December 1 - ONE YEAR AFTER LASIK.
ASIDE FROM REMEMBERING MY LASIK LAST YEAR. WTF ITS DECEMBER FIRST!
My favorite and now becoming my most hateful month. Huhu. Birth month and the stressful one as well. Help me survive this last month. THE LAST FUCKING MONTH OF 2021.
I’m not a grandma’s girl but Mama was in my dream and I almost cry when I hugged her. I miss you, Mama. It’s been 3 years.
One year post operation check up.
I needed this one day off even it’s Thursday. Hehe
Good to be out just like before even with mask. Hopefully there will be no another surge as we are all getting out more now.
Then I just remembered all the things that I should be doing but totally forgot because I was out. It was good reminder why I usually get out before even a little bit late just to stay in Cubao for few hours.
Blah blah blah. Last time I checked that was voluntary. Risking at your own.
Church. 12.05.2021
Huhu. I’m having hard time to sweat these days.
I’m back with tea time since we are hitting 24-25 degrees. Yay. I can’t remember the last time being this cold during December.
“We give what we have to show that we care” - The Boy Who Called Christmas
Finally. Fixed the customization of ring tone on iPhone. Haha
Busy days.
I started to read Mindy Kaling‘s first book and I’m hearing her voice saying all these words and I miss The Mindy Project.
When all my day dream crash instantly.
Cry baby. 12.09.2021
I was planning to watch HIMYM but the it will be removed from Netflix the end of the year. Sad. Good thing I did watch Prison Break early this year since it will be gone in there soon as well as some other good series.
7 months of working out. 12.09.2021
#MoneyHeist.
Undecided.
Where to rant with my frustrations right now.
Ok maybe I’m done for today and that just took less than an 1 hour.
I will feel less guilty now since I was right after all.
At least there was a good news today.
Timbit’s craving - satisfied. Thank you, sissy.
Life rants with thousand of words and I can’t reread all of those.
Takes a lot of courage to be firm while a lot is affected. Not sure if I will regret.
Will I ever get that chance? Will we ever?
“Motherhood is a mental illness” - The Hustlers
No 12.12 purchase. That’s a win.
Have you ever been so numb that you just stare on whatever. #21
#MoneyHeist is the current distraction.
Productive Monday. Got to keep moving until this year ends.
This line is longer than the usual and keeps on getting longer. I’m scared and a little bit anxious but I hope I get a lower number. #Wednesday
Yehey for lower number.
Got home before lunch.
I’m so tired with all the bs around.
Don’t expect me to be nice if I haven’t eaten yet and no proper sleep.
Why am I surprised with this kind of parenting. How can you do that. #21
Finally an uninterrupted work out.
Blocked. #21 12.17.2021
I usually don’t have answers to everything. Can’t predict what will be the next thing to be thrown on my face.
That domino effect.
NCIS Rule 91: when you walk away, don’t look back.
Emotionally exhausted. 12.17.2021
Bye socials except twitter. I’ll be off most of the time until who knows.
Reminding myself to be kind and nice by not talking as much as I can. Its just been too much for me lately and you don’t need to know that but just going to inform you in case you care a little. 12.17.2021
I just want to survive this year.
Very crucial and busy last few days of the year. What is holiday season?
This year shouldn’t end without me being inked. Last minute thinking on what represents this year to me.
9 hours of sleep. Just what I needed.
From #MoneyHeist to #DesignatedSurvivor
Some don’t really believe in VP Leni. This current event just prove what are the capabilities of VP which hopefully will be seen by the people who are still doubting her. She doesn’t do this for publicity because she’s been doing it for years, to be in the ground rather than being just up there doing some aerial inspection. People need to talk to people not just to look at them from afar.
And that’s how I usually walk out. Lol. Good morning. Anxious but it’s still a shorter line today. #Wednesday
Got home early and was able to finally have some Jollibee breakfast. Hehe. Been craving for weeks now. Thanks food panda!
Good to know that people are still giving whether it’s just a small thing. All we need in this life is appreciation.
Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.
Why is everything being against all odds. This is so frustrating. I might cry.
I need a Christmas miracle. :(
Is it acceptable to be tired for giving so much away. :(
There was so much grudge on my side that I still have until now. Ten years after. #mantra
That one person who makes me question a lot about myself that until the end I feel that all the effort was unappreciated.
This is my favorite month but I think I’m not allowed to personally enjoy and love it anymore.
It also takes a lot of courage to walk in these hallways lately
Always a business as usual.
Oh you don’t want to hear what I can say.
Appreciate.
I somehow forgot that I prioritize my eyes than any material things.
Scheduled my 2021 tattoo!
And just like that it’s December 24th
Is it unfortunate that the holidays fall on a weekend this year?
Spent the first hour of Christmas by fixing my Tumblr.
Merry Christmas! 12.25.2021
There are certain things that we envy from other people.
Couple of tattoo ideas are from different situations.
Badly missing the convenience of having a laptop.
Gonna date mela tonight just so I don’t get too emotional welcoming my birthday.
Year end are usually emotional for me and it rained tonight.
You know I’ll lie if I don’t say specific most especially on dates. Only applicable to personal stuff
Happy Birthday, self.
My apps are down on 1 minute usage for I don’t know how long.
Thankful for an uninterrupted morning. 12.27.2021
Nowhere to go and before I go back being busy for the next few days, might as well finish #DesignatedSurvivor . Its not every year I get a free day during the 27th.
Ending my birthday with an anxiety or panic attack. Huhu. Why
That dream with you. I miss you. #21
I can’t think straight for solutions if I was caught in the act of solving one. I’m relieve that at some point everything got some solutions even it was a temporary one. Back on track.
Everything went ok so its tattoo time. 12.29.2021
After a busy day with unexpected turn of events and a 5 hours of tattoo, I’m tired. Finally in bed at 4:41am of December 30th. Good thing today is a holiday.
I sill have a few thing need to be done before family time on the last day of the year.
2 weeks. #21
Last day of 2021. Who would’ve thought.
Last day of the year and people are still being inconsiderate. Hello. Holiday season isn’t a surprise to everyone why make it a reason for your unpreparedness.
I’m somehow not in a mood right now so I’m patiently waiting for a buzzer beater plot twist or can 2022 be more nicer to us all. This year as well as 2020 are too exhausting.
