Random . October 2014

What a first day of October. FEU IS BACK TO THE UAAP FINALS AFTER WINNING AGAINST LA SALLE WHILE NU WON AGAINST ATENEO!!!!! - 10.01.14

Nobody was talking about FEU and NU for almost the whole season and here we are in the UAAP Finals. Sweetest win ever and that was so far the best FEU crowd after beating Adamson twice last 2011. - 10.01.14

Seriously, collect your own shits. 

So sad and it makes me angry that people are so selfish. 

Wherever, whenever please respect other people and their feelings. 

Please don't give up. We got this. I can't do this alone. 

Nakakamiss mag drive. #mantra 

The perks of being a passenger, I can sleep. #mantra

Some people die alone while some have someone but you're lucky if you have a family and friends. Appreciate someone today or better if you appreciate everyone around you. Don't take them for granted. (Inspired by Criminal Minds S10E02)

Giving up something for someone. Make the right choice.  

Why holding up on the things I said 10 years ago? I'm not the same person as I was 14. Probably you're missing the person I was but believe me it wasn't the present me that you wanted to fix things up. - 101014

Everyone around me is acting stupid. What is happening? Oh wait most of them have it ever since. 

The unprofessional move you just made fed my ego so well.  

This 1:1 ticket selling is pissing me off so hard. And with this situation I'm hoping for a very good in-favor-of-us result. 

I want to rant about this and that but I'm having panic attack. I want to cry. We really should win tomorrow. Please. :( - 101415

"I lost respect to the people who disrespect me before" written 3 years ago and still applies to the same people. 

I really want to post some rant regarding with this bullshit but it feels like I just want to punch or smash someone right now with bare hands. Tyreese style. 

What's with October? Before when it comes to August, September and October, people are leaving and now they're back in every weird situation. Are they part of The Walking Dead now? Because TWD is the only thing that I expected this October since the season 4 finale. So weird.  

Oh wait. I'm praying for a championship right now. #UAAP - 101415

After you consume my thoughts all afternoon, I feel empty. Why. - 101414 #17

Times like this, I wish I can drive a little further. #mantra. 

I don't need to pretend to be someone else because he's one of the people who know the real me. #17

Can someone take me away from this? It just going back to the past that I thought is over. #17

IT WILL BE THE WORST NIGHTMARE OF MY LIFE IF WE CAN'T WATCH LIVE. I'M SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW. - 101514

TANGINA. WE'VE BEEN SUPPORTING FOR 3 YEARS STRAIGHT AND I NEVER SAW THIS COMING. THIS 1:1 TICKET IS SO FUCKING STUPID. - 101514

TANGINA TALAGA. I DON'T WANT TO END UP ON 'PLAN D' WHICH IS WATCH AT KITs PLACE. 

NU won but no bitterness. They deserve it. #MightyHeart 

6 months and still counting. #mantra

I'm done waiting years ago but to be honest, I'm terrified that I'm going to have an emotional breakdown. If ever we are going on that path, hopefully not.  #17

I still believe in "Emotional Attachment". 

I wish I'm so brave just like the others. So I will not worry about my breakdown moments. 

I think I need a new reminder-tattoo. 

Anything to look forward after dealing with some close-minded people? I can't think of any but I want to drive without planning where to go. I wish I can do this. Sigh. 

You're done with one. Are you going to hit all of us now? You think you're a super hero that can do whatever dozen of people can do all at once? Think again. 

I want to go on a different way, I know its never too late but where to start and the competition is so tight. 

Where's the happy times go? I feel so shattered right now. 

Thanks for my favorite series for bringing me back to earth. Soon it will be books. 

I don't like talking to a person who is stoned. 

Hahaha. Girl power! 

Can't you see? That's a huge sign that you are such a big (insert rude word here). 

After basketball posts, its time for Palawan trip. I'm missing Palawan so much. 

I'm against on wearing a mask in front of other people but its different when you're protecting the close ones we got. 

I can't explain this anger. Is it getting out of control? 

I want to read a book or shift my thoughts to something.  

Is it okay to let other people do whatever they want even it hurt so bad? How to prevent them? What am I going to do? 

I really want to ....... drive, much further on. 

After 2 hours I'm doing better. So much love for basketball and I'm missing it so bad. Hopefully, one or two PBA game this month or early November. 

Today is a reminder of what it feels to see the sunrise. Sadly my to-do-list are mostly during afternoon to midnight. 

With my reflecting moment today, I realized that I almost lost my dad 5 or 6 years younger than I was 3 years ago. 

Somebody wants to be a hero. Smh. 

You can't take back anything you said but we're going to prove you wrong. Let's see who will be the loser at the end. 

Can't say no to an 'impromptu trip'. 

Packing lite was a challenge but my trip to Palawan last month taught me that it was easy. 

It was so good to have that overnight stay with cousins. It was refreshing but as soon as we get closer to home, reality hits. 

As much as I'm so pissed with this situation, I'm also trying to be nice. BITCH MODE. 

Bring it on, November.

There's nothing funny about Halloween. This sarcastic festival reflects, rather an infernal demand for revenge by children on the adult world. - Jean Baudrillard | Criminal Minds S10E05