Random . November 2015

I'm doubting myself again. Great. It's going to be an amazing month.

Thankful for that message.

Some people said that I gained weight and I'm not offended after all. I'm just like "oh the stress-eating is working". Lol.

Boundaries. Strangers. 11.02.15

I want to type something but I'm tired.

I'm not terrified with it because I know I shouldn't and most especially I haven't done anything wrong.

Facts. You should know about it. Well, you don't know how to listen why would I expect you to know about stating facts.

I think they are getting used to my "shutdowns".

Shhhh.

Ortigas ....

Happy Birthday, Daddy! I miss you.

Such a super hot day.

Despite of the result of every game, the best thing at the end of the day is there will always a memory to treasure with friends. Love you guys!

PLEASE NOT TODAY. /// THANK YOU. (though, I know the next days will be different). Whatever.

I'm not good on giving a speech most especially if I'm not prepared. Haha. I just realized some good message after.

You can choose what you want to believe in but one thing for sure, you weren't there.

I love it!

When you leave it's going to be different and difficult.

It's not on who to agree with but it's how to make right choices.

I can handle traffic just not in the morning.

I just added a few numbers on why I'm not a morning person.

I was left behind and then my iPod died when I'm just about to leave and the morning traffic and I don't know what else but hopefully there will be an awesome turn around later.

What a day. Though it's not over yet. Still hoping for that turn of events.

People don't want this certain table in a restaurant because of the aircon but that's the way I like it.

I bought something yesterday because the result of the game makes me sad now, I don't like it anymore. Ugh I hate impromptu shopping.

Will never apologize for enjoying life.

Too much familiar faces in one place.

The perks of knowing how to commute. #mantraaaaaa. Lol

What. A. Game. We are back in the UAAP Finals.

I can't stop smiling because of the game yesterday. :D

I got my d back and the convos! Haha

So it will be the battle of 1st and 2nd.

Sleepy but ugggh.

So what is J? You're being so funny right now.

One more win.

My hair gained a fan. Haha. So strange but feels good.

One day at a time.

I hope Resurrection: Ascension can resurrect me from being so sleepy. Haha.

I'm looking for justice. Some people are just going to watch this game because your school is on the Finals. Dang. We've been supporting them since elimination and I'm still lining up for this. Tsss. And the 1:1 ticket selling is fucking hilarious. Why do people do it? They want everyone to line up? Why don't try 1:2.

Another defeat. Please, we learned our lesson together make a change this time. One last push.

Happy Birthday to the coolest coach ever! :) #TamsLoveCoachNash

This journey to get a UAAP FINALS tickets is so insane. I never get problems during eliminations and now everyone is showing up like mushrooms. Any justice for us who supports this team since day 1 of this season?

FIRST TIME

Gem, Aiv and Kit | 11.07.15

The reason why I used this as my profile picture on Facebook even I'm against on using a group picture because I don't want any friends or family to be jealous on why they're not the one that I'm with or why I don't use a picture with them ... but this is special and to be honest, I'm picky on what to use as my profile picture.

It will be one of our favorite picture in the history of our friendship. 

We didn't win that day so we decided to eat at Don Day and when we're almost done, Keith just put out his phone and said "Picture tayo" (Let's take a picture). He always complain because we love taking pictures but this day was different.

Gem and I looked at each other and we had happy tears.

After watching basketball games together for 4 years, that was our first photo on his phone. Haha.

Ps. Sorry for the upper b tickets. We just need to experience where it all started. Haha. We will be back on the lower area.

Pps. I hate you guys because you let me watch a super heart attack/heart breaking game against NU, ALONE.

Haha. Love you Brobabes and I can't wait for us to be complete. 

On Repeat . Persistent (Acoustic)

Persistent (Acoustic) by New Found Glory

We both dreamed a white fence
Would wrap our front yard
How my arms have held you all these years
Now I wake in the morning
And roll to find you
Damn you, sunshine and the shadows you make

[Chorus]
If you don’t love me anymore
If you don’t love, you don’t love me anymore
I’m gonna go out knowing I tried. Persistent
If you don’t want me anymore
If you don’t want, you don’t want me anymore
Persistent so I know I tried
I did my best now I must survive and keep
Pushing on

I had a daughter as tall as I am
In my sleep I see the craziest things
Over her shoulder I saw you smiling
Now I don’t want to wake up and it fades

[Chorus]

When I’d swim in the ocean
I’d miss your skin
So fair the summer would burn it
When I’d hike up a mountain
I’d miss your smile
You’d love the view from the top of it
I would be reminded every day
I would be reminded every day of my shame

[Chorus] x2

On Repeat . Vicious Love

Vicious Love by New Found Glory feat. Hayley Williams

If you’ve ever been in love
Or ever hope to be in love
Here’s a story you’ll love with all your heart

Couples on their backs in the park
Lay on blankets bought
On a date the day before
A routine I’ve been longing for
I can’t help but to glance
From the corner of my resentful eyes
I guess it’s all perspective but
It’s you I never get enough
We’re always far apart

[Chorus:]
We’ve got a vicious love
We mix our tears with blood
No clock will stop for us
It ticks by
We fight as hard as we love
We’ve got a vicious love

When I go out alone
And see them sharing meals
Like Lady and the Tramp
Hate their loving eyes
Wishing it was you and I
Add tip to my receipt
Fold it up behind a picture of us
I guess it’s all perspective but
Together though we rarely touch
Hard not to fall apart

[Chorus]

I could have given up a thousand times
In the past that was so easy
When the thought came to my mind
There was no convincing me
Plant my feet to face it all
Side by side or a phone call
Living in tension with you
Still feels better
Better than I’ve ever known

[Chorus]

On Repeat . Best Years Of Our Lives

Best Years Of Our Lives - Evan Taubenfeld feat. Avril Lavigne

just because ...... 

Live Version: Toronto | Winnipeg

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... [3x]

We had the best years of our lives,
But you and I would never be the same,
September took me by surprise,
And I was left to watch the seasons change.

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... [3x]

It's been so quiet since you're gone,
And everyday feels more like a year,
Sometimes I wish I could move on,
The memories would all just disappear.

So many things I should've,
Said when I had the chance,
So many times we took it all for granted.

[CHORUS]
I'd never thought this could ever end,
I'd never thought I'd lose my bestfriend,
Everything is different now,
Can we stop the world from turning?

I'd never thought I'd have to let you go,
I'd Never thought I'd ever feel this low,
I Wish I could go back,
And we'd stop the world from turning.

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... [2x]

Looking back on better days,
When we were young, we thought we knew so much.
And now it seems so far away,
I'm wondering If I was good enough.

So many things I should've,
Said when I had the chance,
So many times we took it all for granted.

[CHORUS]
I'd never thought we would ever end,
I'd never thought I'd lose my bestfriend,
Everything is different now,
Can we stop the world from turning?

I'd never thought I'd have to let you go,
I'd Never thought I'd ever feel this low,
I Wish I could go back,
And we'd stop the world from turning.

Gone are all the days,
When we swore we'd never break,
And now I'm left here alone.

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... [3x]
Oh oh ooo..

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo...
I'd never thought this would ever end,
Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo...
I'd never thought I'd lose my bestfriend,
Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo...
Everything is different now,
Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo...
Can we stop the world from turning?

[CHORUS]
I'd never thought this could ever end,
I'd never thought I'd lose my bestfriend,
Everything is different now,
Can we stop the world from turning?

I'd never thought I'd have to let you go,
I'd Never thought I'd ever feel this low,
I Wish I could go back,
And we'd stop the world from turning.

Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... [2x]
Oh oh oo ooo.