Sunday, July 21, 2024

WRU



Where are you
Do I still want to know or not
Maybe not anymore
Since the universe tells so 
Maybe I just have to accept
That you went home to Bicol
For good and you will never
Coming back in Manila 

Maybe that's the lie
I have to believe
As part of closing
This chapter
Still processing it all
Hopefully I will fully accept 
As this year
In a few weeks
Come to an end too

11.13.2023 04:41

Wednesday, July 17, 2024

Save Me

 


I need you to save me
Wrap your arms around me
So I will not be bothered by them
Once again claim me as yours
And never let me go

With all the preys around
I don't want to be eaten alive
I only want you
But what if you don't want to
What if you don't like to 
What if you think it is not worthy anymore

07.20.2023 12:01

Tuesday, July 02, 2024

SAME GROUND: KITCHIE NADAL'S 20TH ANNIVERSARY CONCERT



Almost the end of June and I haven’t written about this day. 


I’m not sure if it was announced prior to the ticket selling but I knew about it on the same day. I honestly didn’t thought of it much I just knew I had to see her again after so long. I used to see Kitchie Nadal way back in 2005 and 2006 when she used to perform at SM Megamall cinema it was how “small show” happened in here before, I think. 


Weeks early, I searched for her Spotify to play her music and I was surprised that she have other albums! Haha I was so disappointed to myself not knowing about it but I’m here to catch up I even put schedule on listening music because it was so hard to get away from Billie’s new album and Clancy. I listen now to OPM at night only and in the morning or while I’m out it’s my usual. 


So weird to be out on Sunday but we are out for Kitchie! I left home by 2PM so that I will not be in a rush or something I don’t want to be caught up on rain and we’re will luckily it didn’t. Planned where to eat and where to go already and since I’m so anxious because it was Sunday and I knew people are usually out by Sunday good thing the restaurant I planned to stay in is not as full and I was able to stay for almost 2 hours. 


I was roaming at Gateway and saw that the lines outside are still long but eventually I decided to lined up already because we don’t have any other thing to do anyway. 


Show was supposed to start by 7PM but people are still lining up to enter so it started about 7:30PM and lasted until 10PM. I enjoyed it so much and would you ever believe that at random distribution of ticket of ticketnet, I got front row seat! I’d like to think that I’m one of the few who purchased as soon as I saw it and I will never forget the time I purchased that ticket. I was in line at the bank and silently freaking out. 


I don’t have much expectation about this show I just want to enjoy and once again see Kitchie perform but days prior to the show, the hype is so real on Kitchie’s Facebook Page teasing of the practice with her co-musician that makes me a little excited since I knew that Barbie will be there as well as Lougee!!! 


No expectations and I just I enjoyed it so much though I’m not sure I enjoyed it in a formal way of sitting but it is much better because once Kitchie approach the crowd they went wild. Omg. 


They mentioned that this was her first solo concert and I think that’s why I took so many videos and pictures since I haven’t been to a local artist solo concert (if my memory serves me right). 


Also I was able to meet her just for picture and free signed poster. Yay! 


You want to know who stole Kitchie’s limelight to me that night? When freaking Nina Sandejas walked in front of me to take photos of Kitchie and I’m seated front row!!! Damn admiring 2 artists in a night. 


There are few other more guests too including Kate Torralba, Monty of Mayonnaise, Zild Benitez and Kitchie’s mom who played the piano and I got stunned that I didn’t take a photo or a video of that. 


It was a successful one and hopefully it will not be her last. 


Upon meet and greet aka photo op, I was the first to walked up to her and I don’t have much word I just mentioned to her that I used to watched her on SM Megamall cinema back then and she was puzzled. Haha I was on the first batch to take photo with and it was a quick meet and greet since there bunch of people and it was already 11PM. I knew that small talks are going to happen after the first few batch. 


I super enjoyed it maybe since I didn’t expect anything from that night. Though I discovered some sad songs that she didn’t played that night that I wished she did. 


To more live OPM artists but do I listen to them regularly? Lol 

 

Sunday, June 30, 2024

Random . June 2024

 



Taking some break tonight


Ended Season 6 of #Dexter and we now on Season 7 


What the fuck was that dream 


#dream Chikababes are watching basketball but I’m trying to buy food so I missed some minutes or a full quarter. Lol 


Sunday in Cubao! 


Kitchie Nadal, FTW!!! Started at 7:30PM ended at 10PM 


Whew! 


We live in a world where everyone needs to be gas up so they will fucking move


Took advantage of 6.6 so I shouldn’t be ordering stuff online for the next few months. Lol 


Unexpected run but let’s go 


Some og plan should’ve been done today oh well till the time is right


Of course the whiners don’t want to be left behind 


Brain with a heart


Dreaming of my next travel but then until last minute I haven’t book our accommodation.


Let’s be productive today 


If only I can tell you the truth but y’all have to wait for a few more days


Slow Sunday morning at home the only thing missing is a beautiful view 


Too much sugar at this time of the day 


Lets do this. 


Where is my earphones. Huhu


Didn’t anticipated that Antipolo traffic!! 


5AM and still wide awake after working


I’m a professional eavesdropper. Lol 


Slept another hour trying to figure out a dream but I wasn’t able to


Wasn’t able to close my exercise ring for the first time in years. Huhu 


Brain aneurysm to a creative mind seems so odd. RIP Cj - 06.19.2024 

 

Not satisfied with the Yabu serving today or maybe it was just because I tried a new one 


It’s going to be a long day and I’m still here crying at 3AM 


When you are so hyped but people are so chill. WTF! Haha 


I do try to text with full words but some people still can’t understand instructions


When you thought that everything is doing good then there’s the shit. Why the fuck you still complain. 


I can wake up early as long as I have some purpose to wake up early or else I’ll sleep in. Lol


Another day to lose faith in humanity


Too much thoughts but I’m freaking tired 


Faith in humanity tested and proven when meets the greatest evil of this lifetime. 


Just fucking tired with everything in this world 


Under Paris is making me miss scuba diving 


You’ve been considered “family” but then you betrayed them. 


Another batch of monsters


Never apologize for breaking down. 


Suddenly it feels 2015 all over again


10 years later feels like we are back to square one 


One way or another we can’t take a break we just have to do it because we don’t have any other choice.


Why were you questioning my decision when I already planned. Lol


It’s not unfair if it is for everyone’s safety 


Last conversation was a year ago. 06.27.2024


Wore some pants just to sleep. Haha


Overdue sickness good thing I know what to do now with this light cold and cough. 


A movie that was more on talking and the thrill will be at the last part. Lol 


Dinner with fam at home and suddenly the humidity kicks in 


This month was so exhausting hopefully the next ones will not anymore


This might be one of the shorter rants I made in a month. 


Monday, June 10, 2024

Red Light



I only love being stuck

In traffic with you

Feels like I win a lottery 

If the green light turns red 

Coz it means that 

We can spend

A little more time 

Which I crave 


07.01.2023 16:33