I finally revisited my concert and even my basketball tickets even some years are missing and I don’t know where did I put them.
Believe is such a strong word
Do I still need a closure when the universe already decided for me that I shouldn’t know the ending
Some things are hard to accept but eventually I will
Running out of nice words to use so you will get it and not offensively
Been so extra sleepy these days
Im so game to not finish #BigLittleLie but upon researching, maybe it will be exciting so I’ll just finish the series
Running to you has been my daydream lately
1 point loss always hit differently. #UAAP
You will always be accountable for all of it. Forever.
Just rewatched Friends: The Reunion
Happy Birthday, Daddy. I miss you everyday.
Happy Birthday, sis.
Uninterrupted yoga will always be my favorite
I’ll be in Cubao in hours and that’s making me anxious. Idk
Finally decided to get my laptop fixed today and thankful that I didn’t leave it there and I just waited in less than an hour for it but dang that was expensive shit.
Reunited with the bro after a year to watch a basketball where we are not sure if we will win anyway. Haha // and we are out of the chance to get that final spot for the Final Four
Somewhat lost on what to do today just because how expensive I spent and because I have my laptop all day and I’m hanging out with friends on a weekday which I think I don’t deserve anyway.
Then the bro and the dudes are complete after a year
Gateway is so pretty now.
We got a place to stay now in Cubao. Congrats bro!
Back at home at 2am and my laptop is so pretty. Huhu It is finally working fully again after black screen for 3 years.
Back to reality.
So fucking tired to fix someone else's mistake. FUCKING TIRED.
Having so much thoughts about things today that I wish I can instantly write it all down. I need some uninterrupted time to write.
Totally forgot how convenient having a laptop. Huhu
I can’t use my personal issues as an excuse to anything and to anyone, it’s unacceptable #mysadlife
#dream Watsons shopping with Kitpol
I just want to let go of all this feeling and put it on paper because my mind is going to explode
I can’t even look at my own pictures because of this anxiety I’m having
So random but made my morning. Khae randomly messaged me about the movie Monk and she said that we used to chat about it during college which I can’t clearly remember. When I first saw it I don’t know who to update about that.
Facebook is such a dangerous place
Decided to factory reset my laptop. Thanks Youtube!
I envy a lot of people right now
Procrastination at its finest that I forgot how to multitask the past hour
So hard to pretend that everything is okay and that I’m happy. I miss being genuinely happy.
Need to hide my candles
Hello trauma, don’t eat me alive today until forever
I’m just so tired of everything
You guys are so lucky to not be struggling
Everyone is in Hong Kong and I’m missing it right now
I think I’m not seeing friends today
Reading Matthew Perry’s book which I currently relate at some point
Always lost in dreamland
“Ask for me, I was just grateful to have made it one more day. When you are the bottom, the days are longer. I didn’t need an Oscar, I just need one more day.” - Matthew Perry
“Addiction is like the joker. It just wants to see the whole world burn.” - Matthew Perry
Baby sitting
My obsession to have a table in my room continues after not thinking about it for months. Here we are re-arranging stuff at 2am on a weekday. Lol
When you think everything is okay today and one text ruined your whole existence.
Times like this you just want it to be over whatever and however it will be.
Just want to punch something / someone right now.
If I don’t text back it means I don’t have any nice things to say.
Thank you for ruining this day and adding pile shit to my anxiety.
I don’t have all the answers in this world.
My loyalty seems like a bad habit
I need all the sleep I can get before doing the most draining work
Days like this, I really can’t handle it all. Send help. / How to handle all these things all at once.
How to be in different places at the same time
Here we are procrastinating
Finally, crying
Deadlines. Who’s gonna die first?
#dream . A double decker bus but here? How and when
I haven’t asked it out loud but I screamed it in my head while crying.
Watching Finals Game 1 of Women’s basketball. #UAAP
UP!!!! #UAAP Finals Game 1 (men’s)
#dream planning a Malaysia and Singapore trip. When
It isn’t Friday yet? Huhu
Didn’t workout on my usual schedule and I think my day is already ruined by that and I just want to rest all day.
What to do
How will you convince people to trust the process when I’m also having doubts about it
I envy you if you are not being bothered by the number of unread messages and emails on your phone. How to be unbothered.
Bye November.
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