On Repeat . Coming Home

RIP Chad Gilbert

hated

 

Why am I waiting

For a notification

Every second,

Every minute

Never hated

Being in this side

Of the world,

Time difference,

Distance,

This much

08.04.2025 18:41

zero

 

Sent you a photo from a year ago

Some way, somehow

You written something

The words that you wrote

Feels like the words in my head

For a very long time

I refuse to write

Because what are the chances

That it will happen in real life

08.04.2025 21:12

whim

 

Is it possible

To miss you already

Even we are just chatting

Is it allowed as a reason

That I miss you

Or I just crave

Someone to talk to

For so long now

My other question is

As much as I’m enjoying

Having conversations

With you

Is this one

Will last

Or it will be gone

In a snap

Maybe I’m ready

To take risk

And gamble

Even my walls are still up

08.03.2025 20:02

inked

Maybe it’s just me

But was it possible

That the cupcake

Is an idea from Mayon

When you were explaining it

I’m honestly thinking

About Mt. Everest

Never the Mayon

But I told you about

Wanting to see it in person

And when I saw it

I just have to say it

On my own

Damn, that’s my cupcake

Or its just a resemblance

Of any mountain

Thank you for this

Never regretted

Getting it inked

 Love you, always

05.08.2025 23:35 

closure

 

Maybe I’ll be crying from the plane

But this is for sure

The version of closure

This time

I fell in love in your province

Maybe the same love

I had in you

I have so much words

Time will tell

On when it will be out

05.08.2025 23:30

truth or lie

So many scenarios

Playing in my head

I know I will never see you

The last thing you said

You are going here in the province

This is not exactly your hometown

But I’m here

Just couple of hours away

I can’t be near there

It might break me

I may discover the fact

That you may be lying to me

All those years 

Or you were telling the truth

05.07.2025 23:12 

hometown

Why am I somehow expecting to see you

That you are waiting for me at the airport

Being in here is weird

I’m having mix feelings

Though not the same when I entered Expo

Maybe because at the back of my head

This place is huge as well

And there’s only 1% or less

That I’ll see you

This province is your home

Its special to you

And I can feel you in here, honestly.

I just wish we were able to go here

I guess I just have to

Make my own memories in here

Coming here is a huge risk

For my own wellbeing  

But I’m here now

05.04.2025 16:43