Random . October 2023

MOA today for UAAP on a Sunday! Yay. 

Wearing Bethan again today. 

Not winning on our first game but all good, its not as disappointing. 

Full blast Monday. 

Maybe for the first time you are in my dream. #03 10.03.2023

Maybe you are interpreting your dreams wrongly because its affecting the people around you in this reality. 

Then it just gotten worse 

Crying over something I truly hate

Secured ticket for Saturday. I deserve that break 

Not surprised but also disappointed. 

Missing my high school best friend a little extra today. #best17 

I hope I was consistent on writing back then even just a sentence. 

Maybe I should’ve took creative writing too. 

As long as we will never see the ending if that didn’t happen then I’ll just blame it on your action. 

Why did we get so comfortable when it all happened in the 90’s. 

Bacs is here! Huhu. 10.07.2023 

UAAP day and the last live we will watch until who knows. 10.07.2023

Cubao, I’m hoping to see someone in here unexpectedly, always. 

I just want to close my eyes while passing this road because I know that I will never see you in here even it shout so loudly about you. 10.07.2023

Much needed rest before a busy week that might eat me alive

I should’ve brought my kindle on today’s errand. 

Tattoo session - something to look forward for the coming days. 

I know how to make it right but without the right tools, it is hard. Also, I really don’t know how it should work. 

Days apart and I wrote 2 long thoughts at noontime which I can’t believe. Somehow better so I will not cry. Lol 

Out doing errands and I badly need my eye drops 

I don’t deserve this bag of chips yet but here we are. 10.13.2023

I will finish my book this weekend. Well, I finished it tonight

Spare me some 2 minutes of basketball time. 

FINALLY, A WIN. / It’s always sweeter when it’s a win against Ateneo. Hehe 10.14.2023

Deciding what movie to watch is taking too much time which I will also regret after because TV series over movies all the way. 

Don’t I deserve a Sunday break? 

I just want to doodle today while watching basketball. 

Sorry to be a creepy liker on your ig stories, but not really. Hehe #03

This is going to be a long week and I’m not even sure if I’m already looking forward to my Friday reward aka therapy. 

The only cure to my current anxiety is to move. 

The stress the past week / month is just too much. I just want to sleep in on a Monday

Not sure if that’s an assurance or something else but at least I know that I’m not alone and we are on the same page. Now what. 

Maybe there’s another answer than an apocalypse and some man made disaster

#TheLastOfUs

Dear anxiety, let me sleep.

Buzzer beater for today’s errands

Just saw my high school best friend. Lol 

This rainy morning makes me want to be in bed all day. 

Tattoo session aka therapy. 10.20.2023

Back to the real world

#SharpObjects

Now I want to buy that earphone already. Lol 

Do you even know when I did hit rock bottom or you just don’t have any fucking idea. 

Amy Adams looks so much like Avril on #SharpObjects. Also this show on HBO is so slow. Feels like I wasted my time watching this. I should think if I should watch the remaining TV show on my list. 

I’ve procrastinated so hard the last 10 days and now I’m paying on the consequences

I almost scratched my tattoo 

I feel productive today but of course that’s ain’t enough yet. 

Change of plans but I’ll take it

Itchy phase of tattoo 

ANOTHER WIN AGAINST ATENEO!!!!! 10.25.2023

Rewatching that last minutes of the game again and again makes me dream of a UAAP day

I’ve been shredding some mini papers and it is satisfying and makes me miss you. 

Errands before leisure today

Then I realized that’s it’s been 4 months. 10.27.2023

Shopping date with my dude!!! Yay! 

I’m so close on having an anxiety attack 

So hard to fix everything you messed up 

Whatever will happen to you, the trauma you caused will never be gone and you will forever be accountable for that. 

Mcdo as my midnight snack that I will surely regret later but hopefully not

The moon is so bright tonight and I can see it from my bed. Hi, Luna. 10.29.2023

FRIENDS is on my continue watch on Netflix because I put it on the background sometimes and today we should at least play one episode. RIP, Matthew Perry. 

After the busy days I have to write this all down

I’m abusing myself by doing everything until I’m dead tired for the day. 

Played 8 episodes of FRIENDS while working tonight

Remembering the place the last time that you were in my dream but there’s nobody in it anymore

Played another maybe 6 episodes of FRIENDS while working tonight 

I think RED by TSwift is one of my favorite before 

Errands on the last day of this month and I’m already disoriented with dates and everything

Just remembered, 11 years ago I started to dye my hair and it never went back to all black ever since. 

How come October is over. 10.31.2023

Book . the time keeper

 

I’m still trying to reach my goal of 10 books this year but it seems like I’m not going to make it but I still have time so we’ll see. 

After reading poem books I always have a hard time on what will I read next and since this is on my list ever since it came out years ago, I decided to finally read this one.

I’m glad it is not boring and there’s a story within it. With me rushing some part I don’t really tend to analyze much but I still get it. 

It took me awhile to finish this but I look forward on reading at night before sleeping. 

This book reminds me of the importance of time that we somehow take for granted

One life decision can really do change everything. 

If you can see the future will you change something so that it will be different in reality? 

Will you change anything in the past because now you don’t like how it is going in your life? 

Do you regret some life decisions before that you wish you should’ve taken the other way around? 

Life, where there’s no pause or rewind only the present moment and the unknown future. 

On Repeat . Shame

On Repeat . Re: This Is Why

UAAP S86 . October 7, 2023

Another game day on a weekend and in Araneta? Why would I dare to miss it. 

One reason why I stop watching most games because, MOA Arena is fucking too far for me but I love watching in there.

This UAAP addiction started in Araneta and that’s why I love it there so much. Also it is easy access to every university for any games. 

Also this game day feels like a jackpot since there were 4 games in a day and only one ticket for all. FEU’s game will be as late since it will the last game of the day, I just plan to pig out inside Araneta while watching at least 3 games. Haha. 

No matter what seat it will be as long as I got patron tickets, we are good. We changed seats every game just because and we got perfect seats when it was FEU’s game already. 

Feels good to see familiar faces. 

As on my schedule this will be the last game that we will watch live for the first round. We’ll see by next month. 

Another day that we didn’t win.