Wednesday, February 28, 2018

Random . February 2018

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This month is not a favorite but I'm reconsidering things. 

So much to look forward into this month. I hope everything will work well. 

Comfort over style. Always. 

You don't believe I don't use Facebook anymore? Okay.

I tried to warn you. 

Wtf. Friday. Feels like Monday

Definitely breaking. 

One thing I believe, you can't blame all of it to me. 

Sorry about earlier now, I gotta run. 

I hate this kind of errands but I need to. 

Yay. One of my baby won. Proud of Vaps. 

I think I'll just stay in today for some personal reasons. Being out there everyday is pretty exhausting. 

Today must be a trial for my trip next weekend. And there's a lot of things to do this weekend. Yay. 

I'm really fucked up when I don't have enough sleep.

Tour Four starts today. 

I want to make that trip. 

Do you think I don't know that? I do, I just wonder if you are totally aware. 

One week before and I feel so anxious about it. 

I do question some of my recent decisions but I'm also saving my self from breaking. 

A 24 hours Tokyo Tokyo. Yay. 

I'm clearly aware of that even I just assumed it and I can't see myself complaining. 

Another one. Geez. 

I just really realized that I haven't been myself for the last few months. Definitely not healthy. 

All I wish is to survive another week and my trip to be a success. I will cry buckets if any of it will not happen. 

Such a nightmare to experience. You have no idea how it affect me. 

Anxiety towards this week. 

Met some new people on Twitter. Yay. 

So close on a meet and greet pass. I guess it wasn't for us. 

Ahhh. Morning calls. I missed you. :)

Will be leaving in a few hours! I can't wait to sneak out from this town. 

Uber now to airport. Yay. I'm so sneaky. 

Can't wait to sleep on the plane. 

Of course work is waiting. Hay. I hate being back. 

I'm already missing my new found friends. Huhu. Also Jakarta. :(

Busy days since I got back and now it's been a week since I left for Indonesia! 

Just gonna reflect the whole weekend then busy days again. 

By reflecting, I mean arranging my blog post about last weekend. 

Blogging for 3 hours now and I'm on my last-day entry about Indonesia doesn't mean the last one. I just have to really recall last weekend before heading to a busy week. 

Patience and process. 

I was gone for so long, I believe‎

Too tired. Please understand.

Monday, February 26, 2018

Paramore 2018 . Jakarta

I was so anxious leaving for the weekend since there are tons of things to be done but luckily Friday was also a holiday so it was basically a long weekend.

As I was planning this Jakarta trip for less than a month, I wasn't that excited to be honest since I will still be doing some work stuff prior to leaving for the airport and for me, that's priority then after I can think of the flight and hopefully no delays and of course to run at the venue since I have the same-day flight as well as the concert.

I already searched for the tweet that I read where I got this idea and followed her on Twitter. One day she posted that she won a meet and greet and I congratulate her and she reminds me that there's still a chance since there's another contest. Unfortunately, you need a group of 3 to join and recreate a scene from the music video of Hard Times. Sarah mentioned Jerome and Ginnie on one of her reply to me and that makes us three and we can already join the contest. We were so anxious about at first but we talked on Twitter and we are so willing to do it and we did. Despite of being busy days before leaving, I tried to squeeze it in just to try our luck.




That was our entry and we didn't won but guess what, we all found friends or should I say family?! :)

Jerome will be flying to Jakarta the day before the concert and I have the same flight with Ginnie and we met at the airport and basically didn't separate ways until she got to the airport the next day. I let her stayed with me at the hotel until the next day.

It was an on-time flight and I'm so surprised. lol We arrived in Jakarta, got to my hotel at Tangerang rest for a bit then headed to ICE and we are already stalking twitter on what is happening at the venue. While we are on our way to the venue it was at least 15 minutes we are already amazed with how nice BSD was, on how you can still see the sky on a very wide scale compare here in Manila where you just have to chase it at the MOA Bay Area unless you will not see much oh and also at the road but not as much as we witnessed.

While admiring the scenery Ginnie and I were already somehow figured out what must be our reaction after the show most especially she was a first timer. We found out about the pink printed ticket that is so cute but unfortunately they probably ran out of ink so it was also a limited thing only. We are rushing since we also wanted to have our own version of the ticket which is much better than the MOA ticket. lol

Upon searching for the entrance on where to redeem it since we thought that we all need that kind of ticket, I looked at my phone and Paramore posted on twitter that linked to the Facebook page, I stopped Ginnie right away and we just read the whole thing or maybe not since I already saw the heartbreaking word.






I froze and it was really heartbreaking but we can't let her perform most especially with her health at risk.

As we enter the venue, as in literally everyone doesn't know it all until we already lined up for merch and talked to some while at the line and met Diana since she was next to us in line and I'm not sure how it all happen maybe because Ginnie and I are talking in our native tongue. hehe. Ginnie and I can't spill the news to these innocent people so we told them to check Twitter and Facebook.

We felt sad because like us, some flew to Jakarta just for the show and we are few hours away from the opening act. Personally, I somehow can't wait to dance harder that day but I know deep inside I still have more patience and I can still wait for the rescheduled date for Jakarta and maybe a few more Asia dates. yay!

I can't hate the day where I already met some new friends from Twitter, met some people who at the same flight as ours and talked to some fans too at the venue it was surprisingly one of the best days. How can you hate such thing?! Besides for us who really flew from different places and got to be there at the venue prior to the announcement, we got merch!!! YAY! I got the shirt where there are tour dates at the back and finally, a hoodie!!!


We weren't able to meet Jerome because he wasn't early at the venue and when he knew it was postponed, he didn't went to the venue already but we still talked on Twitter and hopefully we will meet him soon. I found new people on Twitter who I also met at the venue though some who we met during our flight, we weren't able to talk and hangout longer that day since we lost each other but I still rememebered their faces and and few names. hehe

From her personal twitter, Hayley do update us a lot like she was at the hotel room and doctors suggested to take some more rest, etc. While we are at the venue, the promoters already opened the gate and everyone run inside as if the show will happen even we know that it will not. Promoters announced about what Hayley posted and about her condition and they showed us a video of Zac and Taylor apologizing about it but prior to that, they played The Only Exception at the venue and this happened.

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How can you hate such day where you saw a cooperation with this fan base/family?!

I like the crowd there than the crowd in my home country where there's too much competition.


As we all wait for a new date for Jakarta, we can all seat back and hope for a fully recovery of Hayley and I guess, we can all see each other again in Jakarta soon. <3

PS. As we rome around Jakarta and upon doing research, Asian Games will be held in Jakarta from August 18 - September 2, 2018. As much as it should be closer to the date in Manila which is Aug 23, I think it is one reason why they can't announced a date yet. Lets have more patience please and I'm not minding going back to Jakarta. :)






My Photographs: ParamoreJKT

See you soon in here or out there. :)



Sunday, February 25, 2018

Paramore 2018 . Plan B


As we count the days to the Manila show, I got so frustrated that I keep on checking SM Tickets and any other apps where people can sell online but there I found out about the tripled price tickets.

I want to experience the show closer to the stage even I’m not that tall. I was willing to accept the fact that I might still got tickets even at least a lower box or patron or VIP, VIP will be better of course.

I don’t want to rant on twitter how fucked up the people who are selling it triple the price since I was still hopeful for maybe a SRO tickets and I also read that some people are still looking for tickets.  So frustrating. Makes me angry and sad at the same time.

As a bitter human being, I don’t want to see any Paramore update on my timeline. I skipped every video that was appearing on my Instagram, I haven't listened to a Paramore song for a month now. Frustration level is so real. 

I was about to accept it while checking twitter if any people in Manila who are also ranting about it but I read one tweet where she tweeted about not getting a ticket to the Manila show but now she got tickets to the Jakarta show. Getting that idea, I wasn't able to screen cap that tweet or at least make a convo with her because I immediately check on how much the ticket in Jakarta since it wasn't sold out then few minutes later, I was looking for plane tickets, hotel and searching about Jakarta. (read the idea from Sarah)

I know some people in the US and UK really travel much just to attend almost the whole tour and as the date is ok on my schedule, why not do it for the first time. 

I was able to tell my mom about it and at first she said no but she also asked if I really wanted to attend that. duh, of course I want to. I badly want to. As if people know how bad living in here and wasn't able to save just to join Parahoy or any other amazing things in the US. 

The next day, she didn't directly say yes but she was already asking places to visit there. I was busy the next days that I got some deadlines but once I was done with all of it, I already booked everything. 

Airfare, Hotel and Paramore ticket all-in less than the tripled price ticket in Manila. 
THERE’S NO WAY I WILL BE BUYING A TICKET FOR TRIPLE THE PRICE. 

I mean I’m willing to spend much on Paramore but being in here and knowing that it was triple the price, NO F WAY. 

For that price I rather be in another country for the first time exploring plus experience a Paramore show. 




This will be my first time to do this. I was waiting if there will be a Singapore on tour since I already have a friend in SG and I was just there in 2016 so I’m a bit familiar with it. 

This trip will have a lot of first time once again and I cannot wait but for now, survive the month of January and look forward to February with lot of motivation in my pocket. 

Traveling solo is almost at the bottom of my bucket list but since it was a last minute decision then, I’m so looking forward to it. YAY.

Will blog everything and I'm a bit excited for it.



01.20.18

Saturday, February 24, 2018

Paramore 2018 . Manila

Paramore in Manila was announced early November and the tickets will be on sale November 23, 2017. 

I was at the Paramore show in 2010 as well as in 2013 but unfortunately I will not be in the 2018 show.

November 23, 2017 - Tickets will be available in store and at the website by 10am but some malls will open at 11am so at some point it was moved to 11am. 1 hour is okay as long as I will see my favorite band. 


I was on my laptop waiting for few reasons and one of them is that it’s easy to see everything than on iPhone or iPad most especially if we are chasing something. 

I was constantly waiting for updates on Twitter but then in less than 2 hours, tickets are sold out. Some people who patiently waited in line never got a single ticket. 

It was unbelievable. Paramore is not as huge as Bruno Mars but they got sold out in less than 2 hours in Manila. IN MANILA . 

Never in my lifetime that a single show will be sold out like that. I'm not saying that they don’t deserve it but seriously, MANILA not US or UK. M A N I L A. 

I was still hopeful since the demand is too much and the ticket price is on a very reasonable one 8,000PHP for VIP. Why not. 

Nikki (my friend) was also checking it on her computer and once in a while in the span of 2 hours, the section at the website keeps on changing like she was able to view that there are still lower box tickets while I can’t see any available ones. SM Tickets, wtf. 

At some point we got theories that maybe they stopped selling tickets since the demand is too much and their system might got some problems but a month later, still no sneaky section that was available. They added few more section as fans are already requesting for a second night in Manila instead, they added more section and it went on sale at some date I can’t remember and believe it or not it was also sold out in 20 minutes.


New year came and it was already mid-January when reality hits that I still don't have tickets to the show, I started to panic. I searched online and people are selling theirs because of conflict schedules and so on and it is so frustrating because some people are willing to block that date just to be on the show but wasn’t able to get tickets and these people who aren't so sure got theirs. wtf. Searching further, people are already selling it twice to trice the price. WTF. I mean it’s okay and acceptable if there’s additional to the original price but selling it for triple the price, NO F WAY.

Ever since we experience bad distribution of tickets during UAAP and most especially during 2015 Game 3 Finals, I never trusted SM Tickets. You should have lots of patience dealing with them plus wake up your inner warrior because you need them. When I found out that the Paramore show will be in MOA Arena, I know I should put some more effort to be able to get a ticket. 

During the 2013 show, I remember purchasing the ticket a month before the show and still available but now sold out in minutes. 

I don’t underestimate Paramore since I’m very aware that in the US and UK it happens. It was just so frustrating that people got spare time to waste theirs to purchase tickets then sell it online for thrice the price while the one who really wanted to watch wasn't able to get one. 

I already gave up on having a ticket for the show so I hope it was really sold out and to the people who will be attending, enjoy. To people who are selling it thrice the original price, good luck and to the people who are willing to buy the tripled price, wtf I hope you will be able to sing MizBiz . 

SM Tickets, geez it has been your problem for so long please f fix it. 


01.20.18





I really plan to post something about this if I were able to get tickets but I wasn't so I just decided to post this after the dates in Asia. 

Still hopeful to be able to get a VIP ticket that is not over priced. 

Monday, February 12, 2018

February 14

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I'm one of the people before to hate everything that includes the idea of love.

February 14 is one of the day that I hate.

Years later when my rebelious side subside, I got to see the brighter side of things. I started to appreciate things including love.

The problem in here is that most of us thinks or atleast it was already stereotyped that Valentines Day is just for lovers well, it's not. Love month as they call this month but it's not just about partners, it is also about family and friends.

Don't hate February 14, it's just another normal day you can still be alive by the next day. It will just totally pass.

And just like the other occassions, it can't just be February 14 to make people feel loved make it everyday.


"Love happens all the time"
Hate To See Your Heartbreak | Paramore


Friday, February 02, 2018

On Repeat . Get Out

Get Out by CHVRCHES



Talked ourselves to death
Never saying what I wanted
Saying what I needed
I pushed you to the edge
Never knowing what I wanted
Knowing what I needed you to say

Reflections you used to see
Never look alike to me

Get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here
Can we get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here?

Good intentions never good enough
Can we get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here?

Going out my mind
Never getting what I wanted
Getting what I needed
I left myself behind
Never knowing what I wanted
Knowing what I needed you to do

Reflections you used to see
Never look alike to me

Get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here
Can we get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here?

Good intentions never good enough
Can we get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here?

So do you want to turn it around?
And do you want to show me how?
You are a kaleidoscope
You are a kaleidoscope
So do you want to turn it around?
And do you want to show me how?
You are a kaleidoscope
You are a kaleidoscope

Get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here
Can we get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here?

Good intentions never good enough
Can we get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here?

So do you want to turn it around?
And do you want to show me how?
You are a kaleidoscope
You are a kaleidoscope
So do you want to turn it around?
And do you want to show me how?
You are a kaleidoscope
You are a kaleidoscope
You are a kaleidoscope
You are a kaleidoscope