Random . 2022

I never really thought of looking back for the whole year until now prior on typing this. 

Thinking of what happened early this year. 

I’m being speechless and amazed how this year we were able to go back to normalcy but still with some restriction. 

There was really no major happening early this year but campaign season for the national election. 

• UAAP S84 happened during summer and we were able to finally watched live again mostly in MOA.
• Pasay rally for the Leni-Kiko campaign after watching a late night UAAP game 
• Lhea was able to finally go home again here 
• Huhu. I was able to travel again to Palawan and somewhat be off from my own real world. I still do daydream about that El Nido trip definitely one of the best.
• I was able to see some college friends and did a museum hopping in Manila
• I received a bouquet of sunflowers as a peace offering and that’s what I wanted it to be called. 
• I keep on reading books and I was able to do 10 this year. 
• First ever concert again and it was the Happier Than Ever Tour of Billie Eilish
• Second concert - I was able to see The Maine again and I was able to meet them up close but I don’t know where to see those photos (hello, pulp!) 
• Paramore released This is Why and the new album will be out by next year! 
• UAAP S85 happened and probably the worst season for us after so long
• Maximized weekend of October because Kit is set to leave late that month
• Made a closure tattoo for October aka my 2022 tattoo session
• Third concert for this year, LANY!!!! 
• I realized that there are just few drink at Starbucks that are caffeine free 
• Saw Cheats for the first time and I was able to finally meet Saab in person. It was quick but still 
• Paramore released The News 
• We lost a few people 
• Finally had a coffee date with Nikka, Jesse and Jaden 

Wow that was a lot and my anxiety is getting worst. Lol 

There are still a lot of things to processed from all the happening for this year, a part of me is still in March 2020 and feels like the other part of me is just traveling to the future. 

Restarting on 2023 even though that the future is scary and fear of the unknown exist on my self. 

There are a lot of realizations as well but as of the moment, I don’t know how to write it all down yet. I do keep a digital diary as well where I tell it all but to blurred some of it just to publish it online, I don’t think I will get there anytime. I promise myself that I will still continue to write it all down just to let it all out and “expression is survival!”

Happy New Year! 

Random . December 2022

12.01 - 2 years free from wearing eye glasses. 

Finally I was able to do a peaceful yoga 

I’m not that prepared to be lining up on the bank for hours today. 

Done with #Wednesday 

When there’s pressure everywhere and you thought that everything your doing is not as good, there will always be something to prove that you’re wrong. 

Can’t thank some people enough but so good to see the kindness that they passed on

Podium - Megamall - Trinoma - Cubao 12.03.2022 

Didn’t even plan to go to Trinoma but also I don’t want to go home yet. Lets maximize being outside and see one of my favorite local band for the first time. 

First time on seeing Saab and I’m thankful for the mask for hiding my kilig and anxious self 

Front row at a Cheats gig. Lol 

My sister is officially back home. 

My adventure yesterday might be my last for this year. It is very exhausting out there. Lol

“Don’t meet your heroes they all fucking weirdos”. - Halsey

Thank you so much, Jojo. 12.04.2022 

Adamson!!!!! #FinalFour #UAAP 

I can’t sleep. Pending works are haunting me. 

Now I know why I’m having a hard time sleeping last night. #21

One down but lets make it two this week. 

Is this the feeling when they say “I have nothing to lose”. 12.05.2022 

Feeling so numb from everything. 

Took 2 mela last night and I feel good today. 12.06.2022

Not sure if I’ll be pissed or feel good about it. #21 12.06.2022 

You maybe planned months for such then when truth hits you, you cannot accept it. Wtf! 

Headache these days sometimes are because of screen time. Don’t watch too much k-drama and stop blaming other people. 

For now, you make noise by after the adjustment period, there will be more democracy for them.

There are certain things in life that will never be favorable on our side and I think you should know that especially now that you are bragging about your age. 

Missed the Final Four games today. Huhu. Hopefully I will not miss the Finals Game 1. Yay. Battle of Katipunan!!! #UPFight!!!! 

“Para maging happy naman sila :)” 

I want to finish everything that I need to do right now but first, sleep. 

Super busy that I can’t keep up on socials. 

My routine the past week is so messed up and it will take some time to be back on my usual. 

Busy all week and it is just start. 

That 4 points difference. #UAACDC2022

Why not just be thankful that it still came. 

I can’t even process my own shits. Why would I read your rant. You finally show your true colors which I’ve been blinded before, now I know. 

I’ve decided to give most of today to myself before another busy week. 

I understand the frustration but I also reminded myself that I have nothing good to say, I rather shut up. 

Game 1 for UP!!! 

Surprise killer. That’s why you shouldn’t be trusted. 

I don’t think I will be able to read one more book before this year ends 

Lazy Monday morning 

Then I realized you are part of the problem. 

When I forgot that “latte” have coffee then realized it hours after finishing that free drink.

Busy day done, on to the next batch of work load 

How to get this caffeine out of my system. 

I was supposed to meet Gem today but I guess we’ll see each other next year. 11.14.2022

When life is unfair, you have to do some things to at least feel it is fair. Even it might never be. 

When will you ever do something voluntarily. 

I guess no rest day for today. 

Empty on a Sunday, YAY less day to waste 2 hours on a Monday. 

The line that separates the entitled from reality. Clearly a one sided story and for sure they are not open for negotiation.

Most people work hard as well maybe much harder than you but why isn’t on the same level? Life is just so unfair, I guess. 

If I’m lousy and not thinking of my baggage, I’m leaving immediately. 

I guess, I’m still not used to this and probably will never be. 

Will I be able to get this birthday gift? Hmm. / Got it!! Huhu. Happy birthday, self. 

If you think that I will be all good just because of Christmas Eve, you are wrong. Making jokes about something is not always fun. This is the last time that I will at least try. Sorry but not sorry. Good thing that other people was able to enjoy, like and appreciate. 

Merry Christmas! 

Sick and tired with your commentary which are mostly unnecessary. 

I don’t know why but I just mostly ate salad during Christmas eve and on Christmas day. Love my greens and just like that Christmas is over. 

Avoiding socials on this holiday season.

Decided to finally watch the first Avatar movie after so long. Happy Birthday, self. 

An email woke me up that my Amazon order have a shipping fee when it says on my prior order form that it was a free shipping. Wtf. Haha but I hope it will be reimbursed. 

Can’t even open messages yet because I have to act like it is a normal day on my daily routine. Work out first before sending my thank you’s to a few. 

I’m having an anxiety attack just because of the new group chat that was created and I just saw it through email. 

Dinner with the fam. Thank you sis for the cake. 

Whiners. 

Almost done for today. 

At SM today and if it’s not because of meeting Nikka, I will not dare to be in here at this time because there are too much people. 

So good to catch up with Nikka after not seeing for a year and so.

What weekend and last day of the year. 

Just like that, December is over and here we are minutes away from 2023. 

Happy New Year! 

Me Time

December 3 2022 

Due to some unfortunate events I have to cancel some of my scheduled date with Gem. Also need to reschedule my 2nd year check up at American Eye. 

I was able to visit the new clinic at Podium when we surprised Kitpol in October. 

Yay. Two years free from glasses. Can you believe that. I still can’t sometimes. 

I don’t want to go out actual on a weekend but Dr. Sy isn’t available so I have no choice but to grab December 3rd before everything goes crazy this month. 

I really don’t plan much that I just want to eat at Yabu or have some BLK513. 

The day before I received Saab’s newsletter and she said that they will be in Trinoma on Saturday. Hmm. Makes me think of going to Trinoma but until last minute I was undecided. 

My check up was good. It really boils down to resting and less screen time as much as possible. I had .5 astigmatism but she said it is okay for the future. I don’t know why. 

If you still have no idea on where to spend your bonus and you are wearing glasses for years, please do still consider lasik and go to American Eye in Podium. 

After Podium, went back to Megamall where there are a lot of people that I don't know where they all come from. I can’t even eat properly because all restaurants are full. I was able to find a table at Auntie Anne’s then there was a work call good thing I just need to just check something online. Visited a store after eating then Megamall exhausted me so much that I decided to go to Trinoma. 

Just took the MRT to Trinoma, easy peasy. I was able to score a table at Tokyo Tokyo and finally had my late lunch. Decided to go around end up at Handyman and True Value and shopped for dog treats. Lol

Waited until 6pm so I can enter the barricaded area. I have no energy anymore so I went there and the guard said to sit in front. Who am I to reject that on my free Cheats gig though it was awkward at first because I somehow know this people much and they feel like my best friends but it was just my first time seeing them. Haha 

Believe it or not after all these years, it was also my first time to see Saab! Haha 

It was my first Cheats gig and hopefully not the last. 

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