Random . January 2022

 

Happy New Year! 

Safe to say that I survived 2021. 

I almost got bitten by our dog during new year. Whew. 

Sometimes, you really got to be happy for other people. 

Impromptu Mcdo. 

Church for January 2nd. 

When you want to plan to see friends but there’s another surge. 

There’s really someone out there that will ruin the fun. 

Been there but I let it go for so many reasons that you might not fully understand. #21

Itchy day though I can’t wait for this to heal. #tattoo 

People can’t really wait noh?! 

Entitled. 

Flexibility. You really have to adjust on what is there. 

Looks like I’m not going to wear skirt for so long this time. Hehe. The snake is healing very well and a little fast. 

Not a morning person but I live for beautiful and breathtaking sunrise. #Wednesday 

That 360 drastic change scares me. Lol 

When every move you make cost a penny. 

Flu season is real. Mask up, drink your vitamins, rest and avoid socializing once again. 

The paranoid self is back. 

Is it legal to blame this pandemic for all the stolen memories that we should’ve been done for ourselves and to others. 

When I thought we will be exempted but no. Here I am again doing it all. 

I guess I have to postpone my plan on cleaning so I can dispose some stuff just to be sure I will not be a victim of this flu season. Can’t be sick. 

Wtf. I knew it is possible to happen but I didn’t expect they will really go there. Bothering someone I know because of their personal concern. 

Have you ever heard of me shutting people? Me not replying for my own mental health. Yeah that’s a thing. 

When I thought you earn some respect until you did something I hate. 

Expect no movement on my socials for the next days. 

Maybe my theory is right. 

I’m so overwhelmed with everything. I can’t think straight. 

Not going to apologize for why I’m traumatized 

Sorry but not really. I’m shutting off socials for the sake of reality. Can’t really handle all of these at once adding the pressure on socials. Badly need to take care of myself physically, mentally and emotionally so I can function these days and for me not to be sick. 

I don’t need to explain but people really don’t understand. 

I’m not really sure if this is distraction from my emotions. 

Not a good time for a joke and me to complain. 

I usually don’t complain but I do cry. 

Errands even I’m so paranoid getting out. Maybe I’m good as long as I’m not gonna get sick. 

Seinfeld tonight as my distraction. / Started Seinfeld because of Mindy’s book. 

I just finished a book as well I started reading that book December 7, 2021, one month! Haha To more books this year. 

Stress eating at it’s finest. My current outlet. 

Will I ever manage not to buy a bag or a shoes this year. / Then I just saw a bag to buy. Hahaha

I want to share some stuff but maybe not now. 

Happy Birthday, M. 01.16.2022

The result of working out really shows eventually. 

Ahh I was so full the past week but I was able to relax at least on the weekend. Here’s to another week of being a super human! 

I can’t be sick! 

Bare with my capabilities and please don’t ever blame me for anything you don’t know what I can do if I decided to not show up or just give up on a day. 

I just had the most painful tattoo ever and now I want another one or two for certain dates but then, I can’t expose myself much to the outside world. Tattoo are not for now apparently. 

Wtf. I’m so busy lately that I have no much time for socials but then there’s WHEN WE WERE YOUNG festival. Huhuhu

Yay. I was able to declutter and fix things up. 

 

As proof of busyness, I was disoriented with the days now. 

Started to watch #MrRobot

I need your hug so bad. #21

And I just had a breakdown that I was keeping maybe from late last year. 01.22.2022

Milk tea and chocolate cake just because I deserve it. Lol 

Now I regret that milk tea. Haha 

A person can be full or even empty inside and you can never tell if they are functioning well on a daily basis. You will never know so please please be kind and be nice. It will never hurt to be human sometimes without thinking of a price value. 

Sacrifices we do a lot of that most especially these days. 

Just another moment to say,”FUCK YOU COVID”. 

You don’t think I can do it. Huh. Hehe. Been doing that for years 

Why am I sleepy on a Monday. 

Apparently, its a busy week. 

#MrRobot is so good even I do sleep on it sometimes. 

We are all tired. 

So many quotable quotes on this show. #MrRobot

Too much thought but as this month is like so long it is also fast phasing. Can’t catch up sometimes. 

And that’s why I can’t argue with people who can’t listen. 

Times like this, you should also look in the mirror. 

You can vote whoever you want but don’t disrespect someone else with so many accusations just because you don’t like them. 

Facebook, you are dangerous to hang with. 

I’ll finish #MrRobot then I will go catch up on my podcasts and read some books. 

I was just to write a one line or two regarding this apologist and a family member who is clearly doesn’t want a good conversation about politics but then its getting longer so I guess I have to put one post about it. // I already started it and I’ll continue it later or whenever at least I was able to express my side on this. I’m busy all weekend and I don’t want the thought to consume me. 

Simple, I respect to whoever you are voting but kindly do the same to me as I am not forcing you to vote for someone else. 

Now I’m thankful for the work load as a distraction, reality and you have no idea how I hate politics and somewhat the government. Lol

Finally! Salad and burger for dinner. I’ve been holding so much about this cravings for a few week now. 

The conspiracy theories on this. #politics

People should see the bigger picture and not just the one person. 

I’m tired from people connecting every color you use or wear just because it is the same color of a candidate. #election

Whether you think you will not be benefiting anymore, vote for your children, grand children, for the next generation. That’s one thing you will be able to help them.

Some people will try their best just to be able to vote for a better years ahead. Don’t complain much if you will not vote even it is more accessible for you to do so. 

Kids these days easily give up when put to some life challenges. I know we are all tired but still giving up is the least option these days.  

Life will always go on even it will not be in favor of you. 

Thank you, January it was a little unexpected as always and you also felt like forever. 

2022, you are also a lot to take in.