Monday, November 30, 2020

Random . November 2020

 

It’s the time of the year to see familiar faces but I guess we have to skip this year. 


If it is normal season, it’s so good to wear some Dr. Martens. 


I can’t help but swear every time I realize that another month passed. Sht. 


Every time I’m about to check out a footwear, I always end up canceling. I have no where to go even that was 35% off. / ok I gave in to just one pair. 


As much as I really want to go back to reading, I might really have no time for it as real life stresses me so much. 


Should I skip all the planning for the rest of the year? I’m stressed out. 


Why does my ex-best friend checking up on me? #dream


I don’t want to point fingers anymore but sometimes you got to dig up hard to see the root of the problem. One’s clumsiness can lead to a disaster. 


Just hanging by a thread. 


I miss playing with lipsticks. 


Sometimes, I really just don’t care anymore. 


2 done, few more to go. 


There are arguments that there will never be a winner. 


One can’t understand the other. Maybe they will never just going to see your point.


A healthy conversation turns to be a toxic for some. 


Sometimes, you just got to be selfish 


There will always be a healthy arguments but if someone take it too seriously or way too far from the point itself, it will always be the killer. 


When you stop caring for other people, will they even notice? Or they will just say that you don’t care at all, when you stopped because they don’t listen and appreciate?


A private chat will never solve that for me and a facebook thing will never be appealing to me. 


Kids needs socializing as well unfortunately due to this pandemic they are forbidden on that. Though when they had that, somehow they can also be mingling with the wrong crowd. 


Gone are the days that it will surprise us. I wish it will be back soon. Praying. 


Convincing myself that it wasn’t my fault. 


It all went wrong when they force to put the unnecessary characters. 


Typhoon. And we don’t have electricity. 


No electricity then when we decided to check socials, we were shocked 


Ondoy memories are creeping back. 


Trying my very best not to indulge on social media even I’m getting updates from the effect of the typhoon, for now, I will focus on what I need to do for this week. 


Just trying to be reminded what happened earlier. 


I was traumatized by Ondoy that I didn’t left the house for a week and seeing the same situation happened earlier, it's hitting me hard. 


This pandemic and typhoon is giving me so much anxiety. 


I don’t expect anyone to be as OC as I am but how hard it is to be a little organized


I have to decrease my screen time but everything is being updated on socials. 


Just going to catch up on my TV series. 


I can act being drunk even without being actually drunk. 


I have a very specific post that I thought of early this week but then with all the circumstances that happened I think I will not post it anymore. 


With the size of iPhone 12 mini, I hope Android will do the same after that 2 years old s10e


Still waiting for that USB-C iPhone 


Now I’m guilty that I shopped during 11.11


The past few days since the weekend, have been so terrible. I badly need to lessen my screen time starting this week. 


Will this be the time? Hopefully. #2020goal 


Self, please be reminded that there is still a pandemic 


Hoping for an opposite result but it somehow frustrate me so much thinking that I may never gonna achieve this goal ever just because of that 5%


I’m so anxious 


Got my “go signal”. I’ll take the 2 weeks for more improvement 


Today will surely feel like a Monday. #Friday 


“Eligible” is the word. 


That’s too much socials. Time to stop. 


Trying to balance things out but at the end of the day, I asked myself if I’m doing the right thing. 


Happy Fiesta, hometown. 


This is for me and not for anybody else. Call me selfish. Idk


Life can be so frustrating. 


How come we are surviving this year 


When you’re teaching other people a lesson but they are not getting the idea. 


Sometimes I still can’t understand how life works. 


Yup, I don’t use Messenger much. 


This crazy times changes everything, why expect the usual habit? You haven’t informed about the pandemic?


Sorry well not really that I’m not a fan of group chats. 


I still got a lot of questions. 


I can tell you but you will never understand. One word, pandemic. 


I hate the idea of the vision in my head. 


When you wanted to start a new or revamp things up but the pandemic happened. Is it still an acceptable reason these days? I guess, people are really not fan of long process. 


How come i missed that pink sky. 


How can we go through this. Help me not to give up. 


I know it's also my problem but I don’t want to drown myself to that because I learned. For the sake of my own mental health, I chose not to. 


There are few reason why I bake. 


Sometimes, you got to do it by yourself 'coz no one will do it for you. 


Maybe I want to be back in Boracay once again just for a beautiful sunset. 

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