Tuesday, December 15, 2015

On Repeat . Stone Cold

Stone Cold by Demi Lovato 



Stone cold, stone cold
You see me standing, but I'm dying on the floor
Stone cold, stone cold
Maybe if I don't cry, I won't feel anymore

Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand, I'll take the pain
Give me the truth, me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her, I'm happy for you

Hmmmm

Stone cold, stone cold
You're dancing with her, while I'm staring at my phone
Stone cold, stone cold
I was your amber, but now she's your shade of gold

Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand, I'll take the pain
Give me the truth, me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her, I'm happy for you

Don't wanna be stone cold, stone
I wish I could mend this but here's my goodbye
Oh, I'm happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand
If happy is her, If happy is her
I'm happy for you


Saturday, December 12, 2015

A Day In The City


As much as I'm saving, I do choose when to get out of this town and when I do, I'm gone for the whole day.

I'm proud to say that I influenced another person to Dr. Martens and it was Gem! Yehey!

Dr. Martens posted that they will be having a Flash Sale at the Traffic branch in Trinoma on 13, 14 and 15 and Gem was waiting for this day because she really want a pair of 1460. Though she really wants the Cherry Red but she was heart broken when she found out that the classic are not included on the sale.

To top everything, my sister decided to left me that morning that I need to commute that early and it was a miserable experience. I love jeepney ride but not in the morning plus the traffic on a Saturday, it was horrible.

So my travel that morning to get to Trinoma was Jeepney from hometown to LRT Santolan to Cubao then transfer to MRT Cubao to North Ave. Good thing, Gem gave me already a beep card that can be used on every train so far on this country. So convenient. So good to know how to commute but mantraaaaa. Haha

We met around 11:30am where she was riding the train that I got into when it was in Cubao. Hehe. I went inside Trinoma already but she thought that I was still inside the train station so apparently she was waiting for me there. Haha.

Anyway, the last time I was in Trinoma was when I watched Twenty One Pilots last July and I already saw the store that time but since she's so excited I already asked where it is and we already headed that way.

The sale of Dr. Martens was not that bad but hopefully there will be more style soon. I'm still eyeing that Jadon.

We ate at Tokyo Tokyo for lunch. Then we headed back to MRT because we will go to the other end of the train which is Taft. It was my first time to ride the MRT from North to Taft before it was just for Cubao to Trinoma.

We are all aware of the problem of the MRT since it's always in the news and upon our train trip from North to Taft, I can't imagine if we encounter a problem most especially when it was a weekday where people need to be at the office or school at the certain time. Tsk

When we arrived on the other end of the train, Gem told me earlier that she will go to the salon for a hot oil treatment and I'm good with that because it's still early to be at MOA Arena for the 4pm game and I'm hating that I'll be watching the game live, ALONE. And I was nervous for that game and I had no one to talk to or to hold on when it's crucial time.

We didn't win that day.

Gem was in Benilde because it was Deaf Festival and that was the last day and she needs to be there. Keith have a duty and Lhea was in Palawan. I should've ask some people to come with me but if it's basketball it should be Brobabes because other people will never understand my beliefs or my observation during the game. I chose to be alone even I need to hold on to someone most especially on the last minute of the game and I need someone to comfort me after. I'm being childish and that's why I need Brobabes.

After that Gem offered to have dinner but she can't leave early from there and I need to get out of MOA since it will be super hard to escape that place because of APEC, traffic and it's a weekend.

I roam around for a while and I bought something for myself. It's hard to be defeated because I sometimes end up buying something for myself. Then the next day, I was thinking what to do with the bag that I bought. Great

I hop in to a bus to get to the Taft Station of MRT and realization kicks in. Too much information.
I'm typing this two weeks later and I'm not sure with the things that I realized that moment but one thing is for sure, the world is moving and I'm part of it.

When we got problems on our comfort zone sometimes the best way is go out there be part of the larger community where no one knows you, no special treatment and no one to depend on because you are on your own.

While you spend your day out there, you will see the different side where most of the time you're not part of it but it does exist. There is a life outside the box and you have to experience it once in a while to appreciate life. Some people may not go back to the comfort zone but if you need to go back, you will be charged and with the experience for a certain day for sure you will be thankful for some things that you are taking for granted.

I got to the MRT and from Taft I decided to take my usual route in Cubao than in Shaw/Ortigas because it's easier to have a ride to my hometown from there than to line up at Mega and I had enough to make myself realize some things and I'm back on appreciating my life and reality itself.

That was the first time that I totally commute from home to MOA and back

Friday, December 11, 2015

On Repeat . Cool For The Summer

Cool For The Summer by Demi Lovato


Tell me what you want
What you like
It's okay
I'mma little curious too
Tell me if it's wrong
If it's right
I don't care
I can keep a secret, can you?

Got my mind on your body
And your body on my mind
Got a taste for the cherry
I just need to take a bite
Don't tell your mother
Kiss one another
Die for each other
We're cool for the summer
(Ha)

Ooh, Ooh
Take me down into your paradise
Don't be scared cause I'm your body type
Just something that we wanna try
Cause you and I
We're cool for the summer

Tell me if I won
If I did
What's my prize?
I just wanna play with you, too
Even if they judge
Fuck it all
Do the time
I just wanna have some fun with you

Got my mind on your body
And your body on my mind
Got a taste for the cherry
I just need to take a bite
Don't tell your mother
Kiss one another
Die for each other
We're cool for the summer
(Ha)

Ooh, Ooh
Take me down into your paradise
Don't be scared cause I'm your body type
Just something that we wanna try
Cause you and I
We're cool for the summer
(Ha)
We're cool for the summer
We're cool for the summer

Shhhh...don't tell your mother
Got my mind on your body
And your body on my mind
Got a taste for the cherry
I just need to take a bite
Take me down into your paradise
Don't be scared cause I'm your body type
Just something that we wanna try
Cause you and I
We're cool for the summer

(Take me down) We're cool for the summer
(Don't be scared) Cause I'm your body type
Just something that we wanna try
Cause you and I
We're cool for the summer
(Ha)
Ooh
We're cool for the summer

Monday, November 30, 2015

Random . November 2015


I'm doubting myself again. Great. It's going to be an amazing month.
Thankful for that message.
Some people said that I gained weight and I'm not offended after all. I'm just like "oh the stress-eating is working". Lol.
Boundaries. Strangers. 11.02.15
I want to type something but I'm tired.
I'm not terrified with it because I know I shouldn't and most especially I haven't done anything wrong.
Facts. You should know about it. Well, you don't know how to listen why would I expect you to know about stating facts.
I think they are getting used to my "shutdowns".
Shhhh.
Ortigas ....
Happy Birthday, Daddy! I miss you.
Such a super hot day.
Despite of the result of every game, the best thing at the end of the day is there will always a memory to treasure with friends. Love you guys!
PLEASE NOT TODAY. /// THANK YOU. (though, I know the next days will be different). Whatever.
I'm not good on giving a speech most especially if I'm not prepared. Haha. I just realized some good message after.
You can choose what you want to believe in but one thing for sure, you weren't there.
I love it!
When you leave it's going to be different and difficult.
It's not on who to agree with but it's how to make right choices.
I can handle traffic just not in the morning.
I just added a few numbers on why I'm not a morning person.
I was left behind and then my iPod died when I'm just about to leave and the morning traffic and I don't know what else but hopefully there will be an awesome turn around later.
What a day. Though it's not over yet. Still hoping for that turn of events.
People don't want this certain table in a restaurant because of the aircon but that's the way I like it.
I bought something yesterday because the result of the game makes me sad now, I don't like it anymore. Ugh I hate impromptu shopping.
Will never apologize for enjoying life.
Too much familiar faces in one place.
The perks of knowing how to commute. #mantraaaaaa. Lol
What. A. Game. We are back in the UAAP Finals.
I can't stop smiling because of the game yesterday. :D
I got my d back and the convos! Haha
So it will be the battle of 1st and 2nd.
Sleepy but ugggh.
So what is J? You're being so funny right now.
One more win.
My hair gained a fan. Haha. So strange but feels good.
One day at a time.
I hope Resurrection: Ascension can resurrect me from being so sleepy. Haha.
I'm looking for justice. Some people are just going to watch this game because your school is on the Finals. Dang. We've been supporting them since elimination and I'm still lining up for this. Tsss. And the 1:1 ticket selling is fucking hilariousWhy do people do it? They want everyone to line up? Why don't try 1:2.
Another defeat. Please, we learned our lesson together make a change this time. One last push.
Happy Birthday to the coolest coach ever! :) #TamsLoveCoachNash
This journey to get a UAAP FINALS tickets is so insane. I never get problems during eliminations and now everyone is showing up like mushrooms. Any justice for us who supports this team since day 1 of this season?


Friday, November 27, 2015

FIRST TIME

Gem, Aiv and Kit | 11.07.15


The reason why I used this as my profile picture on Facebook even I'm against on using a group picture because I don't want any friends or family to be jealous on why they're not the one that I'm with or why I don't use a picture with them ... but this is special and to be honest, I'm picky on what to use as my profile picture.

It will be one of our favorite picture in the history of our friendship. 

We didn't win that day so we decided to eat at Don Day and when we're almost done, Keith just put out his phone and said "Picture tayo" (Let's take a picture). He always complain because we love taking pictures but this day was different.

Gem and I looked at each other and we had happy tears.

After watching basketball games together for 4 years, that was our first photo on his phone. Haha.

Ps. Sorry for the upper b tickets. We just need to experience where it all started. Haha. We will be back on the lower area.

Pps. I hate you guys because you let me watch a super heart attack/heart breaking game against NU, ALONE.

Haha. Love you Brobabes and I can't wait for us to be complete. 



Saturday, November 21, 2015

On Repeat . Persistent (Acoustic)

Persistent (Acoustic) by New Found Glory


We both dreamed a white fence
Would wrap our front yard
How my arms have held you all these years
Now I wake in the morning
And roll to find you
Damn you, sunshine and the shadows you make

[Chorus]
If you don’t love me anymore
If you don’t love, you don’t love me anymore
I’m gonna go out knowing I tried. Persistent
If you don’t want me anymore
If you don’t want, you don’t want me anymore
Persistent so I know I tried
I did my best now I must survive and keep
Pushing on

I had a daughter as tall as I am
In my sleep I see the craziest things
Over her shoulder I saw you smiling
Now I don’t want to wake up and it fades

[Chorus]

When I’d swim in the ocean
I’d miss your skin
So fair the summer would burn it
When I’d hike up a mountain
I’d miss your smile
You’d love the view from the top of it
I would be reminded every day
I would be reminded every day of my shame

[Chorus] x2

Thursday, November 19, 2015

On Repeat . Vicious Love

Vicious Love by New Found Glory feat. Hayley Williams



If you’ve ever been in love
Or ever hope to be in love
Here’s a story you’ll love with all your heart


Couples on their backs in the park
Lay on blankets bought
On a date the day before
A routine I’ve been longing for
I can’t help but to glance
From the corner of my resentful eyes
I guess it’s all perspective but
It’s you I never get enough
We’re always far apart

[Chorus:]
We’ve got a vicious love
We mix our tears with blood
No clock will stop for us
It ticks by
We fight as hard as we love
We’ve got a vicious love

When I go out alone
And see them sharing meals
Like Lady and the Tramp
Hate their loving eyes
Wishing it was you and I
Add tip to my receipt
Fold it up behind a picture of us
I guess it’s all perspective but
Together though we rarely touch
Hard not to fall apart

[Chorus]

I could have given up a thousand times
In the past that was so easy
When the thought came to my mind
There was no convincing me
Plant my feet to face it all
Side by side or a phone call
Living in tension with you
Still feels better
Better than I’ve ever known

[Chorus]



Friday, November 13, 2015

On Repeat . Best Years Of Our Lives

Best Years Of Our Lives - Evan Taubenfeld feat. Avril Lavigne

just because ...... 

Live Version: Toronto | Winnipeg

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... [3x]

We had the best years of our lives,
But you and I would never be the same,
September took me by surprise,
And I was left to watch the seasons change.

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... [3x]

It's been so quiet since you're gone,
And everyday feels more like a year,
Sometimes I wish I could move on,
The memories would all just disappear.

So many things I should've,
Said when I had the chance,
So many times we took it all for granted.

[CHORUS]
I'd never thought this could ever end,
I'd never thought I'd lose my bestfriend,
Everything is different now,
Can we stop the world from turning?

I'd never thought I'd have to let you go,
I'd Never thought I'd ever feel this low,
I Wish I could go back,
And we'd stop the world from turning.

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... [2x]

Looking back on better days,
When we were young, we thought we knew so much.
And now it seems so far away,
I'm wondering If I was good enough.

So many things I should've,
Said when I had the chance,
So many times we took it all for granted.

[CHORUS]
I'd never thought we would ever end,
I'd never thought I'd lose my bestfriend,
Everything is different now,
Can we stop the world from turning?

I'd never thought I'd have to let you go,
I'd Never thought I'd ever feel this low,
I Wish I could go back,
And we'd stop the world from turning.

Gone are all the days,
When we swore we'd never break,
And now I'm left here alone.

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... [3x]
Oh oh ooo..

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo...
I'd never thought this would ever end,
Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo...
I'd never thought I'd lose my bestfriend,
Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo...
Everything is different now,
Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo...
Can we stop the world from turning?

[CHORUS]
I'd never thought this could ever end,
I'd never thought I'd lose my bestfriend,
Everything is different now,
Can we stop the world from turning?

I'd never thought I'd have to let you go,
I'd Never thought I'd ever feel this low,
I Wish I could go back,
And we'd stop the world from turning.

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... [2x]
Oh oh oo ooo.