In the middle of the night

The worst thing when you came home and sleep your ass off, you are awake in the middle of the night. I'm telling you its worst than my usual sleeping habit.  

One thing that I love everyday is, I realized new things. It doesn't matter if the realization came from a small or big thing the important  is, you came to that realization and you learn from it, you started to appreciate things that you have thought you will never appreciate.

The downside is and probably the one thing that I'm hating every single day is, the close minded people. I can't change those people and mostly, I really don't care anymore for me, as long as I seize the day I'm happy with it. Slowly, I'm learning not to regret things I still do sometimes. I guess its part of the life. Its also funny and sad at the same time that, we do certain things, sacrifice some thing for other people but they don't appreciate it and maybe when its our funeral, it will be the only time they will appreciate that.

I'm missing my dad so much lately as well as papa and ikong.

~

Every single day, I discover the pros and cons of a specific thing. Its good to know it because there is this reminder in my head in case I feel bad or I'm just hating everything around once in a while.

I still believe in other people and sometimes I really want to help them.

There was this moment when I felt papa by my side tapping me at the back for something I know he's proud. I miss him so much.

Rachel Berry said on the 'Quarterback' episode, "I talk to him a lot, I can still see his face and I can hear his voice so clearly. Do you think that I'll never forget it? Because I'm afraid one day I will". I passed this phase already (I think because sometimes, I still cry) but as we all go along I think its possible that we will forget their voice as well as their presence but not their face because pictures are everywhere.

Life is short. You will never know what will happen. Don't carry baggage that are too heavy most especially if you just need clothes for 2 nights. You will be the one to suffer because no one will be so willing to carry that for you too. Common sense people. Please think before making a move.

"We're always a half a second late and one word short of what we really need" - Finding It | Cora Carmack 

Stories

Each one of us have different stories. Some have daily routines some are on the other side having adventure. I'm on a daily routine and I wonder what if I go to adventure side. Easy to say but maybe if I do save or if I have a ton of money then why not but its not that easy to do. Maybe one reason why most people do daily routines. Sad truth. Adventures are scary sometimes but I know its fun and that is a pretty much full escape while trying to search for yourself or something.

Sometimes I feel so lost even though I know where I am exactly.

Maybe if you don't get what I'm saying, maybe your living fine, and happy.

Sometimes I just want to be on the beach Boracay to be exact so I can watch the beautiful sunset and just to feel free in a couple of days. Maybe not now but one day. It can also be a different place because Boracay has been crowded for the past years but as I'm typing this I'm pretty sure I want to be in Boracay right now or it can be Palawan. One day.

I'm just a little bit lost today. Looking for something new than the daily routine. This will pass after few hours but this is just what I feel right now. Don't judge.

Sometimes, road trip doesn't work anymore. And earlier this day I thought music will not work too but I'm happy it still work, my 'Keep Calm' playlist was very needed and I'm listening to it right now.

I'm refusing to talk to anyone right now but this will be gone in hours. Maybe I just need some alone time though its a little impossible.

~

I finished 'Finding It' by Cora Carmack earlier and probably one major reason why I came up with this post. I want a follow up to the book. And I'm a sucker of breath taking places and travelling from one major city to another just via train! Of course I cried again on how sweet Hunt was, with all the adventure and later the sketch, letter and his stalking skills. I love it. I just think it fell short at the end.

Books make me cry, remembering some thing that I missed or maybe missing in my life or maybe what I wanted in someway or  whatever. But I totally agree with Regina when she said that those novels, they give us hope but just when you finished the book and face reality you will just doubt it. I know we have different stories, I think life is unfair, well it really is sometimes. They said we are the captain of our ship but all we want is a beautiful and memorable stories why there are so fucked up moments when we feel there will be no tomorrow. Why not just we write a nice story and everyone will be happy but ... Life is not like that and there will always be the ups and downs. Man, life is really full of realization and fucked up things. We just have to keep going just to see that light at the end of the tunnel. I'm so jealous at some point with all the beautiful stories that I read and maybe the books that's on my reading list.

I should just watch The Walking Dead then another series or The Voice until this thing pass.

"Running from something didn't mean it stopped chasing you" - Finding It | Cora Carmack

FYI, I'm a Girl . Basics

Last Sept 21st as you can read on my Throwback Thursday we we're defeated by DLSU and we lost the chance to have the twice-to-beat and we we're in danger that the next game will be our last (well, it did) so after the heart break from that game, my latest purchased arrived :).

The basics, I think if you are just starting on putting make up, these are the things you need:

blush, lipstick, mascara and eye liner

Mascara - I'm still on a hunt for a very nice mascara that is affordable since I'm using a F21 mascara and I'm not satisfied with it. I read that Maybelline is nice (next on my list or maybe an Etude one) but I really wanted to try this first and so far good but not so good. So, yup mascara for it really changes the look in your eyes.

Eye Liner - I'm such a loser when it comes to eye liner. When I practice at night its perfect then I'll try it in the morning, epic fail! I'm not good with liquid liner and pencil so I give this gel liner a try and I liked it but I'm still looking for a good brush but I have some good alternative but they dried up after using maybe because its a 'gel' duuuh. There's something magical about eyeliner.

Blush - I wasn't supposed to order this but the NYX Shocking Pink wasn't available so I just tried this. They say its good alternative for contouring, its available so I gave it a try. I'm not saying get a Taupe shade for blush but get a light pink or hot pink or ask the sales lady for what shade is good for your skin or maybe think about it while your in front of a mirror. I use this for contouring and I'm not a blush person but I realized one time that I look like a sick dude without some colors. So get a blush.

Lipstick - my favorite. Do I need to explain this part? I love lipstick it gives me a different vibe everytime. The reason why I did get a round lipstick that is red so I can always have a red and pink on my bag and I want something like Alabama or a Perfect Red shade and I'm happy for getting this (Snow White). 

Yes, you need the basics. Eyeliner is good even without eye shadows and put some mascara. Put some color on your cheeks and most especially on your lips. :)

All products are bought at MAPShop

I think I haven't mentioned that I sold my 3 Soft Matte to my cousin.

New post about my latest purchased soon. :D

"It is always better to be slightly under dressed" - Coco Chanel

Throwback Thursday . UAAP S76

September 21, 2013

As UAAP was being unpredictable before, FEU ended up at number 3 spot and have to face DLSU for the twice-to-beat advantage. FEU was defeated, DLSU got the twice-to-beat advantage. It was a Saturday and since Apples was asking when we will watch again I told my aunt that there was a game and she joined us too. (Photos that I took that day will be on my Organized Tumblr soon) but I want to share this photo from Miggs.

September 25, 2013

After DLSU grab the twice-to-beat advantage FEU faced their do-or-die game. Some of us saw this coming but I'm happy that more students watched this game compared to September 21st. And that was the last game of FEU for this season.

So many things happened, some audience are still the same while some become worst. At one point I don't know why some are flaunting their both hands on air with the middle finger up, common people will say stupid crap on players, some will bash until the end of game, some will let it out by commenting on memes on facebook. Win or lose there will always be like that, some do blame a certain player no matter what happen, that player will be the one to blame and damn it he got the highest individual award! :)

It happened already and we accept the result because as we all know we play fair. I'm also happy that team IN and IAS was complete (Keith, Lhea, Gem and I) we watch games together and that might be the last day for us this season but I'm still super happy that we make memories together, we have our own jokes, do our own analyzation before and after the game, betting on who should be the champion of this season, who will be graduating, who will be the rookie of the year, who are the mythical five this year, talk about the issues, having problems on getting tickets, the waiting game (thank you Keith for being patient with us! Haha and being our photographer when needed :D) and of course we dine together after. I'm also thankful that the games of FEU was fitted on my schedule and sacrificing for that last game was worth it.  Hahaha

We watch basketball for a reason it might be supporting our university or a player or just being away from the outside world for a while, no matter what it is we make memories together and thank you to basketball for putting us together.

I still remember the pre-season, no one is talking about FEU. Some predicted that we will not be able to join the Final 4 but we did, somehow, the RR-Terrence relationship was fixed, Sentcheu improved than his previous years, new coach bring us back again to the final 4, the MRT (Mike, Ryan, Terrence) happened and a lot more. Some people were amazed on how this season turned out for the FEU Tamaraws and we're happy about that.

I would like to thank the players for giving their best this season (do I need to mention everyone??), to the coaching staff, Coach Nash! You did great and we love you as well as your coolness on how you handle things/situations. Thank you to the graduating players, RR and Gryann goodluck on your future careers. Next season, it will be the last year of Terrence..... But for now, there will be PBA D-League.

Congrats to DLSU for winning and kudos to UST. That Game 3 was a true basketball game and having an OT? It was worth the time. I will not bet another team for that game. I wish more games like that next year.

Congrats also to the players who received special awards and to Coach Juno who brought the DLSU to the finals not to mention that Coach Juno was a rookie coach they also changed almost last minute before UAAP season. Animo La Salle!

fan girl moment: KIRK LONG!!!! it was 4th quarter when Kirk and his wife entered the arena and they seated at our back row so who cares if they saw us jumping or whatever but as we saw him one person entered our heads, DONI! for 3 years we are hunting him for a picture and that day was the day. 

TEAM IN and IAS has signed off . 

PBA and UAAP S77?

HAHAHA 

See you!

Rant . Sometimes

Have you been in a situation where you need to do this certain thing even though sometimes your tired of doing it? But still that day ended that you have thought that it will never come? Been there gazillion times and here we are facing another day.

Do you know how something can affect someone big time?

Do you know how thankful I am for the music and for the inspirations over the internet? I am so thankful for those.

Here I am moving my feet and I feel sorry for myself for wasting few months because of something I shouldn't give importance about. Maybe I was just improving the other side of myself. Most of the time, I just really don't care anymore.

I wish it was easy to punch someone's face than feel sorry for ourselves. If that was okay with the world I'm sure I've done that already.  

Have you ever encounter a person who ask you a favor just to save his ass?

Somethings are better be fix through talking, its better than anything.

Choose your move, choices, decisions.

Screw the haters.

♪♬♪ How did we get here. I think I know ♪♬♪ I love this guitar part on Decode ♪♬♪

I really want to get a new tattoo. 5 powerful words that I've learned from posting my rants in here. Hopefully I can really get that this year despite of treating myself with some shopping moment. A perfect birthday gift maybe or maybe I can check their promos.

My almost 3 year old iPod 3rd gen is calling some help from her company and the new versions of iPad are 

perfect. I'm eyeing for the new iPad mini. Hopefully, December or January. Dang this world is unfair sometimes. Haha.

2 concerts are on my list right now. Tegan and Sara on November 25th and The Maine on January 2014. Huhuhu.

I bought something from the US yesterday and hopefully I can get that first week of December.

My other package haven't arrived yet and I'm starting to forget it. :(

My room is really my sanctuary though I don't have internet access in here.

My RT brushes arrived yesterday. Haha. I'm going to blog about it. :D

"Shocking Pink" is on its waaaaay. It will probably arrive today. :D

I discovered some third party courier ... I will probably start shopping from the online store in the states its better than going to the mall. Hehehe but of course, I choose those stuff that isn't available in here. If I'm petite probably I'm shopping dresses in there too but I'm not so accessories, shoes, bags are fine with me. Mostly I'm dying for shoes, I probably don't care having Jeffrey Campbell's Lita anymore though some are putting it on sale but dang if Dr. Martens and TUK are just a click away? Why not! I'm thinking about bags though but I'm choosy when it comes to bag so I'm not sure yet. And I'm trying to fix my Paypal :D

The internet is such a magical thing ever. ;D

Buzz buzz.

this photo is for close minded people around.

"A girl should be two things: who and what she wants" - Coco Chanel

On Repeat . The Quarterback EP

Yes, I cried over an episode and here I am listening to 'The Quarterback EP' for hours!

Sometimes rendition is one of the things I'm waiting for because I love it more than the original but sometimes the original are irreplaceable. I love Glee, I may not watching upto this season but I don't let go of their music. Its a part of me.  

I love this EP maybe because it brings back a lot of memories and sometimes its just what we need to remember. 

you can get it here.

"Have a good line" - Coach Beiste | Glee S05E03

Last Day.

Yesterday, was the last day of the submission for PBA draft that will happen on November 3. Meaning that the graduating players from different universities may fullfil their dream on joining PBA (Philippine Basketball Association), have a good income, playing with or against their idols and to play what they really love, basketball.

Out of the blue, I checked twitter (I do this a lot but its was different than usual...) just to read news happening around then there was this tweet saying that Terrence Romeo will pass an application and then I freaked out as well as my friends as I broke the news.

As a Tamaraw and as a Terrence Bill fan, I was heart broken, I want to cry, I want to ask WHY, possible scenarios pop up on my head, and there was the broken promises.

At first it was unacceptable but at the end, we just have to accept and mostly respect his decision. An article said that if he will stay in the collegiate division, there's a possibilities that he will enter the PBA by 2015 since next year, PBA draft will be back to its original month which is August (why was it November this year???? D: ) and UAAP is on-going by then so graduating players will not be able to join it and they can join by 2015 and that's the case of Terrence Romeo as well as LA Revilla who I assume I read right that he was the last applicant for the draft.

Hours passed by and sources said that Terrence Romeo still have until 5PM then by 3PM, someone confirmed that he passed an application 5min ago. I was broken by the news and I just can't imagine UAAP without him next season but I'm happy that we watched several games this season not knowing that this will also be the last season that we will see Terrence playing for FEU.    

Then there was the partial list with 75 names listed and seriously, my mood changes as I saw the name of Christopher 'Ping' Exciminiano. Yahoooo!!! I'm happy for Ping and I also read good comments on how he improved since he left the FEU team and even we didn't watched PBA D-League for months, I saw article/s that he really improved by scoring 20+ points on a game? Wow. I wish we knew him before season 74, such a good guy.

We do not know what was Terrence huge reason to left the collegiate division but all we can do is respect him, his decision whatever it was.

I asked Gem if it is possible if you weren't pick then just go back to the collegiate but I think I don't need an answer to that. He is Terrence Bill Romeo, UAAP S76 MVP, a scorer, a baller, scored 83 freaking points in his high school career, got a Rookie Award when he entered the collegiate division, scored 30+ points in 3 games and a consistent 20+ points in most games. Terrence Bill Romeo.

I still want to see him play for FEU for his final year and also to experience a championship and bring that championship back to Morayta in his college journey but.....

I know Mike, Carl, Belo, Pogoy, Achie, etc are still there, Russel Escoto will be back, we have a bunch of guys from FEU Fern who I believe are tough since I watched when they won that championship last year, we still have Coach Nash (the coolest coach ever)... We still believe.

Terrence Bill Romeo,

I hope that you don't regret this decision, I know that no matter what happen you will be picked ASAP.

Thank you for bringing some noise to the UAAP. Maturity will come in your way and I was hoping that you will gain that in UAAP but you have decided and hopefully you can handle situation in a way that it should be handled.

Gem wished that you will be team mates with RR and Ping so our tickets will not be so expensive. HAHAHA.

Wishing you all the best and PBA is way more different than UAAP so be a good boy.

Maturity, attitude and pass the ball if needed.

If you want to consult us don't be shy to contact me and we will give you advice from our very honest opinion from a different point of view and a little bit outside the box. HAHA (no joke we're serious)

We will miss you and thank you bro!

7th Degree of Confusion

I honestly don't know what I wanted to do these past days.

So confuse...

I want to drive away and take photos

I want to go shopping

So confuse with what my 3rd tattoo will be

I just want to have some movie/series marathon

I need to retouch my hair soon

Is 24 hours enough for a day? There's so many thing I want to do and I think 24 hours is not enough and then here's the 'but' that make us doubt some things that we want or need.

I'm hating some things.

Why does life so unfair some time or should I say most of the time?

I want to travel and see new places and take photos

Why do I feel so suffocated?

Why do I feel incomplete?

I think I need some strangers in my life right now

Do I overthink things?

Whatever.

Nothing has changed

The Quarterback

Is it cheesy to cry over an episode of a TV Show? I cried who knows how many times while reading a book or watching a TV episode, remembering those people who have been to my life, remembering the good and bad times, missing certain people, most especially, knowing that you will never spend time with them again. I've been there most of the time, stuck in the previous events..

Glee S05E03 ...... 

Brings a lot of those emotions you need to remember once in a while. Remember that you don't need to be hard on everybody and also to yourself; that life is short; that you need to maximize things out; that you should spend time with family and friends (unlike this) You don't want to regret that; appreciate and enjoy the little things; appreciate the people who believe in you, who don't let you down, who trust you; be thankful for people who helped you, to the people who thinks first before judging you, to the people who appreciate you, who see the little things before the big one.

More of those realization if you have watched Glee since the beginning then the S05E03 and more tears. I stopped watching Glee when its on the 3rd season but I still read updates about the show, and I got sad too when Cory died. I feel like I was growing up with them while watching the 1st season of Glee, I know they helped me in some ways then that real-life-incident happened. I read that he will be back in the 5th season of Glee but his spirit was back on this episode... remembering him.

I really love the whole episode, reminds me of why I did watch it and at the same time why did I stopped. Makes me sad that Quinn and Britanny weren't there. Each break down was heart breaking knowing that those tears are real and it wasn't acting anymore. I never saw the opening like that, that there will be a parent scene.. His mom....That moment when Puck cried, the anger bursting out on Santana, and I cried harder when Rachel appeared *sobbing* when she said her little speech and most especially when she sang her heart out.... Also the scripts, maybe written by the writers or their own adlib but its wasn't just about Finn its more on life lessons. Somehow about regret, its a reminder to us that do it better than regretting on not trying or not doing. 

As everybody knows that Cory died was unexpected, yes it has something to do with drugs but despite of those things, he was a person, he was an actor who inspired a lot of teenager through Glee, his relationship with Lea... It feels like we all know him at a certain point and that's makes us sad.

Some may not be watching Glee right now but on the years to come and they will start from the the 1st season and I know when they get to see this episode, they will still cry bucket of tears.

Maybe for some, we look so crazy for crying over an episode because you will never feel that connection if didn't watched Glee or you just don't care but I highly recommend this just to realize some things in life. I think at some point in life we need that dose of reality.

Maybe when I can deal with not getting teary eyed while watching this I can write down some of their script or just search on the magical world of the interwebz.

Leaving a show for some personal issue is better than leaving even the reality completely.

Flashback Friday . Camera

Since I'm falling in love with photography every single day (unfortunately, no time to shoot once in a while.....)

Do you remember the questions in your head: if it was captured after you pressed the shutter button? If it is clear (does anybody care if a photo was blurred or not before?), nervous that your group picture was not so good, and lastly, what if you ran out of films?

If you once used a film camera before this world turned to digital, you probably know what I'm talking about.

As everyone is upgrading to digital, most especially the DSLR, some are going back to what our parents or what we didn't experienced around. Lomo cameras are very in right now as well as polaroid, the instax mini and somehow, the film cameras.

I always wanted to try lomo cameras but there's only one effect on each camera like the fish eye, it doesn't do anything more than giving the picture a fish eye effect. That makes it unique but I'm not into it full time but I want one. Sadly, my mom owned a Minolta SLR (I forgot the model) with 2 lenses. I really wanted to use it but I might spend a ton if it will be fixed, I'll just buy a lens for my DSLR rather that getting it fixed and the battery of that camera isn't even double or triple A! Its the round battery that watches have and that's a little expensive... And I'm thinking of getting an instax mini (but I don't need it....)

hopefully, this guys will still work but I highly doubt the Taz and Bugs for some reason but I found something like this and its Hello Kitty and I can tell its better than this

One or two of my friends before have a polaroid camera. I hope she still have it or maybe not and hopefully, I can turn my room upside down to see our photo from that polaroid camera. As I was opening some drawers that are not used to be open in this room, I found this Jollibee disposable camera and I'm keeping it for years now and I don't know if this really works because there's no battery slot,  just for the film, no on/off button too! Last Sept. 10, Nikka ask me to go to Mega to meet hey boy Jesse and since we haven't got to spend time together for who knows how long, I agreed and mom asked me to buy some things and I decided to buy film/s.

I just really want to try film camera again, with the thrill of what's in it or what was the result and a physical copy of the pictures again.

Before I bought my own camera, I did make sure that I will get first a laptop where can I stored the pictures and after a year or two I bought my digital camera (Sony TX5) and after two years I bought my DLSR (Canon 600D). Sure we can save if we just use digital camera so we can also choose what are the pictures we want to be printed or not because we can make those pictures a wallpaper on our cellphones, tablets and computers but as I've been following Sam Desantis (who took amazing and gorgeous photos), some band members, dudes, artist, and even ordinary people, I got inspired with how they uses a disposable camera or a lomo camera.

Of course, there's nothing wrong with using digital, we can save from not printing out thousand of photos from a certain trip but there is this thrill on using a film. Old school or not, its my choice to try it once again and I can't wait! Naaaah but no trip coming so soon.... :/ 

I already put films on the Canon and on the Hello Kitty!! I'm excited for the results but I still have 20 shots left :D 

Be inspired. Don't steal. - AEivrynRV

Rant . Requirement

(typed couple of weeks ago) 

I can't sleep yet and its past 2 in the morning of a Sunday. Reason of why I'm staying late is, we ate in a buffet and I'm still damn full and I can't sleep with this kind of situation so I'm just typing this for my blog.

This is a total rant. I'm not against other people, I'm just against on what is the effect of having internet 24/7, tablets and updating your social networking sites ASAP.

Let's admit I'm addicted to the internet as well as everyone else. I do check multiple sites like blogs, vlogs, Tumblr, Buzznet, Facebook, Twitter, App Store, news website, name it, but mostly all you just need is twitter to be updated on everything. As freak as I am, I don't update ASAP like, I don't tweet a lot, for example,  when I watch basketball live because I can't manage my anxiety and requirement of updating together, I don't upload pics ASAP on facebook or twitter unless its for fun, I'm not a big fan of 4squared because (this is one effect of watching series) people will know where you at the moment, yes sometimes other people will see it then you will end up hanging out together but there's also a bad side of that like when someone stalks you. I don't update facebook ASAP because it can wait.

Maybe that's why people hates me and my picture taking habit because they will wait for days, weeks or maybe a month before I upload and I don't upload everything right away. Sometimes, I need to put watermark because I'm afraid that people will steal my photos. Yeah I know its cheezy but that's how I roll. Deal with it. And I have some more things to do than updating the freaking facebook! And I have this blog to run as well as my Organized Tumblr. I read it somewhere and I can't remember the exact words but it goes like this "facebook is a place where you need to flaunt everything you have" from accessories, gadgets, shoes, make up, latest hangout with friends, places you visit, food your eating or ate, a gift, and maybe on what are you watching right now or you may tweet and post on your facebook that you are reading this right now.   

People, facebook does not  require you to update with your daily life ASAP.

Tablets and some high end phones are replacing the digital cameras!! :( to be honest, I don't like taking picture on a tablet or on a phone because, they are not HQ yes there are phones that are super HQ but still they don't satisfy me. Though I'm not against on taking selfies from a mobile phone or from an iPad but its different when we are talking about the real cameras. Well, people are just super lazy than I am on taking time to transfer photos, put watermark, and upload. And the most important thing is I need to back up files, there are people when they uploaded it already on facebook they will delete it already. And I was like 'WHaaaaaaat???' Facebook is facebook, internet is still internet and they crash sometimes.

That's why when I took something from the phone of my mom, I make sure that I'll send it to me via email or viber or facebook so I will have my own copy. I'm not saying that be like me but I'm seeing the uncertain things I don't want to see or know. I know its not important to everyone but its very important to me. 

The worst thing is, this happen mostly when you are with your friends. I was supposed to type "spending time with..." but duuh does it looks like your spending time with your friends when all you do is update your stupid social networking sites? 1 or 2 pics for instagram is okay but updating it like you don't want your company is different.

I lost special people already so I know how important spending time with family and friends. I don't want to waste it and regret again. Well, if you think different then I have nothing to do about it.

Go ahead, think about it. - AEivrynRV

On Repeat . Let Me Go

Let Me Go by Avril Lavigne feat. Chad Kroeger

This was released this week and the first time I read the title it definitely reminds me of Avril's first album, 'Let Go' (2002). Most of the time, I don't listen to song previews unless needed or I really want to and if it was released ahead from the full length album. the reason why I don't listen to preview is, I can't freaking wait to hear the whole song/album after listening to the previews most especially if I really love the artist. I do listen to previews if I want to hear what kind of genre a specific band/artist is.

Going back to the song, this is a total love song. Who says rock stars don't write love songs? (people will react for sure on my 'rock star' part. lol)

So technically, she is addressing this song to Chad Kroeger, her husband after having a divorce with Deryck Whibley.

I love this song! Reminds me of some personal issue that I have for a couple of years now but the message is exactly I keep in mind and seems like this song just told me that I'm doing the right thing. Sort of like an assurance for love issue and hopefully, I can sing the last part.

I can't wait for the self title album!

You might want to check ---> Fall In Love with Avril Lavigne :)

So boys and girls, don't let go of some thing / some one that is worth keeping :)

I'm breaking free from these memories

Gotta let it go, just let it go

I've said goodbye

Set it all on fire

Gotta let it go, just let it go

They're BACK!!!!!!

My favorite series are back! Well, no The Walking Dead yet but it will be on October 14th. NCIS, Bones, Criminal Minds, The Mindy Project and New Girl are baaaack!!!!! I'm so freaking happy but at the same time nervous and sad. I'm happy because they're back, I'm nervous because who knows what will happen on the new season and sad because at one point Ziva (Cote) is leaving NCIS and who knows what are the twist of the new season and Sweets (JF Daley) is leaving Bones??? 

Well, I'm not sure if its for good or he will just have some break but I hope not. Some people hates him and I don't get why, I've read an article about it and read the comments full of hatred on Sweets but dang one commentator I couldn't agree more said that "the biggest twist on Bones was when they need to remove Zack's character" I love Zack but he left the show though he still is the 'King of the Lab' don't get me wrong I love Hodgins too and no one will replace Zack-Hodgins relationship even Hodgins-Angela can't beat that. Aaaaahhh! There will be a wedding on this season and I can't wait for that and of course what will happen to Pelant.

Ziva is leaving.. After 8 or 9 years she is leaving..... The character will not die so hopefully she will just leave for a couple of episode but...... I mean just like JJ of Criminal Minds (Aj Cook) did when she gave birth she left for one season. Honestly, when Kate died on Season 2 or 3 (?) Its hard to move on because its always hard to accept new character but Ziva did a great job and we loved her after a couple of episode and now she is leaving most likely the next episode is the 'Farewell Ziva'  ... This is heart breaking :(

Criminal Minds is kicking lives on their pilot episode!  I never saw that ending coming and I can't wait for the next episode too! (Here we are again on the cliff hanger endings and one week waiting....). I read that this season will reveal on what happened when JJ was gone for one season because apparently she was transferred/hired on another government department. One more thing about this was, the un-sub for the pilot episode is the suspect from NCIS S10E23. Haha. I find it cute okay. As well as when I started to watch The Mindy Project and I saw Harper Dearing (from NCIS) was a doctor on the pilot episode of TMP. :D 

Doctor L is baaaaack too! Or should I say B-I-G L? Haha! The first 2 episode of The Mindy Project is hilarious! What can we say James Franco was the guest! *drooling*. 

Nick and Jess at some point is very annoying but I still love them and I still wonder what's the feeling of having 3 guys as your roommates. Crazy right? Well as long as you'll have Schmidt it will be. Haha! 

Aaaah this will be a good new season for my favorite series and I can't wait for what's in store for us. 

Happy, sad or nervous

 let's do this.