Love, A

I wanted to stop but I know I have to move

I can't run to your arms

I can't talk

No words want to comes out

I want to but I'm already speechless

That stare has a lot to tell

They will never understand 

But we have an invisible connection

They can't see it but we both feel it

I considered that stare and that smile as a closure

I can't consider something more

I know I don't need to

I know that I shouldn't break the walls 

I'm trying my best not to

I'm trying my best to keep it to myself

I can't tell anyone

They will never understand

I want to talk to you

I want to ask some more questions

I can't 

I don't want to hurt anybody

I don't want to break the thing that makes you happy

I'll just wait here

Waiting for my turn to be genuinely happy

Waiting for my own story to tell someday

It still hurt but I handle it well before

I'll just sit here waiting

I know I should consider that as a closure to us

Because you're happy

I will just wait for my turn

8 years is just a dot from a million

I've been waiting for a bit long

Wishing it will be worthy to tell someday

I cry because it still crash me inside

You're happy

I should move on

But I always miss you

You know me

I don't need to pretend

I don't need to hide

You can see thru me

But you're happy

You don't need me anymore

I can't promise this will be the last

But I'll stay away

I will keep my distance

While I wait for my turn