Talking

 

Maybe there’s nothing to say

Or there’s too much

That you don’t know where to start

Makes me miss you

You talking too much without a break

08.05.2019

Memories

 

A simple hangout is okay

Watching movie, series or just Youtube

Long drive sounds cool

While listening to your playlist

Out of town trip might be great

Being amazed with the sky

To watch sunset or maybe sunrise too

Simple things will do

No need to think of a complicated one

08.05.2019

Random . February 2021

 

When people post a reminder like they don’t apply it on a daily basis

Cold weather! I hope this is the weather all year round even it is sunny 

Let’s start to save and be minimalist from now on. 

Kids and their social media status

As much as I already wanted to travel, I think I should wait for 2 or 3 more years before doing it. I just don’t want to risk it 

Hello. We are still on the process of fixing the damage you’ve done while you chillin’. 

Such a baby. 

If I can make a way living in this small town then for sure you can do more while you live in the city

I was almost running out of music to listen then Hayley dropped Flowers for Vases. Thank you!

Some people really doesn’t even know how to be discreet

Hi. Hello. Bye. Haha! Nice to see you too, M! 02.05.2021

Prepared hundred of cookies hopefully it will turned out good because I used a different ingredient. 

Experiment gone wrong!!! Haha

Something’s are just taken for granted. You miss it now? I bet not. 

Incorporating your reminders should be on everything that you do and not just on a particular event. 

Thankful for the weekend. 

When the one selling at the store doesn’t know how to open a sealed Apple product!!! I’m triggered! Haha

Maybe I was too excited for such 

My OCness on food doesn’t understand by others. Lol in this time most especially, you should be careful. 

Some people forgot their OCness when this virus started to spread and now they just go back to normal. Being careless is the last thing to think of. 

I somehow learned to shut up. 

I want to write but I can’t do it without the proper emotions that I needed. I have words but I don’t have the direction on where it is going. 

I’m missing sitting on a busy food court with all of my own thoughts while observing the busyness around. 

Killer instinct wins most of the time. 

People are complaining about their eyes and glasses and I’m just here done with my lasik. I hope everyone will be eligible and is open with the idea because it was really life changing. 

It’s a smoke that can be smelled by people even from afar

People always complain but if you throw back the situation to them they will go silent. 

I have nothing about K-drama but the way other people make it consume their life is alarming. Hello there are still other things you need to prioritize. 

Should I be thankful that I’m over with putting all my time on TV shows? I still binge watch but I can multitask. 

Avoiding some close door talks just because I don’t want to make issues. 

It is a different thing, yes but generally it’s still the same but different angle. 

If only you knew and if I can only tell you. I bet you will still not understand

It still amazed me that I don’t need to depend on glasses anymore. I can f see!!! 

Is it possible for artist to go on world tour soon? :( 

Did you really call or it was a dream? #21

It feels like Saturday already but it is still Friday and it is holiday

Finally a free day after a busy one. 

Good thing I don’t have to go out today. Happy Valentine’s Day. 

Thank you for reminding me how toxic social media is. 

Maybe it is easy to say it out loud now because it was over. 

Somehow I wish that they will understand that. It was a lot to process to be honest. One way of saying that you don’t have any idea how stressful it was for us when you are just sitting and watching and maybe waiting too. 

I was hesitant to have free day today but I needed that even it comes means I have to deal with traffic but that’s alright. 

What was that message from dad? :( #dream

This is one of those nights that you don’t need to know the level of stress I’m experiencing. If you think I don’t care, think again. 02.18.2021

So motivated to fix things up but still some things says “NO”. 

When you wanted to escape but we all have to stay. 

Crying while waiting for toni. 

It was so weird to remember that you are in my dream. Why!!! #best 02.18.2021

One more day that you don't need to know that I’m having a hard time being out and about. 02.18.2021

Sometimes I want to sleep more just to know what was the dream is all about. 

Thank you for some turn of events

I wonder if you are still interested in my story. 

I miss lining up for these things. I just hope that this will be a success for today. / Update: It was a semi-success but at least there are things that was accomplished. Also, thank you for some nice people and thankful for seeing familiar faces. 

Even without the pandemic, I already practice being socially distant to people. Lol #introvert. 

For some people it is really okay to humiliate themselves in front of their so-called friends. 

Bye. I’ll binge watch. 

I wish it is still easy to book a trip for the weekend. 

Why am I not surprised. 

Sometimes, I just know. 

I was just done with season 1 of #Lucifer 

It will be March again all over again and are we ready to reminisce what really happened last year ? 

Easter 2019

1 year later, you send me your own sketch

2 years later, I have it on my skin permanently

Exactly 4 months today, on Easter Sunday

Effortlessly you were able to add a color to it

Without you knowing

Thank you for my baby cupcake

04.18.2019

 

On Repeat . Flowers for Vases / descansos

When I’m already running out of albums to listen even that was impossible to me, Hayley Williams once again save us from this crazy world. 

2nd album for her solo career. Yes! Who would have thought. 

I’m a sucker for sad songs that it was not a surprise that I love this album. You can relate to some or not but sometimes you can definitely apply it to your own situations. There is also a love and hate relationship if you can relate to a song 100% or not. Sometimes it’s fun to listen even you can’t relate but this woman will always be relevant to me no matter what. I just know even she doesn’t know about me. 

I love this whole album to be honest. I can’t pick a favorite but there are some notable lines. 

When Hayley Williams saves us once again in this uncertain time of life. 

Thank you and congratulation on this Hayley and hopefully this will never be the last from you. :)

ps: been listening to this album since it was released 

6 minutes

Trying to squeeze in everything 

In a call that I don’t know how long 

Telling you that “I miss you”

And ending it with “take care”

You’re still busy out there

Not knowing on when will be the next

But thankful you called

04.16.2019

On Repeat . My Limb

 My Limb by Hayley Williams

If you gotta amputate
Don't give me the tourniquet
You wish that I would run away
Sever what isn't working
But I let my body bleed out
Lean into my left side
If your part of me is gone now
Do I wanna survive?

My limb, my limb, my limb, my limb
My limb, my limb, my limb, my limb (Don't let go)
My limb, my limb, my limb, my limb (Let go)
My limb, my limb, my limb, my limb

Funny, out the two of us
You always were the gentle one
Shy little rabbit
Teething on a shotgun
I guess we were collateral damage
Kissing in the crossfire
Limpin' over dead leaves
I wish that they would cover me

My limb, my limb, my limb, my limb (Don't let go)
My limb, my limb, my limb, my limb (Let go)
My limb, my limb, my limb, my limb (Don't let go)
My limb, my limb, my limb, my limb (Don't let go)

Don't, don't let go my limb
Don't, don't let go my limb (Don't let go)

My limb, my limb, my limb, my limb (Don't, don't let go my limb)
My limb, my limb, my limb, my limb (Don't, don't let go my limb)
My limb, my limb, my limb, my limb (Don't, don't let go my limb)
My limb, my limb, my limb, my limb my limb (Don't, don't let go my limb)
(Don't let go my)
(Don't let go)
(Don't let go my)

On Repeat . The Fight is Over (Acoustic)

 The Fight is Over (Acoustic) by Gab Alipe

When the fighting is over

'Cause our mouths have just run dry

As our feelings get colder

There's nothing to hold us now

Gave all this time just to be let down

Can you explain to me?

What has become of us?

With words released

We can never take them back

Not even pleading can save us, no

I know you'll meet someone better

But would still think of me

If he can't hold you like I did

Would you run back to me?

Yes I know this pain shall pass

Gave all this time still we couldn't last

Explain to me

What has become of us?

With words released

We can never take them back

For all that we're worth now

Not even pleading can save us

How did we end this way?

Our promises thrown away

All the years we built, broken up

See it crashing down

I have to say

Though alone in this crazy sea of faces

It's still your face I wanna know

Explain to me

What has become of us?

With words released

We can never take them back

For all that we're worth now

Not even pleading can save us

Can't save us now

The fighting is over

The fighting is over

The fighting is over

The fighting is over now