Insomnia . The Dawn of March

We all have different roles in life.

We are destined to be in a situation that we might not like but we're there to realize some things.

Some of us are born lucky while some need to suffer.

I heard once that there should be one different out of ten people so this world will be balance. We are all unique.   

Everything is just a challenge on how we will handle it and hopefully, we will not be defeated by those challenges. We have to be strong for our own self and for our love ones.

What if I go back on writing on a diary instead of ranting on my blog but what if no one will find it? What if someone will hide or burn it? It will be lost forever but not with my blog. It will be here in the magical world of the internet.

So many realization when you're listening to the radio at 3 in the morning.

There will always be a bright light at the end of the tunnel.

You just have to sacrifice a little while ignoring the extra variable.

As much as I love being in the city or at least the lights at night I somehow miss being away from the busy place. I just want to be at my hometown. 02.28.14

Well, I think its good to be bad sometimes at least you're seeing the truth rather than lies. 03.01.14

Talking of comparing? I bet they'll never try. 03.01.14

Truth rather than lies and pretending. 03.01.14

Building lights will always be one of my favorite. -03.01.14

Its hard to keep going when you're not seeing the light at the end.-03.03.14

Its hard to fight with 'giving up' and 'getting angry' -03.03.14

How to handle head ache, heart ache and body pain at the same time?

But you have to keep going to see that light. -03.03.14

Things we do for US TV series. :D -03.03.14

Open your eyes, every truth lies in front of you. - 03.07.14

Still have that effect to me but it is refreshing. - 03.22.14

Insomnia . The End of February

You will never be him but I'm not saying that you're not a good person. I respect you but we will never agree on everything.

Sometimes its good to hear the bad side. Some people will see the good and bad side of you while the others will see you as a 'good' one without the 'bad' side. I assume that they're not seeing the real you.

Beware of yourself.

Comparing is a bad idea and I know it.

If I encounter situations where I am being compared to someone furrfect. I just think of times when I was on your side doing this and that then I'll tell myself if I'm not there on that moment, will they'll be willing to do that? If I'm going to drop it who will do it?

Rewards are unnecessary if you are willing to do it for free but if you will be given something because of what you did then you deserve that reward. Self satisfaction is better than material things.

Don't be too controlling!

Maybe that's the way it has to be.

Maybe not yet.

Not everything will apply on every situation.

I have personal issues.

Sometimes I can't find the right words so I just let the tears go.

Just one of those days when you wanted to feel the pain of a needle instead of feeling so broken inside and out.

   

Insomnia . Dreamland

He was there staring. Am I the one who wanted that 'talk' or him? I can feel his invisible hug.

Maybe somethings are just meant to happen in dreamland

What if dreams are real?

I'm always lost in dreamland 

But now, I can't even remember