Random . December 2016

Let's not ruin my favorite month. 

Few more days before our mini vacation but why do I have the urge to pack already. Haha. 

I'm watching the Finals G2 and I'm already missing the UAAP. :( 1207

You should be learning by now from your own decisions. 

Isolation is much needed for me to be able to write. If that's possible to happen. 

Haircut. 1209

There's a satisfying and unsatisfactory with the result of my recent hair dye. 

When my haircut is a big surprise to everyone. Lol 

F*ck. That was one shit of slow motion. 

Down time, I don't want to have this but I'm having it right now. Maybe it's time to write all of this thoughts but then I can't find the right words. 

Stuck in traffic makes me crave the road in Romblon. 

Maybe it's not this place that we all hate, it's the people. 

Few more task then sleep and I can have my vacation. 

I've been out of the country for the first time and I didn't update from the trip because I was enjoying too much that I want to maximize everything with friends. I will just post everything on my day-to-day blog from that trip. (On January 2017)

Ever since we came back I was so tired from all the walking that I spend too much time sleeping and of course being too busy with all the holiday craze and then weekend. Too much pending but I'll try to start now since I will be busy with work for a few days before the weekend again and hopefully I'll be celebrating my birthday in between. 

Merry Christmas! 

Officially, jetlag. 

Happy birthday, self. 

Seeing friends and watching good films on my birthday is one of the best decision ever. I don't want to be stuck at home just browsing my social media. I've been there done that last year and I just want to get out today. 1227

What the fuck happened to me earlier. 1229 

Watching MMFF entry is a beautiful excuse to food trip. 

I guess that's all for tonight. :( 

I don't want to ruin this last day of the month/year. 

At least I still tried. 

2016 wasn't good for all of us but personally I'm happy that I really maximize this year with everything like new adventures and new challenges and I'm so proud that I didn't take anything of this for granted. Yes, it was still a roller coaster ride.

And just like what I wished last year I just want less drama, lesser heartache and more happiness, 2017. 

I'm also looking forward to new music, new adventures, new tattoos and more hair experiments.

Thank you, 2016.

Hello, 2017. Happy New Year! 

Hair Dye-ary . Haircut

Mid-October when I started to use Enchanted Forest and I experienced for the first time that it stained for days on my neck and when I sweat it also stained on my shirt. It was frustrating to remove it so when I retouched 3 or 4 weeks later, I mixed it with a sunflower oil and it still stained. One more thing that I don't like with Enchanted Forest is that it's too dark that I realized that Venus Envy was really my type of green. There's one thing I like on Enchanted Forest and that it take too long to fade. 

I decided that once UAAP is over for us, I will have a haircut because I'm a bit sick with green, some parts are already fading and it seems that everyone is doing dip-dye with green. So I want to change and ever since I love to try orange so I decided to have orange after the green and orange for the upcoming holiday season. 

Of course before retouching my hair, haircut is a must. Last Friday, I had a time to have a haircut rather than on the upcoming Monday. The thing is I want all to cut all the green part so it means hello, short hair! I really loved the haircut I had in April that I'm pushing this short hair and one more reason is that I want to have a new look for the holiday and for the upcoming adventure. 

It's hard to travel having long hair and I'll admit it was refreshing when most of it was chopped. I'm not depressed because we wasn't able to get to the Finals or what I just want a new look for this month and my hair isn't that healthy anymore. 

The problem was, the bleaching kit and my new hair dye didn't arrived on Friday and I was already uncomfortable not having a color in my hair. If my package will not arrive on Saturday it will be for sure on Monday and I don't know how will I survive few days without hair color. Originally I planned to clean on Saturday but as sick as I am, I decided to pass and just rest. Of course, I can't pass on bleaching my hair since I don't know how to survive without color. 

During haircut, I like the one who did my haircut. She was hesitant when I said to cut some more. Maybe she was afraid that I will backfire at her when it will be too short. She even mentioned that I should just have trim of I want to remove the other green on the tip. I was laughing inside because obviously she's one of the people who doesn't have any idea on what I can do to my hair. When it comes to my hair and some stuff, I want to do it DIY style. I already cut my hair one time, I do bleach and dye my hair with no assistance. I take risk with my own hair and as long as I will not touch the roots, I don't think I will have any problem. 

I even asked if they do bleaching (of course they do. Duh). Haha. I asked how much my hair will cost and she said probably around 1,800PHP ($40). I will not pay for such and my 2 jar of hair dye and bleaching kit cost the same! 

I take time on sectioning my hair this time because I don't really have a plan for the bleach was so epic fail maybe because I wasn't able to apply it ASAP. So frustrating good thing the other side wasn't bleached so I changed plans. 

I'm also being too careful not to burn my hair like the last time that's why I took my time and it end up not being bleached just like the usual golden brown and now it look like highlights. 

I somehow like how it end up but at some point I also want to achieve the same bleached hair that I got last April but I don't want to overcook it. 

Since it's not overcooked I think it will be easy to maintain since I can't bring a blow dryer and a hair iron for our adventure. It will be all good and I can't wait but first, let me take some time to medicate myself. Huhu. I'm having cough and tonsillitis. I want to be better before leaving. :( 

12.12.16

UAAP S79 . FEU

Of course, my favorite team deserve a single post so I can avoid comparing it to other teams. Though I'm really a fan of all the schools but this team is special.

Defending champion as they call us and there's pressure on that even we lose the key players that brought us to that championship. We really never expect to much from the team but we are still supporting them of course. The goal each year is Final 4 and going in to this season, it's hard to tell who teams get better other than DLSU who got Ben Mbala as I said this year is full of surprises too. 

For us Tams the great surprise was when it was end of 1st round eliminations and we are sitting alone on that number 2 spot next to DLSU. We started slow, we were defeated early on this season and that's okay. What we've learned before, it's okay to be defeated early on the season than the important ones at the end. 

Some didn't go our way like our schedule mostly was 1st game even it should be a main game so the crowd really toned down. We ended the season without a go-to guy, our games were giving us heart attack every time because they will do a huge comeback within a minute or two. It was a young team for sure but some of them got experience now so we are already looking forward for next year where Hubert Cani and Arvin Tolentino are expected to join the line up. Most important for next season and we waited for this is that, we are the host next season. 

I think it was during or after the 1st round when rumors began to spread that Coach Nash will be named as the new head coach of Talk N Text in the PBA and that means he will be leaving once the season is over. We are even bothered if he will leave soon since PBA is scheduled to start mid-November and the UAAP isn't over by then. I somehow think that it also affect our players since we had a very rough start on the 2nd round probably a factor next to a long break. 

When it was already confirmed, I never thought that I'll feel the same feeling I had when Terrence decided to join the PBA, it was heartbreaking. Coach Nash is such a respectable person and even we don't know him personally we see it the way he changed the attitude of the players. We love him for that and the way he is during games, he's just too cool even on crucial moments though you can also see if he is upset. Also you have to listen to his interviews because I assure you that you will give you full attention and you will never be distracted. 

S77 was not be for us but imagine if we did it back-to-back but that's for NU, nevertheless he gave us our 20th championship. 

Oh remember when we did a 25k record breaking crowd in Araneta? Yeah. Good times. 

It was hard for this season to be back in the Finals since there are times that we also depend on the other team but we were almost there just a millisecond late. 

At some point, that millisecond also saved all of us from another ticketserye. It saved my friends and I for spending too much if we will still play a 2/3 games. Of course I know that the experience in the Finals is so memorable and we've been there, done that. But knowing that everyone will surely push DLSU to be champion, it will be hard and maybe a little bit frustrating if we went through on the other hand, it will be nice if we did a back-to-back it's definitely their time now. 

Going to the F4 and having a 0-2 record with Ateneo, we really didn't expect too much. For us, being in the F4 was already a huge accomplishment but when we won that game against Ateneo it opened another chance for us to be back in the Finals. Unfortunately we didn't but losing on game 2 with 1 point wasn't that heartbreaking because we all know that it was indeed a one good basketball game, definitely one for the books. 

After the game, we check Twitter while waiting for our food and even that the game wasn't that heartbreaking the tweets of being thankful to Coach Nash made me tear up. Then it started to sink in, Coach Nash will move from UAAP to PBA.  That was also his birthday and we failed to give him a very nice birthday gift. 

Sir Mark Molina said before that they will do everything for Coach Nash to still be part of FEU so let's hope that we can still see him at the bench even it will be a strange one.

Coach Nash, thank you! 

See you next season. 

UAAP S79 . Thoughts

Watching the G2 Finals while rooting for Ateneo as I wait for a major come back, I feel so sad. Sad because it can be the last day of Men's basketball (and yes, it was the last day). Congratulations to La Salle. 

My favorite season once again wrapped up. It seems like yesterday when we watched our first game. I'll miss it again but I'm looking forward to next year this early. Haha. Hopefully we can watch Football next year because we've been planning to watch a different sport and we haven't done it yet. 

During the Finals aka the "dream finals", I prepared to have good food while watching at home and even planned to have popcorn but I wasn't able to buy ahead of tip off. I really wonder if the hype for this "dream finals" is as high as their first meet during eliminations but then it turned out that first elimination hype is better than this (as for me). 

As I'm rooting for Ateneo during Finals, I can't feel any hype about it. It just feel like elimination, not being bias of maybe because FEU was in the Finals for 2 consecutive seasons but the hype for S77 and S78 was so insane! There were banners, fans trash talking to each team on social media, ticketserye and even it wasn't a "dream finals" for others at least Boom and TJ or one of them was there (yep, that's included), also the fans and students! During S77 NU and FEU was cut somewhere separating each side but since UST and FEU hold the same yellow/gold color it's hard to say where was the line separating the fans during the Finals but do you remember the Popoy/Basha signs? Haha! That meme where they changed the face of the UST students and replaced by Raymar Jose with a caption of "Go Jose! Go Jose!". Haha. 

Though I know that's can't be compare to the rivalry of ADMU and DLSU it was the feeling that was lacking. Sure if you are a fan/alumni/student/employee of both school you will feel the hype. Yeah, maybe because FEU wasn't in the Finals this year but the facts are real deal like one huge thing is the crowd. I believe that both games never reached 18k so for sure the tickets wasn't sold out. Sorry guys I'm so proud that I'm part of a record breaking crowd during S77 where we fill up Araneta for 24k and 25k. 

One thing I mentioned to my friends that's okay that we didn't went to the Finals because it will be hard to push a back-to-back most especially when DLSU have all the hype. Yes, Ateneo was the only team that beat them during eliminations but doesn't mean they can also beat them once again most especially in the Finals. I also believe that Prince Orizu is a perfect match to Ben Mbala he just need to be careful with fouls. Not everyone will agree but FEU vs DLSU during eliminations are one of the best games this season. 

This season went fast and definitely one of the most intriguing because of the things that was changed, late schedule release and the uninteresting arrangement of games. that's just small issues that we personally took as a big one but this season was so good and it was also full of surprises. Surprises like the final result of the standings where UST falls at the bottom and how Adamson reached the 4th spot and was back on the F4 after 4/5 years later. On how and why Alfred Aroga was originally a center but mostly playing on a guard position. How was UE also ended up at the bottom when they didn't really lose the players they have last year. Most especially UP wasn't at the bottom anymore! 

S79 was full of surprises and I can't wait for next year since FEU will be the host. 

Congratulations again to DLSU for bagging the ROY, MVP and championship also to Jeron for finishing at the top. 

And the curse of MVP might be over. 

See you next season. 

UAAP S79 F4 Game 2 . FEU vs ADMU

One more win then we will advance to the Finals once again and we can defend our crown. 

Unfortunately, we fell short. No buzzer beater by Belo saved us, no twice-to-beat advantage, no go-to-guy, no specific player that will do a clutch, no more minutes to do a major come back, just a few seconds to try our luck to beat them even by one point, two if we are lucky enough. 

Last Saturday we won by one point after Thirdy throw that ball almost half court and it counts. Then they beat us by one point this time in overtime.

It hurts but not as much as it hurt during the 5-peat Era of Ateneo. 

A day later I can finally watch the last play and there are mistakes but we can't correct it for the next game and there are couple of reasons why it did happen like it was a wise move that Thirdy didn't push through the basket and just wait for the time to expire because if he didn't do that, we are probably the one in the Finals again; the defense of Ateneo on that last play was also good that they were able to run to the other side of the court, fast. 

One more thing after watching that last play, I now understand why people were disappointed on that play. I was disappointed too after watching it rather when we were there live. 

For the past years, we've been breaking hearts of ADMU and DLSU but this time, it's them who broke ours but it doesn't hurt so much because it's their time now. That's why I assume that with all the issues during Game 1 you all wanted that and now living the "dream match up". 

Overall, it was a very good F4 game match up between FEU and Ateneo since both game was just won by one point.

12.01.16

UAAP S79 F4 Game 1 . FEU vs ADMU

We never win against ADMU in the elimination but we finally did on one of the most important game this season. 

We spent too much for ticket this game and no regrets since it can be our last game but it wasn't and we were never in patron of MOA yet for this season. Yep, that's a big deal. 

Oh and MOA, why put that the tickets are not available online when the arena doesn't fill that much. I really hate SM Tickets sometimes and Ticketnet too. Haha. I have a panic attack for tickets most especially at this time of the season. 

One more win and we will be back in the UAAP Finals. 

We maximize the patron experience and stayed for so long that we were able to take a picture on the court and to wait for the players. 

I'm really happy that I was able to see the former players and had a picture with some of them. I even had a short conversation with Mike and he still recognize me! Yay! I also had a very short exchange words with Coach Nash and a picture, I even greeted him advance happy birthday. I also want to have a picture with Coach Johnny but he was approached by someone when I already had a chance. 

While waiting for Coach Nash, a player from Ateneo came out and he smiled at me and I don't even know him! I think it was Isaac Go but I'm really not sure. 

Going back to earlier that day, when we entered MOA Arena I was so surprised to see a familiar face for the third time after a year (I first saw him so close last year when he was still with Blackwater and they have a game in Antipolo then last year during the first game of FEU and ADMU. I witnessed him play when he was still in Ateneo but I became a fan after). I was stunned because he was the first one I see and he also look on us right on cue! I somehow realized that maybe I'll see him or not since it will be Ateneo but with such moment I was starstruck. I want to ask for a picture with him but he was too formal at some point that I became so shy. Anyway, hi crush aka Bacon Austria. haha. 

Enough on my fan girl moment. As much as it deserve a different post, I don't think I will make it happen. Haha. One or two about that before is enough. Haha. Or maybe next time. Haha 

We need one more win to be in the finals once again, one more win to defend our crown. If we win, it will be a great birthday gift to Coach Nash and he wish that too.

See you on Wednesday. 

11.28.16 

UAAP S79 . FEU vs DLSU

We didn't win against DLSU but the effort that was given by our players was amazing. 

Coach Nash said and I couldn't agree more that they exceeded his expectations. 

I was excited to see how DLSU play now with Mbala on their lineup and together with all the hype that was going around during pre-season. 

I was actually waiting for someone to do a clutch during the dying minutes of the game just like RR Garcia, Terrence Romeo, Mike Tolomia, RR Pogoy, Gryann Mendoza and of course Mac Belo. Maybe not yet today but soon. 

First games are usually unpredictable since everyone is adjusting so it's still too early to predict if a team can sweep the eliminations. Most especially to predict who will be the champion even there are few teams who are obviously strong. We don't pray for it but some may suffer injuries where it will affect the team's rotation. It's also hard to expect too much because at the end it's a win or lose on your part. 

At the end of every game day, let us all enjoy our favorite collegiate basketball league since in a snap this season will be over once again. 

Hi Coach Nash!!! Haha. Thank you for noticing and waving at us!!!! We trust you Coach! See you again on the next games. 

(and this is the only game during the elimination that I typed but I was still able to watch a couple of games. I'm just not sure on how many was it)

09.08.16

On Repeat . Perfectly Perfect

Perfectly Perfect by Simple Plan

The band that I love for 10+ years are still making me proud and my heart so happy. At first I think I will not like their album until I saw a post on Instagram about this song and I gave the album a try after it was released couple of months ago. Since then I put it on my current playlist then I started to love it.

I love this song for so many reason, (1) they are talking to fans, (2) its a general issue when we have to deal with our own insecurities and (3) I can relate and for sure you will too.

Such a great song and I want to post this first thing this month since its a major issue and we should learn how to accept who we are. Love and accept yourself. 

Can't wait to see them live again hopefully soon but first, get well soon Pierre. 

You might not think you're a supermodel
But you look like one to me
I'd rather have your picture on my phone
Than on the cover of a magazine
It's hard to think that a girl like you
Could have any insecurities
It's funny how all the things you would change
Are all things that are cute to me

And I know you don't believe me
And you think that I'm a fool
But I don't care

Maybe
You'll never see in you what I see
The little things you do that make me go crazy
I'm not crazy
You're perfectly perfect to me

You brush it off every time I tell you
Your smile lights up the room
And I'm guessing that you don't even notice
The whole world notices you
You think you're clumsy
I think you're cool
You say you're typical
But I think you rule
Sometimes I wonder if you'll ever believe
That I wrote this song for you

Maybe
You'll never see in you what I see
The little things you do that make me go crazy
I'm not crazy
You're perfectly perfect
Someday
You're gonna see you're beautiful this way
And that you're always gonna make me go crazy
I'm not crazy
You’re perfectly perfect to me

You don't have to try
Change a single thing
‘Cause just the way you are
Is sweeter than anything
Maybe I’m a fool but it’s always been you
‘Cause no one ever makes me smile the way you do

Random . November 2016

Airport. 

One of the perks. 

Cousins!!!! ❤ 

I'm just so done with all of the hearsay and gossip. 

Thinking if I should bring my docs on our next adventure but I shouldn't be doubting! 

I don't need to explain myself on why this and that. 

Wow. You just commented on something that contradict what happened last month. I think you don't know what were you saying. 

When you don't know everything, you can say whatever you want to say. See the big picture. 

Happy birthday, daddy. I miss you everyday. :(

Happy birthday, sissy! Be a good girl, please. Haha. 

Sometimes I love the sound of mornings. 

Too much in my head again and I'm just trying to ignore everything. 

I think I should've said "hello" instead of "hi". 1107

When Maybe and Night Sky played next to each other on a shuffled playlist. 1108

When you miss friends and the only problem was mode of transportation. Mantra. :(

Sad to see the ending of the second round because it only means that we are near on ending this basketball season once again. 

Reading some guide for our December trip is making me excited and anxious. 

People, don't stand too long on doorway. Haha

When the retail therapy comes first. Haha. 

Can't wait to go out this weekend

My brain is betraying me. 

I'm always lost in dreamland. 

I just need to get out so traffic is fine. But still Saturday traffic is worst than Friday traffic. 

One of the best day to spend time with friends. ❤ 

I saw you today but I bet you saw me first. Haha. Hi. #17 

How to fight our day time nightmare? 

I'm refusing to write it all down because I don't want the emotion win. 

Maybe sometimes I thought wrong. 

When OCness kicks in. 

As much as I love the ocean, open sea scares me. 

Nat Geo documentaries!

Band wagon fans. 

I think I rather get a tattoo than an ear pierce. I'm lazy like that / I'm always on-the-go. 

Ugghh. Why did I bought that. Quality over quantity, always. 

As much as I love watching this kind of genre, I don't think I will like it in reality. 

Am I stress-eating or I'm just craving a lot of food. Maybe just cravings. 

My selfies most of the time is a reference of the evolution of my hair. 

I dream about you but when I wake up it fades. I miss you. :( #21

We are all enjoying that perks. 

The disadvantage of seeing the bigger picture. 

You should've coordinate from the start but guess what, everyone should be the one adjusting to your perfect little world. Oh and it's not your fault too it's ours, for sure. 

Disconnecting from the world. 

Getting familiar with a very unfamiliar place. 

Happy Fiesta, hometown. You will always be special even sometimes it doesn't feel like home anymore. 

UAAP is nearly over. :( 

Maybe some people see me as a brat one or the opposite. 

Yay! It's coming into the right place

That's clearly a decision. 

It do echo in my head once in a while but I know I do the opposite. 

Usually when I wear pants, I'm not 90% comfortable. 

Last night while looking for a specific post on Instagram, I accidentally deleted what I wrote a year ago about that post and I believe I don't have a screen capture of that post. 

Full activities on a weekend! 

I ate too much sweet yesterday. 

Change of plans. 

Uh-oh. I'm enjoying bus trip now from MOA to Cubao aka EDSA. Haha 

I'm once again starstruck on seeing Bacs unexpectedly. I should've ask for a picture but I was intimidated. Haha. Maybe next time if there's still another time. 

One more win. 

When you see yourself on TV again. Haha. 

There's an unsatisfying feeling after eating chips lately. 

UAAP ticketserye continues. 

Wasn't able to get that win but all good.

Thank you Coach Nash and Happy Birthday! 

FYI, I'm A Girl . 11.11.16 Haul

Just like any other shopper, I haul during the 11.11 sale of Zalora. I purchase some on Lazada and I did regret purchasing one item so mostly I pass but doesn't mean my mom didn't. 

It's just 3 items so I'm not sure if it's legit to call it a "haul". Haha. I was so hesitant if I will be able to save with the items on my wishlist and I'm on a budget so I make sure that everything should be worth it.

A backpack has been seating on my wishlist for a while now since I don't have one that I just borrow from my sister the one that she don't use anymore but I just don't like the quality of it. I think somehow I didn't save on this but maybe at some point I still did.

I don't usually have girly stuff but I do own a doll shoes before until she decided to retire and I haven't replaced that, it's been months. I also do have 2 more flats before that I know I posted here somewhere but I let that go since I don't like the sole of it. 

This was already on sale for maybe 50%-70% already. Before I'm eyeing a black wedge on Melissa but I know that it doesn't fit on my usual days so I just let it go. So when I saw this was on sale and my size is available, I grab it I know for the price it's already a steal even that this collection was from 2014 or 2015.

I just don't like the idea of a Birken because I think if my feet become sweaty it will smell. Recently, I wanted to give it a try maybe it's a part of growing up. I put it on my wishlist on Zalora for a few days then 11.11 happened and I decided to get it even I'm not so sure about it. 

Been using it for a week and now I know. It's hard to explain but I love using it just not when it's raining. I also use it at home most of the time. Thinking of purchasing another one but maybe not yet and I'm having trouble on size. Haha. I'm UK5 and I ordered that but then it look like a boat in my feet but I think that's a bit better than having a small size. 

I was asking myself if I scored a good deal getting these items but for an original price of a Birkenstock for three items, it's a steal. 

I'm already avoiding unnecessary retail therapy hopefully for the rest of the year. Haha. 

On Repeat . Still Breathing

Still Breathing by Green Day

I'm like a child looking off on the horizon
I'm like an ambulance that's turning on the sirens
Oh, I'm still alive
I'm like a soldier coming home for the first time
I dodged a bullet and I walked across a landmine
Oh, I'm still alive

Am I bleeding? Am I bleeding from the storm?
Just shine a light into the wreckage, so far away, away

'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
My way to you

I'm like a junkie tying off for the last time
I'm like a loser that's betting on his last dime
Oh, I'm still alive
I'm like a son that was raised without a father
I'm like a mother barely keeping it together
Oh, I'm still alive

Am I bleeding? Am I bleeding from the storm?
Just shine a light into the wreckage, so far away, away

'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way, away, away...

As I walked out on the ledge
Are you scared to death to live?
I've been running all my life
Just to find a home that's for the restless
And the truth that's in the message
Making my way, away, away

'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way, away 
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way, away
My way to you

On Repeat . Swim Down

Swim Down by Moose Blood

She said, “I guess you let me down again
I don’t wanna be just friends
Don’t wanna sleep in the living room”
And she said, “I think it's all you
You haven’t seemed yourself lately
Do you remember that ring you gave me? I do”

She said, “You’ve been drinking far too much
You’ve been drunk every night this week
I’m so sick of falling asleep without you”
And she said, “Just touch my body
And kiss me like you used to”
She said, “Boy, I miss you
I miss you”

I’ve been thinking about you, girl
Sweetheart, I owe you the world
Even though you get drunk and shout all the way home

I’ve been thinking about you, girl
Sweetheart, I owe you the world
Even though you get drunk and shout all the way home

Let me hold your hand
We can talk about our favorite bands
And how "Nevermind" still blows me away [x4]

(I got you and you know it
It doesn't matter what you said last night
I got you, I promise! I'm not going anywhere)

On Repeat . Honey

Honey by Moose Blood

Back and forth I've been here before
The words you said just left me on the floor
And I came round and blew smoke from my mouth
I thought I saw you in the clouds
But I chose to forgive
I find it hard to forget
Even though you said it's something you'd regret

It's in the back of my mind
But it's worse when I sleep
Now I'm losing my breath
And I'll never understand how you could forget me

This feeling will only get better
I'll just hold it all together
Cause we are good for each other
And this will pass like the weather

Maybe we both know it doesn't work
I don't know what to do without making it worse
But I don't like who I am when I'm not with you
I couldn't make sense of it
I hadn't slept for days
I never had the feeling that could make me throw up in the street

It's in the back of my mind
But it's worse when I sleep
Now I'm losing my breath
And I'll never understand how you could forget me

This feeling will only get better
I'll just hold it all together
Cause we are good for each other
And this will pass like the weather

It's in the back of my mind
But it's worse when I sleep
Now I'm losing my breath
And I'll never understand how you could forget me

This feeling will only get better
I'll just hold it all together
Cause we are good for each other
And this will pass like the weather
This feeling will only get better
I'll just hold it all together
Cause we are good for each other
And this will pass like the weather