Random . November 2017

Opportunity to write. Let's do this. / fail. Lol

There's too much drama with my friends lately. 

Finally I was able to finish Stranger Things 2.

Don't hate what you don't understand. 

Watching UAAP from home and I realized I'm missing home court so much. 

Geez. I miss watching live basketball. 

You will never know how it works if you're just watching. 

Good job, self. 

Finally. Going out of this town for me-time. It's been super duper over due. 

When hometown really doesn't feel like home anymore. 

In tears while leaving the city. 

Is changing a choice? If yes, I think you can change without leaving people behind why not bring them with you on your journey of changing for the better. 

Everything will be okay, self. First things first. 

As if you ride the mrt. 

At least take good care not feed bullshit. 

I don't want to deal with people today. Can y'all back off for today? 

I like long route. 

I'm trying not to stress with everything but here you are putting more pressure. 

Missing a lot of things but I'm not the complaining type. 

Geez. Just f admit everything. 

You don't need to detached from the past just to look for yourself. 

I have free time to write but my thoughts are so cluttered, I don't know where to start. / will not force myself to write with just this free time that I have. I'll just fix my Tumblr. 

You don't have any idea on how long I can seat here and just wait for my turn. #chronicletrip

4 hours of waiting somehow gone into waste but such down time is okay despite of it all. 

Let's go back to reality. 

When you want to ask questions but seems inappropriate. 

When hometown being busy today, I like it. 

I don't complain but doesn't mean I don't cry. 

I want to chase my dad in dreamland. 

Luna. #21

It's already too much. Just please leave me alone. 

Staying offline because tons of things to do so little time. 

Let's face this stressful day. 

When the universe is reminding me to chill. 

Podcast for a change. 

My brain is shifting so fast. 

Sometimes it's  funny but mostly annoying when they don't know shit. 

On Repeat . Fake Happy (Video)

Fake Happy by Paramore

Can we all just give a round of applause for Zac Farro for a wonderful music video? Yes? OK! 

I can totally relate to this music video the way she dances while on the streets of NY, I do that just when I'm alone.

Some people will say that this is just an ordinary music video but as I know Paramore as well as the Parafam, this is not just an ordinary music video.

The last part of the video, is EVERYTHING. 

I love making you believe
What you get is what you see
But I'm so fake happy
I feel so fake happy
And I bet everybody here
Is just as insincere
We're all so fake happy
And I know fake happy

So I've been doing a good job of makin' 'em think
I'm quite alright, better hope I don't blink
You see it's easy when I'm stomping on a beat
But no one sees me when I crawl back underneath

If I smile with my teeth
Bet you believe me
If I smile with my teeth
I think I believe me

Oh please don't ask me how I've been
Don't make me play pretend
Oh no, oh what's the use
Oh please, I bet everybody here is fake happy too

And if I go out tonight, dress up my fears
You think I look alright with these mascara tears?
See I'm gonna draw up my lipstick wider than my mouth
And if the lights are low they'll never see me frown

If I smile with my teeth
Bet you believe me
If I smile with my teeth
I think I believe me

Oh please don't ask me how I've been
Don't make me play pretend
Oh no, oh oh what's the use?
Oh please, I bet everybody here is fake happy too

I know I said that I was doing good and that I'm happy now
I should've known when things were going good that's when I'd get knocked down

Oh please, just don't ask me how I've been
Don't make me play pretend
Oh no, oh no, oh what's the use?
Oh please, I bet everybody here is fake happy too

Oh please
Oh please

Oh please, I bet everybody here is fake happy too

On Repeat . The Con X: Covers

Tegan and Sara Presents The Con X: Covers

I was looking forward to this when it was first announced since The Con is my favorite album of Tegan and Sara then the artist who will be doing covers are announced too and it was perfect since some of my favorites are covering songs. I do listen to PVRIS, CHVRCHES and of course, Paramore so pretty much I love this already even it wasn't released yet but I was looking forward on how they will put their style on a Tegan and Sara songs.

Upon listening to the album, the whole thing isn't that bad. I sometimes prefer a cover over an original song but this is a balance of all sorts, I like the original and same with the covers. 

This album is refreshing too. 

On Repeat . Nineteen

Nineteen by Tegan and Sara (Hayley Williams of Paramore cover)

I felt you in my legs
Before I even met you
And when I laid beside you
For the first time
I told you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
I was nineteen
(Call me)
I felt you in my life
Before I ever thought to
Feel the need to lay down
Beside you
And tell you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
And now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)
Flew home,
Back to where we met
Stayed inside
I was so upset
Cooked up a plan,
So good except
I was all alone
You were all I had
Love you
You were all mine
Love me
I was yours right
I was yours right
I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)

Stranger Things 2

Anyone not watching Stranger Things?

Just like anyone else I so love the first season then they got renewed for the second season and I did patiently wait for it too!

I wasn't able to binge watch it the day after release because of priorities then real life is happening so I'm pretty much a week late to the hype but I made sure that I made some free time before another busy week and all the intriguing gif are always on my timeline everywhere! Who doesn't want to give some time for it, right?!

SPOILERS .... I might ... trying not to spoil anything ...

 I read on twitter that we should skip the first 6 episodes and go straight to episode 7 but to me some of it make sense maybe not all of it since you should watch episode 7-9 continously. I still like how it was done but I hope some episode gave us more information or they should put 10 episodes!

and why Bob?



by the way, DUSTIN IS SO CUTE .

Mike: Set it on fire.

Dad Steve: THAT'S A NO. pic.twitter.com/NToFmKl4oW

— Stranger Things (@Stranger_Things) November 5, 2017

Look at these sweet sweet Halloween boys. pic.twitter.com/8pYp5KOB3S

— Stranger Things (@Stranger_Things) November 1, 2017

On Repeat . Looking For An Answer

Looking For An Answer by Linkin Park

There's an emptiness tonight
A hole that wasn't there before
And I keep reaching for the light
When I can't find it anymore
There's an emptiness tonight
A hand he held that pulls me down
They say it's gonna be alright
But can't begin to tell me how

And I ask myself out loud
Have I been lost all along
Was there something I could say or something I should not have done
Was I lost all along
Was I looking for an answer when there never really was one
Was I looking for an answer when there never really was one

Is there sunshine where you are
The way there was there when you were here
Cause I'm just sitting in the dark
In disbelief that this is real
Disbelief that this is real

Have I been lost all along
Was there something I could say or something I should not have done
Was I lost all along
Was I looking for an answer when there never really was one
Was I looking for an answer when there never really was one

And I ask myself out loud
Have I been lost all along
Was there something I could say or something I should not have done
Was I lost all along
Was I looking for an answer when there never really was one
Was I looking for an answer when there never really was one

On Repeat . Passionfruit

Passionfruit by Drake (Paramore Cover)

Listen, seeing you got ritualistic
Cleansin' my soul of addiction for now
Cause I'm fallin' apart
Yeah, tension between us just like picket fences
You got issues that I won't mention for now
Cause we're fallin' apart

Passionate from miles away
Passive with the things you say
Passin' up on my old ways
I can't blame you, no, no
Passionate from miles away
Passive with the things you say
Passin' up on my old ways
I can't blame you, no, no

Listen, hard at buildin' trust from a distance
I think we should rule out commitment for now
Cause we're fallin' apart
Leavin', you're just doing that to get even
Don't pick up the pieces, just leave it for now
They keep fallin' apart

Passionate from miles away
Passive with the things you say
Passin' up on my old ways
I can't blame you, no, no
Passionate from miles away
Passive with the things you say
Passin' up on my old ways
I can't blame you, no, no

On Repeat . Finally

Finally by Fergie

Not sure on why this was repeating in my head the other day and I can't figure on where I heard it until I heard it again earlier on my shuffled playlist and I'm a bit surprised that it was Fergie. 

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems

Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to wait
Make so many mistakes

I couldn't comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told
I left it in the cold

Walking through one open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool

Fronting like it didn't matter I just ran away
Put on another face
Was lost in my own space

Found what it's like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give him me
Afraid to just believe

I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I had made

I finally got out of my own way
I've finally started living for today
I finally know I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

Finally, finally

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

Finally, finally, finally