Random . May 2021

 

Last year, I badly miss traveling overseas. This year, I just miss being out without worrying too much. 

Cry fest. I will not judge you on that but I hope you learned. 

Sometimes it’s good to be lost at sea of people or just being in a crowd. 

In over a year of the world doing online meeting. I’m finally attending to one. Lol

Missing the feeling of being underwater 

On the most important part, you slept. Great. Lol 

One reason why you don’t depend on computer all along. Appreciate the classic way. 

What a busy day 

Seen people who just let it go. For sure you will too. 

Be careful on the things you say out loud

Happy Birthday Papa! I miss you so much. 

Missing the simple life before. 

I want to watch a movie because of the beach but I also don’t want to watch it because of it. I miss beach life. :( 

Taken for granted 05.11.2021

Crashing all my daydream again

Stress eat so that I will not cry. 

When they are furious but they don’t know the real struggle 

Everything is so frustrating

If you think it is just as easy as 123 then I tell you that it is not. Given the previous situation that we’ve all been. Just asking for a little more understanding. 

Too mush anxiety. 05.12.2021

Don’t pass your frustration to me. You said you’ve been planning then you should have an A-Z plan not just A & B. 

Sometimes it will never be enough for them. 05.13.2021

Maybe that’s why I was so angry in my dream. I’m so angry at you that I even shouted at you.

Was any of it was true? / Was any of it even real? #21 05.14.2021

I miss watching people. 05.15.2021

People and their personal issues 

I’ve been working out for a week. Who am I. 05.16.2021

Been watching different TV series and some movies lately. I’ll go back to reading soon. 

If you don’t want it to spread like a nutella then don’t show anyone that you’ve been dealing with some personal issues. If you can’t hold it to yourself, be sure to open up to someone you can really trust and not to every single person that will spread the word. 

I’m ready to surprise y’all better be prepare. Lol 

I guess it is never too late to start working out. I should’ve started it last year but yeah, whatever. 

Wasted an hour for a movie that wasn’t good

You are one reason why I have social anxiety. 

Just when you realize to somehow step up. 

You should do what you can do whenever you can do it. Priorities. 

 Never trust a 2 hour movie

Inhale. Exhale. 

I’m so sneaky. Hehe

Good thing that I didn’t skip working out even just a simple walking for 1KM despite of unexpected visit

Not planning to skip a workout 

I guess some people are so lucky 

Some people will never really gonna change despite of drastic change. 

You don’t need to announce every move you plan most especially when you have a problem doing it. 

School will never be about your friends. 

One of those productive Sunday that I thought was super impossible. 

FRIENDS reunion!!! I watched the series back in 2018 and wasn’t able to re-watch maybe on random nights. 

Thank you for the rain!!! 

Sometimes your disappointment to a person just continue to grow, there’s no hope.

Rewatching FRIENDS! 

Oh yeah after chilling for the weekend, I just found out that I missed few things. Then My account got locked and I need to wait for an email confirmation. What a monday. 

Yay finally. 

Oopss that sounds bad. Lol

Almost done for today. 

Looking forward for the rainy days. 

Eavesdropping is on of my favorite hobby. Lol 

I may not know if directly but talk about it out loud. Hehe 

I’m on Twenty One Pilots high the past week. Listen to Scaled and Icy!!! 

Book . The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck

The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck By Mark Manson

Been wanting to read this for so long and when I finally did, I forgot to write a review or what was my opinion. 

This also took me awhile to finish since I keep on skipping it for some days. I started reading it by March 28 and finished by April 13 that is quite too long for this book. 

This is somehow effective, I know there are bad reviews about this book but when you analyze it, you will realize that it got so much sense. If you don’t like it then maybe it is not just for you. 

This is also a book that made me hook on one chapter because it mentioned something about the Philippines that I didn’t know. Maybe it was taught in school that I’m not just paying attention but I believe that it was never mentioned to me. I had to find out on this book. 

I like how it reminds you to not give a fuck to non sense stuff. 

I like how it tackled “entitled” people. 

This is one of the book that I got so many highlights as well.  

Here are some of my highlighted lines:

“Don’t hope for a life without problems”

“Problems never stop; they merely get exchanged and/or upgraded”

“Pain serves a purpose”

“Happiness requires struggle”

“There is a freedom and liberation in commitment”

“Trust is the most important ingredient in any relationship”

“Entitlement isolates us”

On Repeat . Scaled and Icy

Scaled and Icy by Twenty One Pilots

Where to start with my opinion on this album? I’m loving it more when I start to listen to it over again and again. 

I was honestly scared when they started to tease this album just because of the colors involved. Yes just that little detail. Most especially when they released “Shy Away” that I just listened to it like once or twice just because I can’t see where this album is going. 

Then it was released and I can’t stop listening to it. 

Couple of weeks ago, prior to this album, I decided to purchase ticket to the online show and man, no regrets. It was one of the best show after so long. I know it is easily to look for previous shows by artists we like but even online this whole new level of performance from Twenty One Pilots is insane. I can’t handle how they perform certain song and I even crying when they played Car Radio. :(

Our internet was also busted at 7am and the show will start by 8am. I was on panic mode to be honest and I can’t even view the website on my phone. Super thankful that there was no limit on hotspot. Not sure if it was just yesterday or not but I was able to finish the one hour show with just hotspot. 

Still can’t pick a favorite. 

This album also reminds me of After Laughter. I’m dancing with this album and the color pallet! 

I know that this is much far from the previous albums but it’s worth it. 

On Repeat . Six Feet Under

Six Feet Under by Billie Eilish 

                                                                Help, I lost myself again

But I remember you
Don't come back, it won't end well
But I wish you'd tell me too

Our love is six feet under
I can't help but wonder
If our grave was watered by the rain
Would roses bloom?
Could roses bloom
Again?

Retrace my lips
Erase your touch
It's all too much for me
Blow away
Like smoke in air
How can you die carelessly?

Our love is six feet under
I can't help but wonder
If our grave was watered by the rain
Would roses bloom?
Could roses bloom?

They're playing our sound
Laying us down tonight
And all of these clouds
Crying us back to life
But you're cold as a knife

Six feet under
I can't help but wonder
If our grave was watered by the rain
Bloom
Bloom

Again

Help, I lost myself again
But I remember you