Random . January 2023

 

Started this year with time with family. Yes, even on my rest day and I didn’t even complain much today even it didn’t work out the way as planned. 

Now that my rest day was stolen to me and even it doesn’t make sense to declare January 2nd a holiday, I’m thankful for it now. Lol

2nd day of January and my 1st Amazon order arrived today!!! 

“Sometimes we grow up and left people behind because we outgrew them. Maybe they decided to stay behind because they lost the motivation to move forward”

I’m trying to remember my dream because it feels like there is something important that happened but I can’t. 

I’ll be brave and be out there even it is raining and hope that most people will stay inside right now. Hehe

Why did I felt so drain quickly. Huhu. I want to cry just because I think that I can’t handle everything right now. I need a breather. 

Sometimes when you want to help, you don’t need to explain the why you just got to do it. 

Maybe because this is how I was raised. 

Hello Papa. I miss you. 

Finally a good 10 hours of sleep. 

Its already 8th day of this year, and I’m still writing 2022. 

Today is the day that I should’ve brought my kindle. 

I drank probably 24oz of coke today and I’m regretting it now. 

Waking up to one problem to another. There are possible quick solution but why hitting the same time. Hay. 

How long till I break. 

Currently tired. 

Can’t explain further why I missed it but damn I feel like I’m being a robot and every feeling and emotion the past few months are not valid. Well, people usually doesn’t care about my personal shit so why am I surprised. 

Honestly, it hurts but wtf no one cares anyway. 

Movie date with Gem!!! 

Ate too much today. 

Catching up on my podcasts. 

You can leave me notes on paper or text me but make sure that you can say it as well to me personally. Don’t be too loud in the background when you can’t even address certain issues.

Hakaw date? Hahaha 

Why am I surprised that I pick my Kindle tonight. Haha 

This is the second time that I suddenly felt down instantly. As much as I think I need a break seems like I can’t. 

Certain situations slowly burning me out. 

I totally forgot that it is already 2023. 

Supposedly the 7th. 01.21.2023 

Errands day is a success. #Monday 

A door will never be open if no one shuts a window. 

One reason why I will never forget about your bullshits. Yes, some things are fixed but the after effect is something else. 

Picked up my Kindle tonight. Yay. 

How to avoid sweets? 

When my current strategy won’t work anymore. 

It’s 12:30pm already on a Saturday and as much as I have to do a lot today, I’m also giving myself a break. 

When the work load never ends. I just want to cry. Maybe I deserve this after all. 

Bought my Kindle out today, waiting and errands doesn’t feel like it. Habits. ;) 

Feels like this is one of the shortest entry to date. Sometimes, I just don’t say much anymore 

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