Living day by day is one of the things I learned for the past years and 2020 was basically the year to attest that. Thankful that we all survived.
After 2020, do we really need to plan things for this year? Yes but less expectations and pressure, we will get there eventually.
I was already thinking about that but why does it got to be real.
Thankful for surprises. Hopefully it will be more this year. Thank you for the dream cake, M! 01.04.2021
Its making me doubt myself so much.
Maybe that’s a wake up call for me. That dream where someone cheated on me was a sign.
I hate this.
When you have to observe people, it also means you got to torture yourself with toxic ones.
Maybe I don’t want to read between the lines or maybe I’m too tired to listen and analyze.
A surprise that made me hug you so tight and cry so much. I miss you, Papa. #dream.
Few hours of freedom before a busy week.
Monday, I hate you.
Maybe tonight, I will cry.
Why do I feel so defeated right now.
2 again tonight.
Tomorrow is another day.
Why does it got be a on busy week. Super human, on.
Despite of all the stress that will come, I will try my very best not to stress eat.
If I want to set you up for sure we are long far gone from that as of today.
When your dog tells you to loosen up
Another reason why I like wearing face mask. Though I miss wearing glasses but no thanks. Haha
Why does it even feel like it is worst than losing someone in real life.
I can’t be two person at once but I’m trying but definitely can’t be three persons at different places but I will try
When you want to ask for help but you already know the answer.
If you have a full plate of responsibilities, will you ever think of quitting or just go with the flow even it will be so exhausting.
I’m scared of my mental health that I may not be able to handle all of these. I’m also scared with the anxiety and panic that comes with it.
I will always be the queen of procrastination.
I hate this anxiety
It wasn’t that bad but it was time consuming.
This week isn’t over yet and I’m feeling bad that I can’t think straight and decide on things. I have to ask for other people’s opinion. Backlogs are filing up too.
I already can’t decide right away, I can’t even think straight and still procrastinating. Lol
“Pain is inevitable it’s what you do with it that matters” - The Broken Hearts Gallery
Thankful that I will be having a good night sleep this weekend.
Ooopps. Impulsive buy at it’s finest. Hello ecosystem!
I like that I can think now.
If it’s a personal matter, kindly do it privately. You don’t need much audience most of the time.
In a lifetime where we are required on wearing face shield and mask, talking privately is okay than talking out loud even we can’t understand each other.
Another week, another stress.
Instead of telling out loud your sympathy why not lend your hands to help
One of the days that I wish we are not having this new normal. Missing the good old days of this lifetime
Did you ever wish that somehow we can just be trap inside the social media world?
Are we even gonna survive this month?
The family drama that I’m not aware of and I’m not interested either to know.
5 years. Who would have thought. 01.21.2021
There was a photo on my timehop that reminds me that it’s been a year since I first consulted for Lasik. I can’t believe that and finally I was able to do it late last year.
Making a schedule for the whole year and I have so many questions
It’s just Monday morning and I’m already exhausted
Now I’m trying not to put everything in one basket. I hope it wasn’t too late.
Learned so much on meeting people and analyzing them without them knowing it.
I’m developing a fear.
I’m definitely a listen than a talker.
If I will tell you the truth, will you even gonna believe me
It is still silent in here but my anxiousness is so loud that I can’t even focus
If at this time you take it out of my plate, I think I will agree with you and I’m not going to fight it anymore. I already got the satisfaction when I fought for it years ago.
With all of my “what if’s” I still believe that everything happens for a reason.
So much of “no bullshit” letters.
I like working behind the scene but the truth about it is not as fun if you don’t have any idea of the real world
Did I just let put myself on a lion’s den?
First of, you don’t need to know everything.
There will always be two sides of the story and it’s either you save or sabotage yourself.
Apparently, some people really live for gossip.
Sometimes you just have to be thankful that you are not involve on something.
Attention seeker are toxic
You might see me on a daily basis but let it be known that I’m not an open book
Some people are easy to read
The type of people that are toxic on our society.
Even people seek for your opinion it is the one who got to make the decision and not the opinionated one.
Too much of crab mentality.
I really don’t trust chat groups
“Trust no one” - M’s tattoo
I shouldn’t be surprised when people have issues with acceptance
Friends, I miss you so bad :(
In this current reality we live in, there are less memories with friends
People these days they will just focus on the bad side than the good ones before.
Chill weekend and hopefully that is enough to be recharge before another busy week.
January, that seem so fast.
