Let Me Go

 

What if I’m ready 

To move forward

And you are the one 

Who’s holding me back

Even you ghosted me

Let me go

You’ve already been

Long time ago

Why still holding me

Until this day

 

07.23.2024 03:34

What Exactly

 

Do I ever want to see you again 

Just to regret it later

And what for

Blame you for everything,

Hurt you physically,

Hear an apology,

Get an explanation, 

Cry on your shoulder,

Beg for attention, 

Hurt myself more,

For me to believe 

Or to feel something

Once again

Or maybe just

For a simple closure

Was it really that necessary 

06.13.2024 / 04:41 

Back and Forth

On a random moment of a day

Somehow I caught myself stopping

Realizing how I’m moving without him

Then silently I wish he’s right beside me

Wishing that we are driving through

This life together

I still wish that somewhere 

Along the road

We were able to be together longer 

02.15.2024 00:48

Book . The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo

 

First off, I love that I was able to finish this before February ends. So proud of myself because this is my 4th book of the year! Yay. 

When I was picking my 3rd book, I was going back and forth with The Housemaid and this and I read first The Housemaid because it’s always on my feed and I already decided that I will read this next. 

I don’t have much expectation with this book and I’m not sure if it’s worth the hype since this is also everywhere. 

I love it. I rated 5 stars on Goodreads

Upon the last part of the book I think I was somehow rushed some parts but everything makes sense on the end. It feels like Evelyn Hugo is part of all of us if you ever read the book.

The book was very well written and hopefully some books of Taylor Jenkins Reid will not feel repetitive. I’m not going to read another book by her for now but definitely will be reading some of her works again maybe one more or so this year. 

“she wanted to be pleased instead of being desperate to please” 

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo | Taylor Jenkins Reid

Sentimental

I want to overwrite these feelings

And probably some of the memories 

That I’ve been repeating in my head 

Just so I can forget 

Seeing my memories from last year 

As well as the writing that I did 

Made every trigger in me to remember him

Probably a sign that I should take seriously 

To delete every memory of him on my phone 

So there will be no trigger again 

 01.12.2024 00:50