Saturday, February 28, 2026

Random . February 2026



We take what we can get 


when you prioritize the facade and the fun instead of the important ones


the damage you've done that you still don't take the responsibility of it


So overwhelmed with all of the notifs! Imagine if the number don’t disappear #72


“…. it’s ok” - 02.05.2026 #72


4? I almost got a 7!


Oh well good luck on making it happen


Hair dye retouch - 02.08.2026


hate making decisions that involve others


feels like 2020 again


damage  . . . but


"massively" - 02.10.2026 #72


it's like a murder mystery


#nowwatching All’s Fair and I love Sarah Paulson


Almost Friday


Leg Day


Volleyball season


Baby sitter


Trigger


Oh wow. Just wow. I’m speechless with all the realization. Fck


Crazy how I’m writing the same shit 3 years later and yes still no progress. Sad life


“Sometimes reality crashing down on you” - The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo 


Bye for now socials. Hibernating.


Wearing M’s shirt to sleep. Good night will be spending some time offline with my book.

just don't want to cling on you because you might leave again #72


This is me shutting down


Dry eyes after crying all night


To be alone with my thoughts.


I just realized that only few people knew what happened to me 10 years ago. That somehow still affects me until today.


Ohh Collide was in 2014 not 2016.


I'll try to be offline for I don't know how long and you might not even notice

tattoo session today!!! haha 02.17.2026


Almost at 50% on my current book!


Arm tattoo means no weights for a week or so. If only it's planned I should've done arm workout today instead of cardio core. 02.17.2026


Anyways. I got some cute butterflies and my ghost bunny #tattoo 02.17.2026


Damn this app got a glitch and deleted what I typed. Ugh.


heavydirtysoul


I’m an introvert can’t mingle with people all week and my social battery is at the lowest.


I just need some night off from socialization


I’m not good on comforting people but sometimes I wish I’m being comforted


Am I feeling much better now? idk.


Errands and now waiting.


When people do selfies in public worst if video. Please be considerate to others.


Another 2 months? Damn. Oh well then I have more time to write and read 02.20.2026 20:34


Malibu Nights still hits the same after all these years when it randomly played on my playlist. brb crying 02.21.2026 02:03


I bet you will never find that easter egg or will you? Hmm


Of course the day you told me you need some weeks off, I cried nonstop. #72


My opinions can be brutal so I rather just write it down than saying it out loud.


I hate how you making me wait in here. Ugh


The sweat will tell you how long I’ve been waiting


Pet Expo year 2


Ball python are such tempting today but still, not yet


Ikea


At MOA and the volleyball game is just a few steps away but I don’t want to jinx it. Lol but the agony of waiting an update!!!! / Almost!!! Congrats NU


Hot instant ramen for some comfort


So what happened when …..? Thought you are …. Oh well


People ruining my weekend


I hope that people will never get tired of saving me because I can't save myself.


When a man tells you to listen, listen. Lol #TheNightAgent


Throw some stuff today


Fucking Monday


Wasted minutes


It’s just 9am somewhere


#dream you changed your gym. Wtf 02.24.2026 9:23


Man, there’s nothing to be proud of that.


hate when people brag


Just so you can be "in" you ask for it but don't know the real deal. lol


Officially summer.


Undercut or no


Thankful that I can read on my phone and make progress even without my kindle. I was able to read while waiting earlier 


4th book of the year, done! What’s next


#dream you are setting up the JBL speakers and being hype about it. Thanks for the visit, M. 02.26.2026 08:57


High sleep score but there's something missing. #72


Leg day


Eventful Saturday



Monday, February 23, 2026

Distraction



I stalked you on Instagram 

I know you are noticing 

But do you stalk me back 

I somehow wish you do 

I’m too shy to start a conversation 

Because I know 

That you will not engage 

Just don’t block me

Since you are 

My current distraction


12.10.2023 18:47 #03

Thursday, February 19, 2026

Scam

 


I feel like I’m being left behind by everything

I did lots of work but it wasn’t enough 

I did sacrifice a lot but feels like

Its just for nothing

Was it a sacrifice 

Or just lousy life decision

Seems like I was scammed 

Apparently this is real life

If this is what I deserve 

After all these years

Then this life is really a scam 


11.13.2023 04:43


Tuesday, February 17, 2026

One to Three


You are in my dream

Maybe for the first time ever

You finally agreed on talking

despite of ignoring me for so long 

It looks like it was your birthday 

Or maybe some random occasion 

You still didn’t smile

At some point I feel appreciated


#03

10.03.2023 12:50