Tonight

Its raining tonight

And I’m missing you so much these days 

I try to imagine life events with you 

For me to fall asleep

But I just keep awake mostly 

I don’t want to imagine it anymore

I don’t want to be hopeful 

That there’s still chance for us 

I just don’t want to hurt myself anymore 

I don’t want to assume anymore

Its been years of hoping

And I’m tired of waiting

Waiting for the perfect time

The perfect moment 

Maybe it doesn’t happen

Because it wasn’t suppose to happen

Maybe its time for me to accept that 

There’s really no chance

Maybe our story really hit the end of it 

I’m in denial and avoiding this for awhile 

Even with so much tears

And with another heartbreak

Maybe its time to accept 

That this is over. 

04.13.2023 02:56