act like shit? You are asking them nicely since you don't have any idea about it but they will answer like you should know it? I will definitely not waste time if I already know what it is.

Dreaming of the sea calls for a much needed trip again. Hopefully soon.

You have so much hatred in your heart that it starting to spread all over your body and I think that's even worse than any sickness that we are all afraid to have. Those people who has been sick for so long even look in life with so much positivity while you are choosing hatred that doesn't do any good.

Some people are just good on starting something but they are not good on maintaining it. They will just pass the responsibility to others until they doesn't care anymore.

Sometimes, I don't have any choice just to see it with my own eyes.

Never stop learning most especially from other people.

So good to know that there are still people who have positivity eoutlook in life.

Congrats, Baby Tams!!! The last time they won vs NU again was 2012 when I forced Keith to watch with me and that was one of my favorite game since it was my first time to witness a 3-OT game. Such a pure basketball game. #BeBrave. 0224

Challenging as always. 0225

Same place at the same time! Why are you doing this, Megamall! Haha. 0225

This is why I recommend the usual place. There's too many distraction in here.

#mantra for the nth time until unknown.

Such productivity time, I was able to edit a movie while on my way to Megamall again. Haha.

Avoiding jejetrolls is one reason why I love staying in bed on a Sunday than being in the mall. Pucha. Haha.

For me, there's a bitterness and satisfaction on commuting.

Bragging about something will not do any good to you.

When being hyper about anything is our quality time. No one will understand that.

Going around town makes me miss so many memories. Franklin ♫. 




Sunday, February 26, 2017

Hair Dye-ary . GOOD DYE YOUNG


Omg. Haha. How to start this. 

So, GDY started last year and I was planning to purchase it asap but upon check out, my country wasn't on the list. 

I inquiry on their customer service about it but they said that they will add it up soon since it was just first time and I totally understand it.

Few months later, Philippines was added to the list but I wasn't able to prioritize it since my Romblon trip was up for the next month, UAAP season by September and the SG-KL trip on December and some impulsive buy in between. 

After all the December festivities, I finally decided to try it. 

Merch are added in the store too like shirts, cap, enamel pin, shower cap, pillow case, towel and other accessories. 

I only eye some merch, specifically the dad cap and the enamel pin since I was really planning to get all the hair dye. 

The down side, there is no other option for the shipping and it was costly though it arrived fast. I ordered it January 17 and it arrived by 2nd of February. 

It's so good that I can stare at it all day. So in love with this and finally I was able to have these. 

To be honest, I love the packaging but I don't like the tube because you will not able to squeeze everything out unless you will cut the top of it and I don't want to cut it. Haha. I just transferred the Ex-Girl to one of my empty Manic Panic. 

Little problem was, despite of I don't know what to use first my hair is not cooperating. My hair is still short and as I'm afraid to over bleached it, I eventually wash it already before it even turned white. It still the usual orangey color so when I tried to use the few Manic Panic Cleo Rose mixed with Cotton Candy Pink, it didn't turned pink. All I thought was because it was more light a week later, I was excited to use the Ex-Girl since it's more pigmented but still no effect. I decided to use the Enchanted Forest instead even it's darker and it stained too much. 

Too sad that I might need to outgrown my hair again before I can use GDY but that's okay I still got a lot of time to use it I just need to wait. Will do an update once I did. 

Doing my own hair ever since is no joke and if I start to use GDY, I want it to be perfect. So using Manic Panic in between is not bad since I can get it locally.


DYE HAPPY. 

Tuesday, February 21, 2017

FYI, I'm a Girl . Dry Shampoo

This cost PHP215.00 at SM Hypermarket



Lately, I've been hearing a lot about dry shampoo and I wanted to try it but I search first about it on how to use it. 

I was roaming around the grocery one time just killing time and I end up at the shampoo section and I found one kind of dry shampoo I forgot the brand but I suddenly saw the Dove one. 

I was excited to use it since there are days that we just don't feel like washing our hair in the morning since lately our weather has been nice. But as we all live in this tropical country, we are much aware that we can't pass a day without washing our hair. 

Dry shampoo promotes that your scalp will not feel oily for a day or days and your hair will not be flat when it was used. 

When I was able to use it, I wanted to experience what it truly promotes but I wasn't satisfied with the result. My scalp wasn't oily but my hair is so dry after, I tried with and without  ironing after using dry shampoo. It feels like it was dry for days even I just used it once. 

I'm not sure if it was with the brand or not but I will still recommend it even with this weather but for sure not during summer. 

Also the smell is too strong for me I feel like I'm walking from here and there and I'm leaving the smell of it even it literally wasn't. (maybe it's just me)

No regrets anyway. I still have it and maybe use it whenever I feel to use it again. 

Some other brands are more expensive but I'm not so sure if that will make your hair dry too and if the smell is strong but it's worth a try. 


Tuesday, February 14, 2017

On Repeat . ILYSB

ILYSB by LANY

M made me listen to this and I fell in love instantly! It's so perfect. 
Happy Valentines Day! 
Spread love all year round not just today. :) 


Ain't never felt this way
Can't get enough so stay with me
It's not like we got big plans
Let's drive around town holding hands

And you need to know
You're the only one, alright... alright
And you need to know
That you keep me up all night, all night

Oh, my heart hurts so good
I love you, babe, so bad, so bad
Oh, oh my heart hurts so good
I love you, babe, so bad, so bad

Mad cool in all my clothes
Mad warm when you get close...to me
Slow dance these summer nights
Our disco ball's my kitchen light

And you need to know
That nobody could take your place, your place
And you need to know
That I'm hella obsessed with your face, your face

Oh, my heart hurts so good
I love you, babe, so bad, so bad
Oh, oh my heart hurts so good
I love you, babe, so bad, so bad
Oh, oh my heart hurts so good
I love you, babe, so bad, so bad

And you need to know
You're the only one - alright, alright
And you need to know
That you keep me up all night, all night

My heart hurts so good
I love you, babe, so bad, so bad
Oh, oh my heart hurts so good
I love you, babe, so bad, so bad...
So bad, oh
Oh, my heart hurts...
Oh, my heart hurts...
Oh, my heart hurts...
So bad, oh...

Tuesday, February 07, 2017

On Repeat . Cherry

Cherry by Moose Blood



There's only one place that I wanna be,
It's home with you, girl, so I can hear you breathe.
With your hair up like you do,
And that face that you give me when you've missed me.

And I've missed our girl so god damn much,
I've smoked a lot and I feel so rough.
Guess this is just what I wanna do,
Keeping half-smoked smokes and singing to half-filled rooms.

I was young and irresponsible 
About a year ago and it's impossible to tell
If my hands will ever warm up
I don't believe in growing up but 

Look at me now, I'm engaged to be married,
I'm only 23 and I've got myself a family.
She's not mine and she never will be,
I'm reminded every day.
She's not mine and it fucking kills me,
She won't look at me that way

I was young and irresponsible
About a year ago and it's impossible to tell
If my hands will ever warm up
I don't believe in growing up