Please be kind.
My feelings are valid I know that but at the same time, I can’t make it as an excuse to other people because it is not valid.
Some things are just out of my control.
I guess there’s no zombie apocalypse happened overnight.
This is me asking for help
3 years ago today, I made one of the best decision ever. #lasik 12.01
Weekend Mcdo craving is real.
Bleached my undercut and a little some more
This week my sleep schedule was a mess
Remembering that dream and trying to figure out the meaning brings tears to me eyes
CHAMFEUNS - #UAAPCDC2023
I didn’t checked my rings before removing my watch and I wasn’t able to close my exercise ring. Clearly I’m not on the right track these days
I can’t tell you everything so I just lie
I hope one day I will still be able to enjoy the holiday season and this like in general
I think this is the first time I’m listening to Hayley’s solo project with earphones and it is blowing my mind
Uninterrupted yoga session but my mind is betraying me
Such a mess. Everything is behind on the usual schedule and I’m fucked up
How to survive today
Can I hide forever
I want to watch the game on Wednesday but I know the real struggle of scoring tickets so I’ll just let the idea go and just be #teambahay and give the opportunity to the real fans and hopefully they will be inside the arena. #UPfight
#UAAP Wednesday is something to look forward until then I’ll just choose to exist despite of everything that stressing me out.
Can you just compose a reply without asking me? I’m sure you can state the obvious
Eliminating some stress triggers
It might be the same person but never the same in terms of attitude which can be better or worse
Uh no, I got problem with balancing today but still a successful workout
I thought I can read while waiting. Looks like it is hard to read poems in public because I may not truly understand it
The one you thought will fix things also the one who ruined it more. As always you are accountable for all of it.
Yay! Pencil’s new tip is here and it is working smoothly again.
Congratulations, UST Lady Tigresses! So happy that I was able to witness your finals journey
Working while watching an intense Game 3 Finals
I knew it, Congratulations La Salle!
DLSU-UP Game 3 even set a new crowd record in Araneta that broke NU-FEU game in 2014.
When everything comes with a price tag
I don’t like to interact with people who gossip with people they don’t know in public which are also whiners
When everything you touched now is damaged as fuck
First weekend without UAAP.
Taking some rest on a Sunday because I’m aware that I needed that
It is raining
Finished my 10th book this year!
I didn’t sleep well or I’m just half asleep the whole time
Since I think I’m half asleep last night, I’ll just work tonight so I will be so tired in an hour or so
Schedule ruined so let’s twist it even more
Face your fear they say but what about the triggers of your anxiety?
IG spam as to catch up on some life events this year after not posting anything a whole year.
Got a notification about the PBA game of San Miguel and Brgy. Ginebra and it’s already at the half of 3rd quarter. So good to see players we watched then at the collegiate but mostly so nice to see TR play again after a while.
“You don’t feel a sense of any victory when you win because the process is so dehumanizing” - Taylor Swift | Miss Americana
If you are asking how I can sleep at night, well I actually can’t sleep most nights
I don’t want to cry because that will not solve anything
“Talk is cheap” Kourtney
In a very bad state if my insomnia is back and I’m still wide awake at almost 6am
Somehow years I ago I learned that no one will save you
Please text because I’m scared of unknown numbers and there’s 3 calling me today and it’s not for a parcel I’m waiting
Now that I don’t have anything hiding in one of my drawers, I badly need melatonin
Going to gatherings where your trigger and your bully is also present is basically suicide might as well stay away
The aftermath of leg day
Don’t fucking do it. Just don’t.
And we might not attend all the family gatherings this holiday season.
As if it is just as easy
Not a day to have my eye checked. Lol
How people get angry and just go home like nothing happened
Headache.
I’m so close on having an attack. I’ll try to calm my nerves
Thankfully no more headache this morning.
I’m not surprised that you only did it just once or twice
1 year with my iPhone 14 Plus
I guess no off days
SO FUCKING TIRED AND DRAINED
God bless my anxiety and trauma self
End up attending gatherings. Merry Christmas.
Too much notification give me anxiety too.
Birthday is over and as much as I want to reflect on my whole year, we still have things to do. Thankful no matter what with everything
I’ll be kind to myself and so I’ll just read tonight and do the work tomorrow
Excuse me. I do know what im doing. Wtf for confusing me.
Wasted a day now im somehow running out of time. Lol
Now what to do.
When we will be the time where we all have the luxury to rest during end of the year craze.
Pilates for today before the world kills me
I will not question anymore if I will survive this year but I will be able to end it on a good note? Maybe not.
You finished one and here comes another.
FUCK
That kind of silence that is deafening.
2023, thank you for the life lessons and the ocean size of anxiety
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