Random . March 2016

When a current episode is giving you all the advices that you need. - Girls S05E02

And I just deleted it. Hello new month! #21

Thinking of what should be the next color of my hair.

Not planned coffee/tea date with aunt and cousin. :)

So tempted to do a call but if I know that it will not be answered and I will not have a bawi night then I think it's better not to call.

Thinking of possible next tattoo is keeping me sane for the past few days. Can't wait.

I can't like your post anymore because I think I'm being a creepy person already but I read them and still !!!! #06

Now I'm the one who need to do a major catch up.

The damages are too much.

A real 64GB.

There's no question for me how powerful love is but the story I just heard on the radio is so insanely beautiful and sad. (The guy really love the girl so much but even after 6 years he doesn't know if the girl love him dearly. He still believe though, so he is not giving up anytime soon he will just hold on forever).

Some people can't see that they've been taking some people for granted. Take a break from everything just spend some quality time with friends and most especially to your family (don't mind the money and time that you will be spending for the travel). Hate/anger is taking it away from you, break those walls, eat your pride don't let this time passed because you will never be aware how time flies. (love listening to other people's stories ever since most especially if it's from this radio station. Reminds me why I did listen to their programs during my break time in college).

Should I say sorry because it feels like I pushed you away? I want to but seems like I don't need to. 0304 #21

The writings of Regina Belmonte on her blog lately is a must read. Love every post and I can relate 80% of the time.

H, I know what your reason today. I'm missing the other reason you have before too.

Yikes! I've seen this before in my head but it's just happening now. I know I'm not distracting anyone at this side of the house. Time to blast more on repeat songs. Haha

The weather in this country is really a bummer. I hate that it's being too hot already. Oh well, summer is coming.

It's been a while since I watched a basketball on a Sunday. Congrats, Star!

Being too independent have its own disadvantages.

I posted a specific post about changing a month ago and I tell you again, if in your eyes people doesn't change believe me when I say they really do. The reason behind that post proved that to me.

Just one of those days. #mantra

Lesson learned. 32 / 64

Just passed a v-shop... Why are you everywhere

When I'm just all alone with too much people around, realizations are too much it's either scary or happy times.

It's amazing how I'm reading the same things that I'm being curious/thinking for the past few days from people I do follow online. Open minded people is a must in this world.

I'm just too jealous for everyone that's aboard and enjoying a lot of activities and show at Parahoy but I'm so happy for everyone too.

I'm so stoked for a lot of things this year. Saving up is a must to make all of it happen.

Am I analyzing too much or I'm just assuming things?

Cry baby. I miss you daddy.

Paramore is home to me.

I started typing something and I don't know when will I publish it but I know I will, just not now.

I'm coping by the only way I know how.

I'm being amazed on how all of this words are getting in my head right now. 0309

My mind is so off today. It probably got drained from yesterday's writing. Haha

Few new rules to follow that is not written anywhere just for myself.

Glasses all week.

Stop Aiv, it will never happen.

Cubao today because I need to get out of this town.

That was a smooth jeeptrip.

I really want to get out today because I think I'm suffering a writers block and I need some inspiration.

Docs plus pants. I really don't like that because it's not comfortable. But at some point I did that once and maybe never will do it again.

We watch/observe other people for us to forget ourself and our own issues.

People come and go that's not new. They also have different directions that they want to go to. Some will just passed but we don't need to stop because life goes on.

For all the time that I need to go home, last night was the ONLY day that feels like I left something. It was early than usual but it was really hard, he might have been there. (same area but never crossed paths). 03.12.16

Different lines/words from songs that I do listen now from the early days of Paramore until to the latest top 21 songs are hitting me hard. It's either making me realize things or inspire me to write another long post.

Did you just encourage everyone to leave this country behind?

I don't want to entertain all of this ideas in my head right now. Just not now because ideas/words/feelings overload.

If I will combine all of the song lyrics that I sing out loud because of how you made me feel it will be so cluttered and fucked up.

I know H, I miss him too.

I love busy days but sometimes it's too much craziness.

When will they realize that I will do whatever I needed to do no matter what day it is? They haven't seen it before? Haha. See the picture, it's not too big but it's the small things that make the big ones.

I need some of these words off in my head right now.

Never thought that it's already mid-March and I just realized that it's also been a month since the last long conversation. #21

This tattoo ideas are keeping me sane and making me so excited. Though I will surely break one of my personal rules but YAY!

I can't believe I haven't put a certain song on "On Repeat" post like Swim in Silence, Sunday Bloody Sunday and a lot more. Oh well, you will never know everything I listen to but there's a glimpse on my other Tumblr of who are my favorites.

This topic that I'm composing is either a good one or just a mess. / I'm done with it now, I'm hungry. Lol.

Wrong information!!! Excitement over everything. Haha

I don't know until when I need to wear glasses. Huhuhu.

Each song that I've been listening lately is reminding me a lot of things.

Stoked to see the chikababes later and hopefully the bro too. / No bro but the chikababes are complete! :)

Oh hello there old friend, Thursday. 0317

I was really drained after busy days and 2 long posts this week. I still have something in my head but I'm still trying to arrange it. 0318

2 weeks now and soon it will be 3rd then 4th then months and I will never notice it eventually. #21 031816

I have a question in my head but I think I already know the answer to that even it doesn't favor on my side.

NCIS taught me the value of family and friends. That's the reason why I love this show and why this will always be my favorite. (300 episode)

Some people are selfish. They will never see others just themselves.

Appreciate the little things. Always.

I can be bitter if I want to but the memory doesn't give justice to that.

Now I hate the weekends. Haha. My mind is so off today.

People, they're fast if they need something from you but then when you need them you can't find them. Tsk. 0320

No Internet so I think my cluttered thoughts will be fix now. We'll see. Haha

I'm so overwhelmed I may cry. These words that I'm typing are out of nowhere. 0321

Sometimes I just let the words play in my head instead of getting it all out because this feelings that you're giving me is too much to handle. Well, everything is just playing between I like to talk to you again and I miss you. #21

I want to stay in dreamland even it was literally the opposite of fairytale because you were there. The battle we fought in dreamland is over, maybe that's also the sign for reality being over. 0321

Should I put another song of CHVRCHES as an "on repeat" post? Lately it's always been CHVRCHES, Paramore and FTSK. Its been on my Playlist for the last 3 months now.

Yes I know you are asking for it and I'm not holding that from you but that message that you sent was something offensive. Tsss. This kind of act really changes my outlook to people. Good thing I got a lot of patience in my pocket and I'm still trying to be nice to people. So annoying.

There are things that I know but I believe it's not my story to tell.

Current situation make me think of you less but when it's alone time all I can think is you. 0324

Certain days, I convinced myself not to do the first move but sometimes I really want to text you.

I'm embracing these days that I'm wearing glasses again but I think I need a new one.

I somehow not entertaining some of my ideas in my head because it's just all about you and it seems redundant already.

Trying not to think too much since I'm having a headache.

Listening to Best Coast makes me realize things and make me appreciate myself more.

Another tattoo idea is added to my tattoo list.

That past few months was so fucked up, the result is so annoying.

This late night writings is making me tear up again. I'm amazed on where all of these words are coming from as always. Someone took out the writer in me. 0328

After blocking the idea of writing, now I can't stop. Making me happy at some point and I know it's super weird. Haha

From a FTSK track to another when my 3,000+ songs are on shuffle is not a joke, I got distracted from writing. 0328

I may judging and analyzing too much but it makes a lot of sense. This is a good start on this hopefully not super long process. #21

Surprisingly, I'm getting answers too fast even it's a tiny hint.

"It will never happen" is negativity but there are really things/situation that we want to happen but it will never be.

Wow. You have no right on saying such things because literally and figuratively, you don't have a single fucking idea about me or the things I do. What you see is not always what you get. 

Same artists, new playlist.