Random . August 2023

Inner thighs still sore from Sunday’s workout 

Hehe do you really want me to tell it out? 

How can you easily tell people that you just see what you see even you don’t intend to witness such thing. Coincidence, maybe. 

Thank you for self control. 

Aggressively asking now because why not. 

Don’t ask why I’m so lazy all week. 

This is why it is very impossible to make a side line 

HK made me not to be scared of the sun anymore. Haha 

You are such a noise pollution. All you do is rant. 

Sorry traumatized self, I failed you tonight. 08.03.2023

A much needed uninterrupted 20 minute yoga after a shitty night. 08.04.2023 

I have to decide now what would be my next book to read. Also a new show to binge. 

Finally weekend. 

A little more time in bed. Yay for weekend. 

Am I still considered lazy knowing that I woke up during lunch time but did a 20 minutes leg work out. Lol 

Errands on a Saturday 

My weird cravings continue until I have whatever I’m craving 

Haven’t watched much movies lately. 

Torturing myself by never ending doom scrolling. 

I keep on window shopping online. Why self. 

Busy day for errands. Hello, Monday. 

Seeing crocs everywhere makes me realize that maybe I don’t like it. Lol

I’m keeping myself offline tonight. 08.09.2023

I’m having a hard time to get out of bed today. 08.10.2023

12 years and it still wrecked me inside. 08.10.2023

Of course on all days today my PC stopped working and probably my hard drive died. 12 years of existing. 08.10.2023 

Certain days that you will really remember vividly. - 08.10.2023 

Still on my chill day. Hello, Friday. 08.11.2023 

I’m not sure why I’m not panicking knowing that my hard drive will not be revived. Why did I also not back up my files anytime this year on the extra one. Smh 

So many thoughts but I don’t have an extra minute to type it. 

The universe is distracting me so much and I have no choice. 

Timehop - it’s been a year since my first concert for years and it was Billie’s. 08.13

So stressed these days.

Me not going out is a sign of how stressed I am. 

One thing at a time. 

I’m seeing too much familiar faces and I still somehow unsure if it’s the right person in my head. Haha. 

The cycle of life. 08.15.2023

Done with busy day but it ain’t over yet. 

Impossible reason you think I’ll believe you. 

fuck you for triggering my anxiety. I just want to cry but as if you will accept that reason because my own personal shit shouldn’t be an excuse. 

Funeral makes me have mix feelings about everything. 

Eating at a buffet feels weird now and the food aren’t that good anymore too. 

Hong Kong trip was already a month ago and I haven’t fix my blog post about it. 

It’s hard to say something about someone when all he shown you was not shareable for everyone or when you didn’t have much interaction with them. 

Errands on a Monday. 

We were never treated fairly and that wouldn’t be change anymore. 

Too much for staying at your comfort zone on such occasion. 

The transition doesn’t make sense to me. 

That’s what you get when you plan it by yourself 

Impromptu dinner 

We may cry and laugh at the same time with different reasons 

Missing you a little extra today. #21 

How am I losing weight? Unintentional intermittent fasting, stressed and I’m still a little heartbroken. 

How come Hong Kong trip was a month ago already. 

If you are just there for your own attention then I’ll rather do things on my own. 

You don’t use your sad card to everyone and to everything just so people will give you sympathy. 

Impromptu Starbucks hangout 

Woke up raining and I just want to be in bed all day. 

Finally done with Hong Kong blogs will just re-check it an probably publish it by next month already since I think I will not be having extra time the next days. I’m just happy that I’m done with it. 

Will not sacrifice my rest day for another mall trip most especially if it will be crazy on a Sunday. 

Just found a good angle to take it and why just now, self. 

Uninterrupted 30 minutes of yoga. 

Today’s main agenda scares me because I might do it wrong. #work 

I think you are the one who is left behind with all the latest. 

You are not the first and the only one obviously who lost a loved one. You are not the only one who is allowed to mourn and be sad. 

Why is it expensive to have some peace of mind. 

Why does everything cost a lot that even breathing feels like expensive these days. 

Class suspended on the last day of this month. 

Finally done with busy days that I can have a rest but also tomorrow is another busy day and a new month.