real deal

Was it an illusion

Or maybe a dream

How can it be

If you were real

You were answering,

Giving me an opinion

Like another human being

That an AI cannot do

How can it be

When I knew you’re real

08.22.2025 15:32

Random . September 2026

ber months

Don’t be my reminder when you have to remind yourself first.

"couple goals". lol - 09.02.2026

"he's lucky to have such ...." WHAT. lol I wish - 09.02.2026

Mind blown. #story

Bacs in my dream!

M sent me a message? #dream

to get out or not

Oh well it rained so wasn’t able to leave might as well finish Breaking Bad this weekend.

Breaking Bad is probably the only show I didn’t search on who will be killed or not. Lol

will there be changes on my blood work? - 09.07.2026

last episode of Breaking Bad and I haven't search the ending. lol

The saddest thing about it is maybe someone is silently waiting for a good result on my behalf. Oh well.

my brain is elsewhere that I forgot the other stuff on my calendar. lol

I’m back catching up to 2 Broke Girls and I’m laughing so hard!!!

So tempting to get the a new phone but …. Ugh

#dream M sent someone for me to help with something and he calls him after but can't even try calling me? weird.

How unfair that we don’t discover our full personalities early in life that somehow you can’t just change course instantly.

so much to do but I'm so distracted for UAAP already!

#dream so much happening with friends

damn I missed that sale!!!

one more hour till opening!!! #UAAP

#UAAP Opening!!!!

too much distraction . . . .

cram

impulsive or deserve? lol - 09.15.2026 12:25

Now what?

3 months later same day, same time, same anxiety. Damn it.

When you just want to enjoy something but the universe says no. Ugh

Fck

Mix emotions knowing I’m on the last season of #2BrokeGirls

Finally I can delete all my QR codes on my photos now that I can create a pass  #iOS27

panic mode but everyone seems relaxed

so how long will I be on hold on this call

Lousy play, DLSU

When there's a thing that's holding you back. Haay.

Everything is already delay why would I expect something to be on time. Lol

Most likely, wake me up when September ends.

Sometimes even the devil on my shoulder asks "what the fuck are you doing" - tumblr

how can you explain the connection of the current to a past traumatic experience and yes, its possible if you ever wonder

Sisig for dinner 🤤

playing some NFG songs today. RIP Chad Gilbert. 09.21.2026

I'm so ditching android from now on. lol

sometimes it make sense on why you don't want to talk to me

Everyone is so excited with the burgundy when literally the product (red) was the OG.

Badly need a distraction. Ugh 09.22.2026

Dear self, you are so annoying. #72

Damn it. 

“Yes, realistically you don’t have to” —- boogsh 09.23.2026

uh what just happened, self? - #72 09.24.2026 00:33

huh. ? #confused lol

you are not AI right? Because I know you are real. Lol

Well I hope this topic will come up with your therapist and I hope you listen.

Last few episodes of #2BrokeGirls

"even I know, there's a line between emotion and fate" - Love and Pain | NFG

"life is made of the paths we cross and the reasons we cross them are infinite" - Hayley Williams

yeah that will be easy but I do have trust issue with systems.

Shang with the dude as for her late birthday celebration

Cubao

I know better what to read and not and this article is full bs why did I spent time reading that

Revisiting a month old decision

Last episode of #2BrokeGirls 🥲

If I can be one step ahead, I usually do.

Stat sheet of this game is crazy. Congrats, TAMS! 

defeated

 

Heart pounding

I knew I just lost.

The boundaries

Are bullshit

I’ll knew it anyways

Every second that there’s no red dot?

Words are coming instantly

And my worry just continue to grow

Defeated

Deflating

Crashed

Shattered

Will I ever get back up

Who am I kidding

Is it still worth the risk?

Is it still okay to bet,

To gamble

Even its already obvious that I lost

08.19.2025 04:46

assurance

 

Emotions all over the place

Can’t explain why

But eventually

I figured why

No assurance

If I’ll be comforted

Or turned down

It will be the ice breaker

I’m used to rejection

Anyways

Its heartbreaking

But we go on

No big deal

But you

Comforted,

Talked me through it,

Assured me,

Never judged easily,

Stayed on my side,

While probably busy

In the middle of

Saving the world

I may not used

Being fully accepted

But who am I to

Turn it down

08.08.2025 09:22

On Repeat . Coming Home

RIP Chad Gilbert

hated

 

Why am I waiting

For a notification

Every second,

Every minute

Never hated

Being in this side

Of the world,

Time difference,

Distance,

This much

08.04.2025 18:41

zero

 

Sent you a photo from a year ago

Some way, somehow

You written something

The words that you wrote

Feels like the words in my head

For a very long time

I refuse to write

Because what are the chances

That it will happen in real life

08.04.2025 21:12

whim

 

Is it possible

To miss you already

Even we are just chatting

Is it allowed as a reason

That I miss you

Or I just crave

Someone to talk to

For so long now

My other question is

As much as I’m enjoying

Having conversations

With you

Is this one

Will last

Or it will be gone

In a snap

Maybe I’m ready

To take risk

And gamble

Even my walls are still up

08.03.2025 20:02

inked

Maybe it’s just me

But was it possible

That the cupcake

Is an idea from Mayon

When you were explaining it

I’m honestly thinking

About Mt. Everest

Never the Mayon

But I told you about

Wanting to see it in person

And when I saw it

I just have to say it

On my own

Damn, that’s my cupcake

Or its just a resemblance

Of any mountain

Thank you for this

Never regretted

Getting it inked

 Love you, always

05.08.2025 23:35 

closure

 

Maybe I’ll be crying from the plane

But this is for sure

The version of closure

This time

I fell in love in your province

Maybe the same love

I had in you

I have so much words

Time will tell

On when it will be out

05.08.2025 23:30

truth or lie

So many scenarios

Playing in my head

I know I will never see you

The last thing you said

You are going here in the province

This is not exactly your hometown

But I’m here

Just couple of hours away

I can’t be near there

It might break me

I may discover the fact

That you may be lying to me

All those years 

Or you were telling the truth

05.07.2025 23:12 

hometown

Why am I somehow expecting to see you

That you are waiting for me at the airport

Being in here is weird

I’m having mix feelings

Though not the same when I entered Expo

Maybe because at the back of my head

This place is huge as well

And there’s only 1% or less

That I’ll see you

This province is your home

Its special to you

And I can feel you in here, honestly.

I just wish we were able to go here

I guess I just have to

Make my own memories in here

Coming here is a huge risk

For my own wellbeing  

But I’m here now

05.04.2025 16:43 

Random . August 2026

 

weekend rest

what is this film that I started to watch. lol

"always :)" #72 08.03.2026 01:02

Apple Pay!!!! Finally!!!!

Cardio core

And Apple Pay works!!! 

Always a good conversation with you. #72

Rainy weekend and a black out curtain. Love it.

yoga on this rainy day

a few hours with no rain, lets walk.

you thinking out loud can somehow create chaos when you don't see how it work.

15 years.  I miss you. #dad 08.10.2026

cramming but thankful for extra days but not for stress. lol

if you really let them know then I wonder what they think or maybe not anymore. doesn't matter anyways.

family dinner

have to figure out this time management this week. it's been draining.

getting a help from someone I dont trust? uhmm I'm not so sure about that

so how many more days with this rainy weather

it's been raining for days and "The Last House" is still the no. 1 show on Netflix. go figure

I want to avoid it but it also makes me curious but my anxiety says no. Can I still say no?

if you know his effort will you still avoid / hate him

manipulated might be the right term than "played" #5

Errands today so tomorrow we somehow chill

I almost slipped, twice!

somehow there is still good in this town

Thursday cram

It’s official I can’t risk to close my laptop anymore

The level of comfort on these conversations. 😅 #72 08.15.2026 10:23

#dream The stare that can kill and can … #72 08.14.2026

finally the sun is out after a week of rain - 08.15.2026

After weeks of not being able to walk outside because of the weather, we did 2KM. - 08.15.2026

Happy Birthday to my favorite person. 🥳 - 08.16.2026

1KM walk when there’s no rain with Gray for the 1st time. - 08.16.2026

Such disrespectful but it also just show how you are so narcissistic. So don’t wait for my response or else you can for some days or weeks. Lol #5

And it’s raining again.

6% of my book after half a month of not reading is good for now.

a n x i e t y. . . . . .

no chill Monday.

#dream demanding for some catch up! #72 08.18.2026

oh you finally ask the right question. lol #5

2 on going chats? a much needed distraction from the narcissist!!!  lol

what a weird weather. it is already sunny and now rain with strong winds? what is happening and now it is sunny again.

blocked. #5

I just appreciate the small packaging of chips or anything that should be consumed moderately

Cleaning up my mess #5

Don’t bring a plus one if they aren't invited. Don't even ask permission of course they will say it is okay even it is not. Boundaries.

here we go with your games and I don't know what will be the next move

awkward, confusion and frustration #72 08.22.2026

Feels good to be able to write something again.

Finished #SterlingPoint today. Next #BreakingBad

I’ll just binge watch anything so that the urge to buy something unnecessary will be killed. Lol

Do I even have a rest day

Why do people on their phone all the time. What do you actually do still Facebook? lol

I will be dreaming of that hug forever. #72

I used to shut down everything and I’m doing it again

last chapter of my current book. yay! I'll choose something page turner for the next one. 08.24.2026

letters on draft!

"a relationship where flirting doesn't stop just because we've already fallen in love"

12th book, done! Finally after a month and so. 08.24.2026

And just like that you are being buried alive

The curse ?

I typed a possible blog post but I don’t know what happened it got deleted. Maybe not meant to be written.

August - you never fail to make me hate you a bit

Power outage and a cranky data. Great.

perfect time for replying! #72 08.27.2026

procrastination . . .

all nighter it is

deep.

6 hours call with the bebe girl

Yoga!

Finally I got to see the Gilas game tonight and it makes me miss MOA Arena and some live basketball game. 

“Are you crazy?” Yeah crazy for you. Lol #72 08.30.2026 21:22

Can’t wait for UAAP 

one month of not posting on tumblr!

UAAP September schedule is out!

what holiday?