Random . October 2024

Why do I look unbothered? Because I’m tired saving the world and I realized, I’m no super hero

When everything you touched disappear on thin air

Let’s just rest this weekend

You don’t have to compete on my only friend because at some point you will never win 

I may never afford another Dr. Martens again. I just realized how marked up they’ve become. I should’ve got those 3 pairs for under 20,000 pesos pre-pandemic 

I don’t know where the right way to start this thing

Maybe I have a quick fix

People will never believe that some websites are slow during the weekend

OTP sometimes are lame. How can you make such progress when you need an OTP but then you don’t receive anything. 

Another oversized toddler

I can’t talk to you because that might be my last string 

I’m so anxious right now that I can’t stop scrolling socials. Help. 

P R I O R I T I E S 

Coffee today so I can feel something 

Uninterrupted yoga after months. 

When traffic makes me so frustrated

My goal was not to be rained on my way to the train but traffic got different plans 

After being rained on we should win the game today. 

AND WE WON IN OVERTIME!!!!! 

When the dogs have different plan at 4AM

Basketball weekend. 

When you depends on other people

#dream a quick Paramore show that was just announced on the same day that was almost cancelled because of delayed flight but then pushed through. Why not. 

Is this caffeine or anxiety

Turns out that I’m still not used when people leave. Makes me think that I should be the one to leave

How long will I be able to hold on. Everything is getting out of hand. 

I think we both know the answer to that and the main question, will you ever feel it with how we are surviving this reality? Maybe not. 

Stress. Anxiety. Insomnia. I’m clearly not happy that you are all back together. 

I’m shutting down again. 

Already thought today is Friday. 

Not sure if that becomes a choice or fate already.  

Vet day 

If it doesn’t just because of a wake. How long it will take again. 

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed

Had my reasons that I believe I have to keep for now. 

#dream that overdue date with you. I miss you. #21

What happened to NU. 

#dream visiting a friend thousand of miles away. 

Milk with a little coffee for today

Almost an hour on queue but I think that’s even better compared to the other one. M2M tickets, secured. 

COACH NASH!!!!! HAHAHA  

Hi, ex-bestie. Lol @ Starbucks (Sierra) 10.30.2024 

That plot twist yesterday. Lol