I stalked you on Instagram
I know you are noticing
But do you stalk me back
I somehow wish you do
I’m too shy to start a conversation
Because I know
That you will not engage
Just don’t block me
Since you are
My current distraction
12.10.2023 18:47 #03
I feel like I’m being left behind by everything
I did lots of work but it wasn’t enough
I did sacrifice a lot but feels like
Its just for nothing
Was it a sacrifice
Or just lousy life decision
Seems like I was scammed
Apparently this is real life
If this is what I deserve
After all these years
Then this life is really a scam
11.13.2023 04:43
You are in my dream
Maybe for the first time ever
You finally agreed on talking
despite of ignoring me for so long
It looks like it was your birthday
Or maybe some random occasion
You still didn’t smile
At some point I feel appreciated
#03
10.03.2023 12:50
For my third book this year, I personally chose this because I’m getting curious about it since I’m seeing it regularly on my feed. When I started researching I didn’t know that there’s already a movie adaptation that was release last month. I watched the trailer, I didn’t know if that’s a full giveaway but I want to read.
Started reading it and I’m surprised how it’s an easy read and omg I haven’t read a page turner for maybe almost 2 years. I like it. I like the author but I don’t think I’ll read her books back-to-back because stories might be predictable. Yes, I don’t plan to read the 2nd book right away and I already have plan on what’s my next read.
The book was good, the twist is surprising but towards the end I think it was rushed somehow.
When I found out that there was already a movie, I watched the trailer before reading the book and comments says that the trailer don’t giveaway on what was the ending or what really happened. Maybe but that excites me to read it. After reading the book I watched the trailer again and .. yeah obviously some scene or script on that trailer isn’t said on the book! Disappointed but not surprised.
I had time to read and the book is exciting when I hit 50% progress then I realized that I can still finish it by the end of January so I really pushed myself to finish it but it’s also exciting can’t put it down. Lol
Another trending author / book for my 4th book this year
“Not yet” - The Housemaid | Freida McFadden
Tons of book on my library and for my 2nd book of the year, I decided to just pick randomly and surprise that I somehow end up with a Japanese themed book. Ikigai is also on my list but I don’t want to cheat on reading so I went through it even I’m not sure if I’m going to enjoy it or on how long it will take me to finish.
Theres a good reason why I chose poetry as my first book of the year and randomly choosing the second one.
Surprisingly this is an easy read but also forced myself to read every night if I can even with just few pages. I was honestly inspired by people from reddit on how many some people read in a year, hundreds! Really inspired how they are so disciplined on reading.
Ichigo Ichie is simple - live in the present, don’t dwell on the past even on the future.
Sometimes even the book is so simple, it reminded me to live in the present because what is happening right at this very moment, it will never happen again.
It still took me some time to finish this but I’m glad I did some effort to read this month.
“Only when we are fully present with others can we truly receive everything they have to offer”
