Random . December 2024

Lie 

Everything is so tiring these days 

How to organize my cluttered mind

The brain is tired

What a silly question, my friend

I believe it’s a domino and then there’s a boomerang

How to word vomit when I’m watching something. Lol

I’m not addicted to Starbucks

I can also say no, anyways

Dreamland is such a trap these days

If my own mother doesn’t notice why would I expect for other people to?

Why did I spent 2% believing in you

There was a damage that you did and it can’t be fixed anymore

So much thoughts and it just go down to one reason and one alone - people leaving. I’m still not used to it and might never will. 

Now the reason for my sleeping problem is obviously stress

That’s already 9 freaking months

Oh that was you! I haven’t thought of it already but I guess everyone can really be caught in the mouth 

Why am I being emotional with the UAAP awarding

I think that was a wrong move

The 2 personality that doesn’t seem fine together

I never planned to have coffee but already had and I hate the palpitation

I’m actually thinking to end my blogging era 

UST!!! 

KQ and the new King Archer Francis Lopez. Haha GAME 3!!! 

Basketball high

#dream a new guy? Hmm 

Coffee and banana milk is good

Basketball podcasts for the weekend before tomorrow’s game 3 

All nighter

Congratulations, UP!!! 

The aftermath of tooth extraction

Adult being kids in 2024. 

Tattoo session, finally

Sitting at the tattoo shop and just remembering all the emotions I had the past years getting some sentimental ones. Now I’m just chill not much of emotions involved, I just want to get one of my favorite happening this year which was swimming with whale sharks and some for my favorite bands. Right arm is so numb. Hehe

I love cramming and basketball. Go figure

You save yourself, I save myself. 

First weekend without basketball. 

There are bigger shit than your bullshit

Should I deactivate my Facebook by 2025 or just delete the app on my phone

Can’t remember that last rainy Christmas Eve

Rainy Christmas

Anxiety or Panic attack

Eliminating the stressor

What birthday? 12.27.2024

When the body have different plans

Year end are such busy as usual. 

I survived 2024 what’s about the next one? 

Happy New Year. 

Random . November 2024

 

You are still popping in dreamland ex-bestie. Lol

Such a crazy discovery at this time. Lol

Jumped on the rabbit hole at 4AM. Wtf, self. 

Acknowledging that it’s just a few days for this year makes me realize that I’m so fucked up this year. So fucking lost now I have to fix things up last minute. 

Stalker 101 

iOS 18.1

Doing a strict diet but always on Starbucks? Lol 

BACSSSS!!!! Hi. 11.09.2024

Watching Women’s Basketball LIVE!!!  

Missed the 1st Q of the Men’s. Lol 

We won! / I’m already sleepy on this 2nd game but then it gets intense. 

“Got sour and for his own pleasure” 

I can totally forget but damn when I’m having anxiety attack that you caused makes me remember everything and that is why I can’t forget. 

I somehow believe that they don’t know anything or maybe just a few. 

What you said was a total lie

Sadness still invades this bi-monthly thing. 

Saturdate with the dude and I think I pick the wrong form of transportation 

Hello, Greenhills!!! 

Last game for the season and we are back at FilOil in San Juan 

At the end of the day, we still end up to you, Cubao!! Hehe 

That’s clearly your personal problem.

Badly want to remember my dream but then I don’t remember anything. 

For someone who can’t go anywhere alone, don’t try to make me jealous if you make it elsewhere outside this hometown because I can do it alone and you have no idea of my whereabouts. Lol

Why am I keep on dreaming about you. 

So messed up. 

Bye socials. 

BP is good so one tooth out. Lol 

CRAM! 

Happy Fiesta, hometown. 

Picked up my kindle tonight and shed some tears. 

Trapped in dreamland

Fucking absurd but I’ll take it but still, WTF!! 

Congratulations, you didn’t make it any better and at least I told you the truth. 

When you are forced to go back to reality from a delusion. 

Keep swimming

I got a plan but don’t ruin it. 

Basketball weekend. 

Random . October 2024

Why do I look unbothered? Because I’m tired saving the world and I realized, I’m no super hero

When everything you touched disappear on thin air

Let’s just rest this weekend

You don’t have to compete on my only friend because at some point you will never win 

I may never afford another Dr. Martens again. I just realized how marked up they’ve become. I should’ve got those 3 pairs for under 20,000 pesos pre-pandemic 

I don’t know where the right way to start this thing

Maybe I have a quick fix

People will never believe that some websites are slow during the weekend

OTP sometimes are lame. How can you make such progress when you need an OTP but then you don’t receive anything. 

Another oversized toddler

I can’t talk to you because that might be my last string 

I’m so anxious right now that I can’t stop scrolling socials. Help. 

P R I O R I T I E S 

Coffee today so I can feel something 

Uninterrupted yoga after months. 

When traffic makes me so frustrated

My goal was not to be rained on my way to the train but traffic got different plans 

After being rained on we should win the game today. 

AND WE WON IN OVERTIME!!!!! 

When the dogs have different plan at 4AM

Basketball weekend. 

When you depends on other people

#dream a quick Paramore show that was just announced on the same day that was almost cancelled because of delayed flight but then pushed through. Why not. 

Is this caffeine or anxiety

Turns out that I’m still not used when people leave. Makes me think that I should be the one to leave

How long will I be able to hold on. Everything is getting out of hand. 

I think we both know the answer to that and the main question, will you ever feel it with how we are surviving this reality? Maybe not. 

Stress. Anxiety. Insomnia. I’m clearly not happy that you are all back together. 

I’m shutting down again. 

Already thought today is Friday. 

Not sure if that becomes a choice or fate already.  

Vet day 

If it doesn’t just because of a wake. How long it will take again. 

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed

Had my reasons that I believe I have to keep for now. 

#dream that overdue date with you. I miss you. #21

What happened to NU. 

#dream visiting a friend thousand of miles away. 

Milk with a little coffee for today

Almost an hour on queue but I think that’s even better compared to the other one. M2M tickets, secured. 

COACH NASH!!!!! HAHAHA  

Hi, ex-bestie. Lol @ Starbucks (Sierra) 10.30.2024 

That plot twist yesterday. Lol