Thursday, May 31, 2018

Random . May 2018


Got to be serious on saving. 

3 people in 1? Fck. I can't even keep up on 2. 

It's usually hard to keep up on everything.

- silence -

Anxiety is so high. 

Wow. Thank you. 

Writers block or I'm just really don't want to do it. 

Is summer over? 

Again, thank you so much. 

That checkered dream. Yes. It's honestly a reward. 

One crazy week. Let's do this. 

I can't update this either. But yeah, I'm still surviving life. 

Pucha red velvet. Huhuhu. Literally crying. Thank you, M. 0518

Can I have time to reflect with my favorite highlight of the week? It haven't sink in yet and I want to write tons of letter about it. 

Hanging out on a Monday. That's a thing now. Lol. 

What. I should've fix that weeks ago. Good thing I was able to ask the right person this time. 

Badly want to write and instead of the usal coffee shop, I'm at a pizza place. 

Yeah you are but that's one of the privilege that you can have than us so enjoy it. 

Some things are really out of our control. 

Maybe they still young to appreciate or just they got used to it. Or maybe the benefit is on my side since he chose to stay in here. 

Keep on dreaming about airport scene. What is the meaning of this? 

FYI. It was not her fault. 

I like the chronicle trip. Maybe at some point I will gain my admiration to the system. 

Geez. Why do they need such letter if it's not that reasonable. 

Waiting is also a down time to observe people. 

If you have any idea on what will be the result and you can't control it by yourself. Please f shut up and do just what you need to do. You're making everything worst and just putting yourself on the cliff. 

When people are being crazy hype and totally no idea on what the effect of their own action on themselves. 

Putting yourself in so much trouble than you thought. Yikes. Talking about risking your own. 

If that's not good enough for you then I don't know what is. 

Let's just be thankful‎

Oh so, risking your own is a thing now? lol Save yourself while you can! 



Saturday, May 26, 2018

On Repeat . Love Is Dead

Love Is Dead by CHVRCHES



Join me as I listen to this album for the next days. 
Listening to it right now and I'm assuring you that I love this despite of the album name.

Thursday, May 24, 2018

Black Mirror


Black Mirror is seriously a breathe of fresh air for someone who watches crime series and everything get solved. Though, for someone who overthinks a lot, some of it are pretty much relatable.

It was relatable but not to the point that it was exactly what I was thinking some of it are too much but I'm amazed on how they put such vision and make it a series. 

It's also like a mini-indie-movie since you will be thinking all through out while watching and its not boring, definitely no down moment.  

It is somehow making to the mainstream but it's how you will be interpreting it on your own; on how it will affect you and on how you will take the ideas on your reality. 

For me, learn from all of it and maybe over thinking make sense sometimes. 





Tuesday, May 22, 2018

On Repeat . Parahoy (Full Show)

It's been a month since I wish to be in Miami to join everyone at PARAHOY but as usual it will too expensive on our part but yeah, maybe not this time.

Just like the previous Parahoy, all of us who can't join the band and all the wonderful people at the big boat, we are all thanlful for Youtube and for some fans who uploaded videos and of course to wojo4hitz for sharing almost 2 full show of Paramore and all the other activities in there.

Joining Parahoy will always be on the bucketlist.

2 shows with different setlist, who will complain for that? One could be a your dream setlist.

Wish we can all have two shows with different setlist.

Show 1


Show 2




Sunday, May 20, 2018

On Repeat . Grow Up (Parahoy 2018)




That "I've got a dog I would die for and a song to sing" says it all.

Outro: 20 something by SZA 

How could it be? 20 something
All alone still, not a thing in my name
Ain't got nothin', runnin' from love
Only know fear
That's me, Ms. 20 Something
Ain't got nothin', runnin' from love
Wish you were here, oh





Friday, May 18, 2018

On Repeat . Rose-Colored Boy (Parahoy 2018)

Too busy but I honestly loving all the mash up during Parahoy 2018. Hoping for a much high quality video and audio for these songs and fingers crossed to hear it live soon. 

For now it will just be Rose-Colored Boy. 

The second video was made by Eleanor