Monday, February 28, 2022

Random . February 2022

 



I want to cry but I know that it will not do the work or the change that I needed. 


Sometimes, I just really stopped caring. 


If that’s your reason, it’s pretty lame but I understand. 


Its not everyday that I hear different noises from people that’s why I don’t limit myself to music. Though sometimes it’s also deafening. #Antipolo


Hello its good to be back even it’s a very long one today. Hello to you too, anxiety. #Antipolo 


Wasn’t able to sleep properly thinking about a lot of things. If I don’t need to be early today, I probably took some melatonin last night. 


And then there’s chaos. 


Life can be repetitive you have to make some twist for it not to be boring.


I guess I will not be back in Antipolo for some time. 


Took me while to figure out how to make this easy, all this time it was just right in front of me. Lol


People who are willing to help and I can’t believe that there are people who still understands. Thank you. 


Booster shot. 02.05.2022


Taking the rest day/time that is available. 


Oh wow. Now I regret that burger and I might not eat one for some time. Lol 


Thankful once again for the people who are willing to help. 


Happy Birthday, Dade and Dap! 


Campaign for the election officially started today. 


Fast phase world. 


Don’t be fooled by the hair color. 


Maybe I will stop going to church for awhile, again. 


They don’t like a gruesome movies or series but their opinion tells otherwise. 


I’ve been lazy the whole week. Why. 


Weird dreams. 


Numb. 02.12.2022


Forgiving is not forgetting. #Paramore 


Catching up on my podcast as I work on a Sunday. 


Productive Sunday. 


I’m days away from my free trial of Apple TV, 2 movies tonight before I cancel. 


Friday. 


I’m so over with food ordering from Foodpanda. Lol #stresseating 


After signing a lot of papers, I’m asking myself why did I end up with such signature. I wish I know better. Lol


It’s 2am of a Saturday and I still feel super full. What time will I sleep. #stresseating 


Then I thought of the next tattoos. 


I’m regretting that hot chocolate drink. Lol 


My shoe collection are making a comeback. I’m wearing them one by one everyday. 


When it still feels right. #21 02.19.2022


Yay. Finally I was able to catch up on my podcasts. 


I just start watching #InventingAnna 


And just like that, weekend is almost over. 4 work days and it will be a long weekend.  


One year of Netflix 


02.22.2022


Done with #InventingAnna


Busy bee. I’m forgetting to write. 


Starting to collect something new. 


What a good deal for a Klean Kanteen tumbler. 


Coffee with a friend. Yay. Its been a while. 


I’ve missed talking for so long with a friend. Today was a good day. 


The red flags are real and my instincts are true. 


Busy weekend.


P R I O R I T I E S 


I have trust issues and if you easily trust people, I have nothing against that. 


This new album of Avril 


Oh wow, this month went so fast. 


Told you so 

Wednesday, February 23, 2022

Space

I'm really trying my best to be a somewhat minimalist as far as I can. As part of growing up and as I'm already out of school for 11 years this year, I want to get rid of a space occupied by papers from college. 

I was planning to get another desk or drawer but then I remember to finally use the space that was just consumed by papers that I don't use anymore. 

I plan to do it maybe a day or two because I originally want to check it one by one but it was a lot. I already got empty boxes and when I was just listening to a webinar, I started to remove them and put it on the boxes. 



I can’t believe that it took me 11 years. Lol but seriously, it's about time. I still have 2 space where I store some old paper bags and one for the my gadgets boxes but I think that will be there to whenever. At least they're inside and not just a clutter that I see daily. 

I'm pretty happy with the result. 

I still want to do a work space but I don't have a proper space anymore. Maybe when I do a major revamp but I doubt that it will happen soon. 

I also declutter some clothes and my shirts are mostly plain now. 

I'm challenging myself to not purchase a bag, shoes and too much clothes this year and not until I should get rid of my current shirts because it's time to replace them. 

Just a little update and a life proof. 


We dont need a "new year" just to start or change something.


 



Monday, February 14, 2022

The Less I Know




 I’m over thinking but for now I’ll go to dream land.

When I wake up in the morning I’ll go back to reality, to the usual. 

Nothing will happen if I’m being kept at bay might as well be productive for myself 

And maybe the less I know the better. 

04.18.2021 04:51


Monday, January 31, 2022

Random . January 2022

 



Happy New Year! 


Safe to say that I survived 2021. 


I almost got bitten by our dog during new year. Whew. 


Sometimes, you really got to be happy for other people. 


Impromptu Mcdo. 


Church for January 2nd. 


When you want to plan to see friends but there’s another surge. 


There’s really someone out there that will ruin the fun. 


Been there but I let it go for so many reasons that you might not fully understand. #21


Itchy day though I can’t wait for this to heal. #tattoo 


People can’t really wait noh?! 


Entitled. 


Flexibility. You really have to adjust on what is there. 


Looks like I’m not going to wear skirt for so long this time. Hehe. The snake is healing very well and a little fast. 


Not a morning person but I live for beautiful and breathtaking sunrise. #Wednesday 


That 360 drastic change scares me. Lol 


When every move you make cost a penny. 


Flu season is real. Mask up, drink your vitamins, rest and avoid socializing once again. 


The paranoid self is back. 


Is it legal to blame this pandemic for all the stolen memories that we should’ve been done for ourselves and to others. 


When I thought we will be exempted but no. Here I am again doing it all. 


I guess I have to postpone my plan on cleaning so I can dispose some stuff just to be sure I will not be a victim of this flu season. Can’t be sick. 


Wtf. I knew it is possible to happen but I didn’t expect they will really go there. Bothering someone I know because of their personal concern. 


Have you ever heard of me shutting people? Me not replying for my own mental health. Yeah that’s a thing. 


When I thought you earn some respect until you did something I hate. 


Expect no movement on my socials for the next days. 


Maybe my theory is right. 


I’m so overwhelmed with everything. I can’t think straight. 


Not going to apologize for why I’m traumatized 


Sorry but not really. I’m shutting off socials for the sake of reality. Can’t really handle all of these at once adding the pressure on socials. Badly need to take care of myself physically, mentally and emotionally so I can function these days and for me not to be sick. 


I don’t need to explain but people really don’t understand. 


I’m not really sure if this is distraction from my emotions. 


Not a good time for a joke and me to complain. 


I usually don’t complain but I do cry. 


Errands even I’m so paranoid getting out. Maybe I’m good as long as I’m not gonna get sick. 


Seinfeld tonight as my distraction. / Started Seinfeld because of Mindy’s book. 


I just finished a book as well I started reading that book December 7, 2021, one month! Haha To more books this year. 


Stress eating at it’s finest. My current outlet. 


Will I ever manage not to buy a bag or a shoes this year. / Then I just saw a bag to buy. Hahaha


I want to share some stuff but maybe not now. 


Happy Birthday, M. 01.16.2022


The result of working out really shows eventually. 


Ahh I was so full the past week but I was able to relax at least on the weekend. Here’s to another week of being a super human! 


I can’t be sick! 


Bare with my capabilities and please don’t ever blame me for anything you don’t know what I can do if I decided to not show up or just give up on a day. 


I just had the most painful tattoo ever and now I want another one or two for certain dates but then, I can’t expose myself much to the outside world. Tattoo are not for now apparently. 


Wtf. I’m so busy lately that I have no much time for socials but then there’s WHEN WE WERE YOUNG festival. Huhuhu


Yay. I was able to declutter and fix things up. 

 

As proof of busyness, I was disoriented with the days now. 


Started to watch #MrRobot


I need your hug so bad. #21


And I just had a breakdown that I was keeping maybe from late last year. 01.22.2022


Milk tea and chocolate cake just because I deserve it. Lol 


Now I regret that milk tea. Haha 


A person can be full or even empty inside and you can never tell if they are functioning well on a daily basis. You will never know so please please be kind and be nice. It will never hurt to be human sometimes without thinking of a price value. 


Sacrifices we do a lot of that most especially these days. 


Just another moment to say,”FUCK YOU COVID”. 


You don’t think I can do it. Huh. Hehe. Been doing that for years 


Why am I sleepy on a Monday. 


Apparently, its a busy week. 


#MrRobot is so good even I do sleep on it sometimes. 


We are all tired. 


So many quotable quotes on this show. #MrRobot


Too much thought but as this month is like so long it is also fast phasing. Can’t catch up sometimes. 


And that’s why I can’t argue with people who can’t listen. 


Times like this, you should also look in the mirror. 


You can vote whoever you want but don’t disrespect someone else with so many accusations just because you don’t like them. 


Facebook, you are dangerous to hang with. 


I’ll finish #MrRobot then I will go catch up on my podcasts and read some books. 


I was just to write a one line or two regarding this apologist and a family member who is clearly doesn’t want a good conversation about politics but then its getting longer so I guess I have to put one post about it. // I already started it and I’ll continue it later or whenever at least I was able to express my side on this. I’m busy all weekend and I don’t want the thought to consume me. 


Simple, I respect to whoever you are voting but kindly do the same to me as I am not forcing you to vote for someone else. 


Now I’m thankful for the work load as a distraction, reality and you have no idea how I hate politics and somewhat the government. Lol


Finally! Salad and burger for dinner. I’ve been holding so much about this cravings for a few week now. 


The conspiracy theories on this. #politics


People should see the bigger picture and not just the one person. 


I’m tired from people connecting every color you use or wear just because it is the same color of a candidate. #election


Whether you think you will not be benefiting anymore, vote for your children, grand children, for the next generation. That’s one thing you will be able to help them.


Some people will try their best just to be able to vote for a better years ahead. Don’t complain much if you will not vote even it is more accessible for you to do so. 


Kids these days easily give up when put to some life challenges. I know we are all tired but still giving up is the least option these days.  


Life will always go on even it will not be in favor of you. 


Thank you, January it was a little unexpected as always and you also felt like forever. 


2022, you are also a lot to take in. 





Friday, January 21, 2022

Less than a minute


 

Did you really called 

Or I was just dreaming 

It was not even a hot minute

You said you will call again 

If I just waited for that

I might be just in bed 

For 24 hours or more 

I miss you 


02.13.2021 03:03


Sunday, January 16, 2022

a little …

 Its hard to plan for something but maybe a little good improvement to ourselves is the easiest thing to do. 

New Year of 2021