Tuesday, February 28, 2023

Random . February 2023


Is chicken skin two days in a row that bad or I can just pretend that I’m on keto diet. Hehe


#AmericanHorrorStory Season 11


Last 2 episodes should be watched together. 


Started to watch #HowIMetYourMother 


Unclear dreams. 


Seems there are a lot of end game that aren’t working anymore. Why did I just realized some real deal right now? Maybe because the reality on this country doesn’t make sense anymore. 


You showing up tonight and asking me few question gave me so much anxiety. How will I get through this week? 


Looks like the heavy feeling just needed to be out. Its long overdue. 


Maybe this time it is about to give up the experience for the sake of adulting


No one. 02.07.2023

 

I accept it it just doesn’t make sense to me. WHY 


When this will end? For sure this will make my brain explode, it is a ticking bomb. 


So much guilt. 


The after effect of your tantrums 10 years ago. 


How come you don’t know how to be silent 


When silence is making me at peace these days. 


Can’t open socials because I don’t have time yet to indulge on the latest Paramore updates. 


Call that I didn’t expect but came on the right day just not on the right time. 


Atomic Habits makes me remember #Scandal and I started watching it. Now when will I finish that books. Hehe 


The kindle still amazed me on how it can fit on my small bags. 


Plotting my schedule for the whole year feels weird. 


Long term commitment at any games are really not for me. 


THIS IS WHY. OUT NOW. YAY!!! #Paramore


Slow progress on this book but I’m reading one chapter at a time. 


Uninterrupted 30 minutes yoga but chose the wrong program. Lol 


Post workout muscle pain. All good. 


Busy weekend. No rest day though I’m distracted while catching up on my podcasts. 


Plotting my week on my head. 


Wasn’t aware that I’m already at Season 2 of #Scandal


Wtf. I was almost hit by a motorcycle. 02.13.2023


30% battery is the new 20%. 


A monitor or a treadmill, maybe none. 


“Life is not a romance novel” - Cyrus Scandal S02E22


It’s been a while since the last rainy day. 


Can’t believe I’m almost done with errands for today in just 1 hour. 


Hay naku. *roll eyes - 02.20.2023


Oh fuck. 


Off socials for now because my brain is fucked up. 


“Numb and fine are the same” - Mellie #Scandal S03E09


Don’t blame me if I’m so hooked on #Scandal right now. 


Mind is playing trick games and I can’t seem to fight it. I think it just need to happen. 


“Bad things happen to good people all the time” - #Scandal S03E14


Done with my first book for this year. Yay! 


My stressor woke me up today and it was almost a good news but that stays a stressor. 


Manners you can start with by knocking on the door. 


Didn’t expect that but I’m not surprised. 


Yes, I got a sad life. 


Officially off socials for the next days, weeks or months. 


The negativity of social media is eating me up. 


Been a while since I’m still awake at 5 in the morning. 02.26.2023


Stress eating. 


These palpitation is the reason why I can’t drink coffee. 


Heart or brain 


Just being in here give me so much anxiety. 


Why I want a pink phone case knowing that I will not use it anyway. // ok I ordered it. 


I’m just amazed sometimes how many things you can do on a matter of minutes. It can also bring you to different places. 


What is the point of number queue if you will choose between single and multiple transactions? Then just after that you are faces with bulk transaction. Karma is a little bitch. 


I want to start buying accessories for a work desk but feels like I don’t need it that much yet. 


Maybe I just want to spend on something. 


Should having tons of money be the end goal? 


Thursday, February 23, 2023

Book . Atomic Habits

 



I’ve been wanting to read this since last year and finally I was able to finish it yesterday. 


Took me nearly 2 months before finishing it because at some days and chapters it just bore me though I still learned from it. 


Self-help books are somehow not for me but this book was able to validate the right and wrong that I’m doing with my habits. I learned how to correct them and I know for some they also needed to read this kind of stuff so they will be aware if what they are doing is right or wrong.


Don’t get me wrong once in a while I will still read self-help genre because I need it. Doesn’t mean that if it isn’t for me I will stop reading such, we all need some reminder once in a while and also by reading we can improve something to ourselves.


If you also want to read this book then go ahead


I rated 4 stars on Goodreads.