Random . October 2026

 

why does it feels like it is already Friday

what is the point of asking me about it right now?

If you can’t accept that it’s an accident, you are silently blaming someone else.

 #UAAP weekend

unto the next game. #UAAP

"It's hard to compete with weekends, it's your safety days" - I wrote this years ago and I can't find it.

that part of you is so M #72

MOA

are we going to push with this deal because I just thought for a moment that I have to deal with the same thing again and same thing last time, I will not argue. this might be different though so we'll see

sometimes I don't want to put a "?" because most of the time it isn't answered

I think you should know what are the things that I can / will say and not

Deal is off and I already say my piece about it just a little reminder, stop working out!

Game Day! hopefully It will not rain on me since I don't have an umbrella. lol

and it did rain but no umbrella still wins. lol

a win against Ateneo is always sweeter when you know that they've been to sweep us always on the finals years ago.  lol

basketball today, volleyball tomorrow

this is why it is so hard to love the Men's Volleyball team. lol I think they got the basketball choke later curse.

Allergies

Runny nose and sore throat. Ugh

DWade in Manila !!!! Huhu

Dwayne Wade will be in Araneta visiting during the game later?? WHYYYY I CAN'T WATCH TODAY ...HUHUHU

I KNEW IT. I KNEW IT. HUHU DWADE IN ARANETA RIGHT NOW 😭

MO KONATEH FOR 3??!!! YES!!!! #UAAP

will we win today? idk. lol

not today. lol #UAAP

If I got the chance to watch live today I don't care if we didn't win as long as I fucking saw DWADE. huhu

Busy days …

Friday and I'm anxious because I want this surprise to went well

Slightly regretting installing a privacy screen protector

Ordering food for 2 days aka Jollibee. Lol

Interrupting my movie night and I’m not complaining. Lol #72

homepod is acting up for few days now -_-

no free tickets for the last day today. lol

There’s nothing more heartbreaking answering that question.

"I know your past ...." haha damn  #72

WhatsApp is the only app that didn’t sync properly

there's a specific reason why blocking someone online exist right? yeah

I'm tired recommending people what to do with their lifestyle. It's up to you and my own diet might not work for you so mind your own and I'll mind my shit.

Tumblr come back soon? Few more photos till I hit the goal for my comeback move. lol

Wasted years or just okay?

When you are having a reset year, there will be like this day because it’s not always happy days.

this is the time I wish I can book another tattoo session but have to wait for maybe one year

lets try the opposite of stress eating

bye socials, just gonna spend some time with the book I'm currently reading and the TV series I'm currently watching

you said it was his loss but what if you also just want the bare minimum will it be your loss too or mine

silently building something or just being stagnant

“You have to be selfish so you can be selfless” DWade

100 likes? That’s fucking insane! 🤯

Less than a month before MCR might as well change my 3 month playlist 😅

M, you look good but I wish I was still able to meet you afterwards to have a long conversation. #dream 10.22.2026

IKEA

Exes still bothering me on my #dream ? Wtf ! Lol

message tab is gone again. why 🙁

WHYYY.

iPad is also acting up after that iOS update 😢

We back as choker? Lol #UAAP

Asking myself when did the last time I used my Blackberry.

Back to 8 now. Oh well.

Oh believe me I wish he was too

always so sneaky #72 10.26.2026

I will never get my brain wrapped around to that idea but it is happening. 20 in a week is insane. 🤯

Holy moly macaroons. 🤯

1 2 2 . . . .

When I can easily say it but when it was me who was told about it, I initially doubted it.

chose my next book to read. maybe a little late for a thriller for halloween but who cares. lol

Xteink x3 arrived today and upon installing screen protector, there was a dust inside.  I know it is fragile and still usable so I will not waste time on returning and now I know how it feels like having the iPhone Duo in hours and the lcd broke. lol

all my plans today fucked up because of excitement on this device and now I'm kind of shattered. lol

so bossy. as always

so distracting!!! huhu

manflu - is that even a thing. lol

busy day but keeping you in mind

back to back in 2 days ? wow. next will be in a while. lol

First time using the x3 while on queue and I love it despite of messing up the screen a little

Now I get the hype of xteink x3 or my current book is just as interesting

I may not willing to join you on your so called workout but trust me I do my own thing.

Cardio core. Damn.

Another food-cheat-weekend. Lol

Book . This Is Me: A Reckoning

I get it how someone can write an autobiography but when do you know when to write and the reason of writing? Will it still make sense even it’s already in the past? Do these celebrities track their whole life by having a journal or a diary to put a reference to or somehow rely on online sources when people keep track on their lives I honestly don’t know that Hayden Panettiere released a book until her passing. I don’t keep track of her career but I like seeing her on film but I haven’t watched any of her TV series. Gave this book 4 stars on goodreads. It could’ve been a perfect one but it’s lacking on some details that I wish she discussed or written about. Yes, you can still put some people anonymously but mostly it’s about her, I wish she did some personal touches on how her relationship with specific celebrities that she worked with or something people don't know that happened behind the scene on movies if she was allowed to There will be a documentary that they said will be released by the end of the year I’m not sure how it will be containing information or how it will be now that she’s gone. I hope there will be more personal clips behind the scene, some personal videos if she’s into taking pictures and videos. I believe she got a lot to tell and share and I hope it was shared on these pages. Sucks that he forgave this ex boyfriend and he was with her when the incident happened.

RIP Hayden Panettiere

"When you don't really fit in anywhere, all you want to do is fit somewhere"

This Is Me: A Reckoning | Hayden Panettierre

 

thankful

 

Thank you for the time

Thank you for the honesty

Thank you for being you

Thank you for helping me move on

Thankful for you, always.

10.08.2025 15:48

silence

 

I have to live

Just the way you do

I have to be reminded

Of situations

I had my night back

Just a little silent

This time

Not as exciting

Not as ….

Music, books

Basketball, volleyball

TV series, movies

Thankful that

They’re my safety net,

They got my back,

Always

Also the empty pages

Where I can word vomit

Anytime

10.05.2025 01:41

for M

I still miss you at times

You were in my dream

Twice last month

Wherever you are,

I really really hope

You are happy,

And doing well

Talk to me

In dreamland

If you need to.

 

10.01.2025 03:30 

real deal

Was it an illusion

Or maybe a dream

How can it be

If you were real

You were answering,

Giving me an opinion

Like another human being

That an AI cannot do

How can it be

When I knew you’re real

08.22.2025 15:32