Book . People We Meet on Vacation

 

I don’t expect anything on my next book to read I just don’t want it to be boring.

I chose this book because I’m craving for a vacation. 

I read the description on Goodreads and I thought it will be about girl best friends trip so I didn’t read the rest of it. Lol

I don’t want to trigger my emotions so when I was on the first part of it I thought I’m going to regret this. Luckily, I enjoyed it and I don’t regret it now. 

I’m a sucker of best friends falling in love so I enjoyed this. 

Gave it 4 stars in Goodreads. 

Easy read and you will flip the pages non-stop. 

On Repeat . Never Felt So Alone

 

On Repeat . Over

 

Random . April 2023

 

Not sure why I find dentist therapeutic. Hehe 

This latest season of You is boring maybe not until the last few episodes. 

Finally, Potato Corner. 

I don’t collect anything these days but feels like just surviving is already so expensive. 

Its raining. 

Sabotage!! Lol

A newborn in the neighborhood. 04.05.2023

Well, you got to change things up from now on. 

Mr. Brian’s video made me cry. 04.07.2023

I can’t finish a movie these days. I’m just so tired. 

Some people experience it and some people haven’t. If you haven’t experience it just be considerate when people tell you that it hurt so bad. It was a major operation and it is not a simple wound that will heal overnight. 

Who will tell her? 

When it comes to other things I’m at the bottom of your list but if it comes to a specific, I’m at the top. Fyi, that’s fucking unfair. 

It’s hard to start from scratch but we got to make it work

Maybe I’m the sacrifice

I thought I’m okay browsing socials again but maybe not yet 

When you become a rebel but then the consequences comes back at you and you have no way out. 

My mind is either elsewhere or just overthinking the reason why I can’t sleep  

I knew there’s something about Aprill 11. In 2017, you sent me cupcake and I got it as a tattoo in 2018. #21 04.11.2023

Before saying life lessons out loud, always say it to yourself first. Practice what you preach. 

Started reading my next book and after 2 chapters I’m questioning my decision about this book, we’ll see. 

Menstrual cramps all night. 

We always have a comment about something and to someone just please look at yourself first. It’s better to say nothing than say it all out and hurt somebody. 

What is the right recipe for this thing? I keep on messing it up and I just want to do the right thing. 

Uncontrollable life events. Hello, anxiety. 

Raining again. Is summer over now? 

I’m missing you a little extra lately. #21

Are we too sentimental that we need to have so much holidays. 

Welcome back to reality and to my little bubble of anxiety. 

Fuck fuck fuck. 

I want to member at a gym just so I can use a treadmill but it’s too expensive. 

Days that seems you can’t fucked up but you did. 

You can’t make mistake or the world will blame you with everything. 

Please kindly trust the process

Some people will trust you, no questions ask but there will be people who will question that and I think there’s no much easy explanation to that. 

A very weird dream. 

Wearing the shirt of my dad 2 days in a row just to bring me some comfort 

I feel numb all over again

There are so many distraction but at the end of the day, you go back to reality which doesn’t change a single thing, it’s just a little escape.

I immediately wanted to go back to dreamland just to see you there

I’m maybe having an anxiety attack that I need to move or talk to somebody. I also want to hide right now or go somewhere far. 

#TheNightAgent is fun with all this chasing but I’m not sure if I will like the ending of this show // well, all good. 

I can’t have a bad day for sure. 

Craving some fast food that I will regret later. 

Maybe because there’s a satisfaction on staying. 

I think there’s still a solution but it will take a while and for sure will make a commotion. 

Maybe I’m avoiding to regret if I will not stay

How I wish my laptop is 100% functioning but it’s not. 

No choice but to get out even it’s freaking hot outside. 04.20.2023

Maybe I need a tight hug. 

I keep going back to dreamland but you’re not there 

Yoga today for my heart. // that was a good workout

Even I think that I can’t handle all the emotions right now, I decided to watch the last season of #ThisIsUs

I hope people will be so appreciative. 

Missing the simplicity of this life. 

… and now the witness

Maybe I have a selective amnesia 

Finally was able to face my own shit. 

I always tie my hair these days. 

Finally, pancake 

I’m so OC with my phone case 

That should be your wake up call but if you change nothing then you don’t know what are the real priorities in your life. 

He’s really such a distraction and my stress reliever but then my reality hits me. 

A somewhat relief aka a quick meeting anywhere

And then there’s my anxiety. 

So tired and sleepy but I’m not finish for today yet. 

Two days long. Time to continue watching #ThisIsUs

First time to receive a ruined pizza via Grab. Huhu and that is our share for family dinner. 

Pizza again today because cravings and now I hate pizza. Lol

So freaking hot. 

On Repeat . People That I Love Leave

 

Random . March 2023

 

Here we go again with regrets #21

Will we ever get cheaper flights for this year’s travel. 

Flu and cold season. I don’t want to catch that bug

I keep on forgetting little things thankful for a photographic memory. Haha

We label ourselves best friends for a reason. Lol #17

Weird dreams, always. 

Change of plans I guess we will never have a rest for this weekend. 

I think there will be a lot of recalling of events for this ted talk. 

I may cry but I shouldn’t. 

Is Christmas one of the saddest season in a year?

Simple joys. 

Really not lucky with any raffles. 

Read 10% on my current book tonight 

There are things in life that we have to work on so we can earn it. These days, nothing is almost free. 

For me to know? What if I don’t want to know since I already know too much. 

Alexa was accurate today with the weather. First rain this month. 

Hanging out with Nikka today. Yay. 

I was supposed to be attend the Simple Plan show tonight but yeah whatever. 03.10.2023

Played your “After Party” playlist all night and this might be the start if radio isn’t available. 

“I remember how she makes me feel, I just don’t completely remember her. It’s like I’m trying to preserve something that’s already gone.” - Ted / How I Met Your Mother 

“Nothing good happens after 2am” - How I Met Your Mother

Hello stressor, I don’t miss you. 

This happens when you ruin my schedule. 

Decided to do errands early so I can finish before I take my lunch but seems that afternoon might be quicker than right now. // I was wrong. 

Unintentional IF. 

I miss having random conversations with you. 

Will I be able to still do it for another month? 

When you are trying to fix something and it feels impossible to happen.

Anxiety level 10000. 

“the only thing that can heal a broken heart is time” - How I Met Your Mother 

Is everything fixable? 

Done with my 2nd book for this year! Yay! 

You can’t always YOLO if you have too much responsibilities. 

One more. 

Weird dreams as always but it was dream land where I’m with you despite of the happenings. 

People and their so called “priorities”. 

This summer heat makes my eyes dry. Huhu. Remind me to bring my drops everywhere. 

Errands for today is almost done. 

You will see how responsible a person is with the simple things. 

Scandal marathon until I finish the series. 

Shaved the undercut and dyed my hair red. 

100th episode of Scandal. 

Really not a fan of hearsay. 

Last week of the month! 

Summer heat. 

Yep, this is why I keep my hair bleached so I can dye it anytime. 

Hello, hometown. 

Answered prayer? Hmm

“We’re all good people when someone gives us a chance to be” - Eli Pope #Scandal 

Missing friends lately. 

Lazy week 

Finishing Scandal tonight

How come it is the last day of this month 

Good to finally know you are trying. 

I’m still craving for Yabu after all these months. 

Connecting the dots which I can be right or wrong 

Book . The Mountain Is You

At first this book was good and I was reading the reminders or affirmation that I badly need on certain days. 

Sometimes it feels like this is your friend who tells stories again and again. Redundancy which at some point you will never notice but reading it loud will make you aware.  

Feels like some sentences are tongue twister and not as meaningful as it should be. I have to read some sentence again and again just to get the point and it also jump from one topic to another quickly. 

While I was updating my reading progress on Goodreads, I decided to read reviews and all along I was not alone experiencing such. 

I should’ve not read this after Atomic Habits, this kind of book is the reason why I do hiatus on reading so I’ll read something exciting next. 

I still learn some things from this book but you can also read those inspirational quotes anywhere.