It feels so good when you have true friends. It may be just
few because there are few people who can stay true to themselves and to other
people. I gave up the word "best friend" since who I thought deserve
those title are gone now in my life and
its way too different on "true friend" and I don't want to loose my
"true friends". I'm thankful for these people because I know who will
be there to stick with me during bad and good times.
Most of the time, I was thinking what if I have my current
personality when I was back in high school. What does it feels like and how
will I handle situations, how will I spend times with old friends? (I secretly
wish I can go back to my high school years at this point in my life) I do miss
certain people but I don't think that we can still be friends on the current
phase of life (I just assumed that).
I realized from my previous friendship issues or the way
other people treated me, I do hesitate to open up my own thing or current
situation to other people including those true friends that I have because when
I hangout with them its the only escape and you can face reality after a few
hours of hanging out. One reason why I do tweet a lot and blog because it gives
me some relief since I released some tension when I tweet or blog whatever I
want to say and I don't open up easily because not everyone will be interested
on your precious story or usual rant because most of it are just stupid crap
for others. I mean if they want to know, they can ask and as a blog, they can
read without forcing them to read.
I know for a while now that its easy to talk to strangers
because mostly they just don't care about your other baggage. (Off topic
again.....)
As well as my other non-sense post, I don't know why I'm
typing this.
If you're an old friend then maybe you're one of those
"certain people" that I miss. But serious talk, I really miss the
last person that gave the label best friend to our friendship.
Hello stranger. Feel free to talk I don't bite. :)
"fact: I'm not your best story teller, but I do
listen and observe - AEivryn RV"
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