Random . January 2015

Happy New Year! 

New year, new month, new rants. 

CHAD AND HAYLEY ARE ENGAGED!!!!!! Possible wedding month will be September! - 01.01.15 

Video editing is so fun. :D 

I refuse to know you better because I don't want to see your dirty little secret. 

It also depends on what you do or your attitude. Look at the mirror first before complaining. 

Know who you are making deal with. Or else you are the same. 

Action speaks louder than words. Speaking a lot of bad stuff is considered as an action. 

When you're here you don't panic, when you're not here you panic. What's the real deal?

Oh. Just another day that you have nothing to do with your life. 

Geez. I knew it will end somewhere and I knew that it will have a part 2. Sneaky writer of NCIS they didn't use "I" on the title. One week of waiting. #NCIS 

Okay. Fire away. Put all the blame to others so you will be a good one. Screw you. 

Will this pull the trigger to have another ink? 

Just another day that I want to cry so hard because I'm missing my dad so much.

People don't just see it that's why they don't appreciate it.

Can you just shut up for one second? Seriously. 

I'm catching up on "Girls" and I'm pretty sure that by next week I'm already on the current episode. They came back this week and I'm almost done with Season 3. 

I'm almost watching a gazillion tv shows now that it gained in just a span of a month. And everything is on my reminder so I will not miss one episode.

I'm not a catholic but seeing the effort of everyone just to see Pope Francis in flesh is giving me goosebumps. Amazing. 

Pope Francis is like a symbol of hope and he is distributing it to my fellow Filipino. 

Too early to sink my self to my mantra. - 01.16.15

Jeepney naps are always one of the best thing. - 01.16.15

Can we have this kind of weather for the whole year?

I should be hurt and having some emotional break down right now but good thing I learned and now I know how to handle it better than before. Always learning the hard way. Better think before saying bullshit stuff because you don't know anything. If you're angry, shut your mouth because after that anger I know you will never apologize. Don't talk to people when your angry. Grow up. - 01.20.15

That Game 7 by SMB and Alaska was one of the best live that we watched in the PBA and it was our first time to watch a Game 7. - 01.21.15

Busy week ahead and I will make a game plan later. I'm nervous though. 

You were in my dream again and I was happy then when I woke up it make me so sad. I really miss you but I know your happy, its just the dream that makes me so sad. I guess. #17 - 01.23.15

It's worst than waiting for a do-or-die game. 

It's gone for now. 

Is it legal for people to judge someone with one mistake? 

I'm watching 'If I Stay'. The feels. We sacrifice for the ones we love and we also take some pain for them. - 01.24.15

Thinking of what we had keeps me sane. Is that forgivable? It is still my safe place. #17

I just want to get over it with a positive result. Being anxious for days is not my thing. I'm not sure on what I'm feeling right now. Can we go back to 2007? 

It's okay if its just about myself. I can totally handle that well. Hopefully, I can do this. Yes, its hard when you need to cheer your own self. 

If you're unsure if you are going to feel good for the whole week, do something nice for other people. - 01.25.15

Most post on facebook are photos from either out of town trip or out of the country and here I am thinking that the world will end this week. 

I'm holding on to something I know will never fail me. 

Happy Birthday. I know you're happy so stay happy. #17  01.28.15

Other people may think they already know everything when the truth is they don't know anything. (I may read this somewhere. I'm not sure.) 

Fuck the system. We are humans who make decisions based on the different situation of life. We are not robots. 

There are few thoughts/saying or post on Tumblr that makes me feel good but there will always a bit of anxiousness inside me. 

There will be reasons why it was re-scheduled. 

That video from the wedding day of Jim and Saab makes me cry. True love is real. 

We became close 10 years ago. #17

Sometimes, you are just one of them and that's the reason of some barriers. #27

You know what, people have their own schedule so cooperate when you are not on the schedule.

Another month in a few hours. Everything is so fast. 

Do your research. ;) 

The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone - Harriet Beecher Stowe | Criminal Minds S10E13

On Repeat . Bed of Roses

Bed of Roses by Cassadee Pope

The original version was so classic and I'm not into it 100% but I highly appreciate the music during the 80's and 90's and so much respect to the musicians back then. 

Cass released her version and I can't stop listening to it! There's always something about Cassadee Pope and her voice and the way she put her style on cover songs. I love her and I still wish that she will release an acoustic album, I'm sure it will be perfect. 

Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old piano

Trying hard to capture the moment this morning I don't know

'Cause a bottle of vodka is still lodged in my head

And some blond gave me nightmares, think that she's still in my bed

As I dream about movies

They won't make of me when I'm dead

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses

For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails

I wanna be just as close as the Holy Ghost is

And lay you down on a bed of roses

Well I'm so far away each step that I take's on my way home

A king's ransom in dimes I'd give each night

To see through this pay phone

Still I run out of time or it's hard to get through

Till the bird on the wire flies me back to

You I'll just close my eyes, whisper baby blind love is true

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses

For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails

I wanna be just as close as the Holy Ghost is

And lay you down on a bed of roses

Well this hotel bar's hangover whiskey's gone dry

The barkeeper's wig's crooked

And she's giving me the eye

Well I might have said yeah

But I laughed so hard I think I died

Now as you close your eyes

Know I'll be thinking about you

While my mistress she calls me to stand in her spotlight again

Tonight I won't be alone

But you know that don't mean I'm not lonely

I've got nothing to prove for it's you that I'd die to defend

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses

For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails

I wanna be just as close as the Holy Ghost is

And lay you down

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses

For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails

I wanna be just as close as the Holy Ghost is

And lay you down on a bed of roses

Road Trip . Cavite

Hi! Happy 2015! 

My first day of the year was mostly spent in bed sleeping and the other hours was spent catching up on Once Upon a Time. While I spent the next day with the family and we attended a 35th wedding anniversary in Cavite. 

I'm really looking forward to an out of town trip because I can use my cameras but for the last few month I was so busy with my work life that I haven't shoot any interesting stuff. The last time I used my DSLR was when we visited Pico de Loro last November and I haven't fix those pictures so I can post it on Tumblr though the iPad is saving my Tumblr at some point. (My Photographs)

So the trip to Cavite was a bit exciting because I can dress up, wear girly stuff and be a girl (HAHA)  and my cameras have a work to do but I'm on experiment. Recently, I'm just trying to bring my GoPro on the daily basis of life because at some point I want to get rid of my OCness when in comes to photos. I get OC when the photo was not clearly shot most especially with the detailed part, the sharpness, the lightning, the angle, and a lot more. Once in a while, I love blurred ones and now I'm loving the different point of view by using the GoPro. 

I was listening on my iPod during road-trips and Hello Cold World by Paramore played and I just thought that it will be a perfect song for what I'm seeing right at that moment so I grab the GoPro, hit repeat button and started filming then hit stop when the song ended. I edited before sleeping that night and YAY! 

I love photography and capturing videos as well as editing it but I just do that as a hobby, just because .... 

When I was filming it I remembered the video that Paramore did last 2011

I love this and I also love to do something like this. Hopefully, soon. :D

I'm looking forward to capture more videos this year than photos because I can't do that on SLR because of the memory card issue and now with the GoPro I know I can do more videos than before. The only problem was, I can't connect the GoPro to the app on my iPad because of the required iOS and I will not risk updating my iPad just because of that. Thankful that the GoPro app on the iPad Mini 3 of my sister is working so I'll just Airdrop it to mine. Hehe. I'm also planning on getting a mount for DSLR to put it on top. It will be more fun. Hehe. 

My Photographs: GoPro 

PS: I highly recommend GoPro because of so many reasons.

Get out and go and get it - Hello Cold World | Paramore

January 01, 2015

A whole year will always be a roller coaster ride. I guess if it wasn't a roller coaster then it wasn't well spent.

Cheers for another year that makes us weak, stronger, a fighter and a survivor.
 Let's prepare for another roller coaster ride.

Happy New Year!