Random . September 2019

Starting the ber month the right way. 

Adoring the morning life. 

Mall on a weekend. 

Yep. It just doesn’t looks like it. Hehe. 

Timehop from eight years ago makes me realize that basketball really helped me. 

When we’re out of our own workplace, we are just somebody 

Surprisingly, I’m not into watching series or movies lately. 

Somehow thankful that I don’t need to commute everyday. 

Major anxiety attack. Time to disconnect to people. 

Be realistic. 

A friend show up unannounced reminds me of how life is still simple sometimes. 

This Apple Event brings a little excitement in me right now despite of all the stress this week. 

Now back to my anxiety attack. 

11 years and I can still recall what happened exactly. I miss you always, Papa. 

Torn between watching basketball on Saturday or just stay at home 

Don’t put the burden of your own family to others. 

I just know them by name. 

Don’t make us idiots.

If you think you are wiser, think again. 

If you want a quick change, would you think it will be a long term? What if its just for a short period of time? Will it still be worth it? 

You will never accept my real talk. 

When everything is contradicting to each other. 

“Living in the moment” - people don’t get this anymore. 

Decided to stay home catch up on some sleep than watch basketball live. 

Much needed rest for this weekend. Doesn’t mean no stress for the rest of the week. 

I’m not surprised that people still misuse social media. I get it you have to rant but its not the right way. 

There’s too much stress in my life that I’m not interested in some social media bullshit. 

Dinner with friends this week and I can’t wait. At least something positive to look forward to. 

For some people being kind isn’t enough. You should give more than what you have for them to see it and for them to admit you are nice. 

I have this super random thought in my head as a response to your request and for sure you will never accept it. 

We won! Finally they find the spark somewhere in this game 😂. I somehow miss watching the game live. 

Online shopping 😅

It was apparently possible to be so exhausted being around with people. The introvert me just want to stay home. 

If it is an emergency better to do something than wait for my reply. 

Trying to do some work done today but government offices are just until 2pm without prior notice. Wtf 

Feeling empty without my bracelet. 

Why do people need to pay too much attention on teleserye even at work that they can watch the highlight online after? Without interruption and its not basketball! 

Whether it is a gift or a curse, maybe both. 

My life is quite boring compare to these people. 

You know it was a good time with friends when you don’t have a single photo. 

When you see that I do it then demand. If not, shut up. 

My anxiety is on a very high level right now. 

Can I just read a book and escape reality. 

This government require you to pay taxes on time but the same government officials always fail to make this country a better place to live in. 

Weekend work mode. 

Letters 3.0

Been writing you for 2 years now

I don't want my letters to be redundant

Since some of it are still relatable 

You look forward to it and I will always try

Meaningful or not, will always write for you

And this one is another non-sense

Thank you for liking them and for reading 

03.23.2018

Social Media

Forgive me if I'm always saying "Thank you"

If I always tell you everything

It can be happy stories, sad ones or non-sense

I just want to directly tell it to you

I rather pour everything privately

Rather than post or share it on the interwebs

Without you knowing how I'm so thankful

On how I really appreciate you

Most especially on how I appreciate

Everything we have

12.13.2017

On Repeat . Lover

Lover by Taylor Swift

Random . August 2019

Another mid-year month which is not my friend obviously but will try to survive this. 

I find comfort at a dentist chair

I live in patterns. 

Not into drama today. 

When “Tattooed On My Mind” play on the radio. I know somehow you are checking up on me, Pot! I miss you too! 

Amazed how I was able to write all of it. 

Why can’t people just shut up

“The hurt is good. It means you’re out of that cave.” -Hopper #StrangerThings S03E08

Just done with #iZombie. 

I’m probably going to be emotional for the rest of the week. 

Since I didn’t watched any UAAP game last year, lets give it another try and I’m missing the vibe. 

Surprisingly even on a rainy day, government facilities are full. 

Just distracting myself but wow 8 years. How did I survived. Missing you always, daddy. 

Remembering what happened 8 years ago. 

Then we wait. Smh

You should’ve been better on that editing. Lol

Why do people blame other people for their actions. Why not just look in the mirror and admit to themselves that they made a mistake. 

Just please. Don’t blame other people from doing your own mistake. 

We are already living in an era where negativity is always winning lets just start to help each other by talking so we will be able to solve the problem not by involving other people. (Still the root of all of these, its your own mistake). 

We both know what you did. Just admit that it’s your fault 

I’m tired of people blaming others for their own good. When at the first place you’ve been nothing but nice to them. This rant is getting long. Maybe it deserved a post. 

Be accountable of your own self. 

Lets not put my patience to test. 

When people try to talk to you and your other ear is with AirPod that they can’t notice. I can’t hear you properly. Hahaha 

I started to read again! Thanks to my book club 📚 

Family time. 

Reading this book makes me miss the family that I grew into. 

Thankful that we were trained to be independent. 

When life changed, you have to adjust. Certain circumstances will not adjust for you. 

Don’t teach them to be right on top when they’re just starting. Let them start at the bottom. 

Finished a book! Finally! 

If a film is 2 hours, no doubt I’ll sleep on it. Lol 

Do you really have to mention/comment on certain post on social media of a person when you see them?

For the sake of my anxiety, I have to say no. Nevertheless over the years, I learned to say no. 

What if? 

Been saying no to a lot of things lately. Don’t get me wrong but its also killing me inside but I have reasons. Just asking you to respect it. 

Nah. I know the drill. 

Cupcake

Recalling all the reasons are easy

But I want to listen while you explain

All over again and again

While I unbelievably smile with amazement 

I decided to reread my letters

Trying to connect the dots

Somewhere in between

Fantasy and reality collide

It feels like the cupcake is a representation

Of all my letters most especially "Thursday"

07.16.2017

La Union . Day 4

June 9 2019

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Slept at almost 2am or 3am woke up before 10am. The plan to walk on the beach early morning didn't happen. Lol 

Since we weren't able to experience a night life at Flotsam, we decided to had breakfast there instead. I love beach life. 

Last day is usually packing and traveling 

Walk a little on the hot sand after breakfast and took a bath and pack. Ready to say good bye to La Union which was better this time than the first one except for that place where we stayed. Lol. 

Went to the bus terminal and it was crazy there on a Sunday. Took us few minutes to decide to go back in Baguio where we can score a bus that will surely take us back in Manila than in La Union where there is just a little hope. Haha. 

Baguio again where there's no bus available but there was. Quick snack before hitting the road back to Manila. 

So next time it should be La Union first then Baguio. Next time. 

Hit the road from Baguio by 6pm

Arrived in Manila by 12am or 1am

Home by 2am. 

What a trip. 

At least I'm fully aware of it now. 


My Photographs: La Union

Baguio - La Union 2019 . Day 3

June 8 2019

Wake up a little late since we have to check out by 12pm and we still have to figure out what bus we will ride that can drop us to Urbiztondo (which I totally forgot what bus was that). 

Disappointment with the choice of place in LA Union (misleading advertising via website). They gave us a room where the aircon doesn't work and we almost didn't get a replacement room. I was so close on booking an Airbnb but we got another room but still, never again on that place. Though it is very near at Flotsam. 

La Union weather is so hot. 

We had late lunch but we separated from the group since they decided to walk on the beach further than what we did. 

After late lunch with Hans we decided to walk to the beach side and it's so far at Flotsam! Haha. I thought it was near but we were wrong but by the time I reached Flotsam, it was already sunset. What a view. Just what I need and just what I went for. 

Went back to our room to rest so we can experience night life in La Union but first stop, Halo-halo de Iloko. I was surprised that the store was close for the next hours since it's full house and it was already 8pm. Good thing we are just there for Halo-halo so we asked the server if we can just stay outside to eat and they let us. 

After a cup of Halo-halo, we went back to San Juan and look for a place that serve Bagnet then went back at our room. We decided to went back late to have drinks at Flotsam but they have an event and it was jam-packed that I can't even breathe. So we look for another place to drink and it was almost 11pm. We found a place with available table and drinks. Yes. Capping our last night in La Union with some good music and drinks. 

Good night. 


My Photographs: La Union