Random . November 2016

Airport. 

One of the perks. 

Cousins!!!! ❤ 

I'm just so done with all of the hearsay and gossip. 

Thinking if I should bring my docs on our next adventure but I shouldn't be doubting! 

I don't need to explain myself on why this and that. 

Wow. You just commented on something that contradict what happened last month. I think you don't know what were you saying. 

When you don't know everything, you can say whatever you want to say. See the big picture. 

Happy birthday, daddy. I miss you everyday. :(

Happy birthday, sissy! Be a good girl, please. Haha. 

Sometimes I love the sound of mornings. 

Too much in my head again and I'm just trying to ignore everything. 

I think I should've said "hello" instead of "hi". 1107

When Maybe and Night Sky played next to each other on a shuffled playlist. 1108

When you miss friends and the only problem was mode of transportation. Mantra. :(

Sad to see the ending of the second round because it only means that we are near on ending this basketball season once again. 

Reading some guide for our December trip is making me excited and anxious. 

People, don't stand too long on doorway. Haha

When the retail therapy comes first. Haha. 

Can't wait to go out this weekend

My brain is betraying me. 

I'm always lost in dreamland. 

I just need to get out so traffic is fine. But still Saturday traffic is worst than Friday traffic. 

One of the best day to spend time with friends. ❤ 

I saw you today but I bet you saw me first. Haha. Hi. #17 

How to fight our day time nightmare? 

I'm refusing to write it all down because I don't want the emotion win. 

Maybe sometimes I thought wrong. 

When OCness kicks in. 

As much as I love the ocean, open sea scares me. 

Nat Geo documentaries!

Band wagon fans. 

I think I rather get a tattoo than an ear pierce. I'm lazy like that / I'm always on-the-go. 

Ugghh. Why did I bought that. Quality over quantity, always. 

As much as I love watching this kind of genre, I don't think I will like it in reality. 

Am I stress-eating or I'm just craving a lot of food. Maybe just cravings. 

My selfies most of the time is a reference of the evolution of my hair. 

I dream about you but when I wake up it fades. I miss you. :( #21

We are all enjoying that perks. 

The disadvantage of seeing the bigger picture. 

You should've coordinate from the start but guess what, everyone should be the one adjusting to your perfect little world. Oh and it's not your fault too it's ours, for sure. 

Disconnecting from the world. 

Getting familiar with a very unfamiliar place. 

Happy Fiesta, hometown. You will always be special even sometimes it doesn't feel like home anymore. 

UAAP is nearly over. :( 

Maybe some people see me as a brat one or the opposite. 

Yay! It's coming into the right place

That's clearly a decision. 

It do echo in my head once in a while but I know I do the opposite. 

Usually when I wear pants, I'm not 90% comfortable. 

Last night while looking for a specific post on Instagram, I accidentally deleted what I wrote a year ago about that post and I believe I don't have a screen capture of that post. 

Full activities on a weekend! 

I ate too much sweet yesterday. 

Change of plans. 

Uh-oh. I'm enjoying bus trip now from MOA to Cubao aka EDSA. Haha 

I'm once again starstruck on seeing Bacs unexpectedly. I should've ask for a picture but I was intimidated. Haha. Maybe next time if there's still another time. 

One more win. 

When you see yourself on TV again. Haha. 

There's an unsatisfying feeling after eating chips lately. 

UAAP ticketserye continues. 

Wasn't able to get that win but all good.

Thank you Coach Nash and Happy Birthday! 

FYI, I'm A Girl . 11.11.16 Haul

Just like any other shopper, I haul during the 11.11 sale of Zalora. I purchase some on Lazada and I did regret purchasing one item so mostly I pass but doesn't mean my mom didn't. 

It's just 3 items so I'm not sure if it's legit to call it a "haul". Haha. I was so hesitant if I will be able to save with the items on my wishlist and I'm on a budget so I make sure that everything should be worth it.

A backpack has been seating on my wishlist for a while now since I don't have one that I just borrow from my sister the one that she don't use anymore but I just don't like the quality of it. I think somehow I didn't save on this but maybe at some point I still did.

I don't usually have girly stuff but I do own a doll shoes before until she decided to retire and I haven't replaced that, it's been months. I also do have 2 more flats before that I know I posted here somewhere but I let that go since I don't like the sole of it. 

This was already on sale for maybe 50%-70% already. Before I'm eyeing a black wedge on Melissa but I know that it doesn't fit on my usual days so I just let it go. So when I saw this was on sale and my size is available, I grab it I know for the price it's already a steal even that this collection was from 2014 or 2015.

I just don't like the idea of a Birken because I think if my feet become sweaty it will smell. Recently, I wanted to give it a try maybe it's a part of growing up. I put it on my wishlist on Zalora for a few days then 11.11 happened and I decided to get it even I'm not so sure about it. 

Been using it for a week and now I know. It's hard to explain but I love using it just not when it's raining. I also use it at home most of the time. Thinking of purchasing another one but maybe not yet and I'm having trouble on size. Haha. I'm UK5 and I ordered that but then it look like a boat in my feet but I think that's a bit better than having a small size. 

I was asking myself if I scored a good deal getting these items but for an original price of a Birkenstock for three items, it's a steal. 

I'm already avoiding unnecessary retail therapy hopefully for the rest of the year. Haha. 

On Repeat . Still Breathing

Still Breathing by Green Day

I'm like a child looking off on the horizon
I'm like an ambulance that's turning on the sirens
Oh, I'm still alive
I'm like a soldier coming home for the first time
I dodged a bullet and I walked across a landmine
Oh, I'm still alive

Am I bleeding? Am I bleeding from the storm?
Just shine a light into the wreckage, so far away, away

'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
My way to you

I'm like a junkie tying off for the last time
I'm like a loser that's betting on his last dime
Oh, I'm still alive
I'm like a son that was raised without a father
I'm like a mother barely keeping it together
Oh, I'm still alive

Am I bleeding? Am I bleeding from the storm?
Just shine a light into the wreckage, so far away, away

'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way, away, away...

As I walked out on the ledge
Are you scared to death to live?
I've been running all my life
Just to find a home that's for the restless
And the truth that's in the message
Making my way, away, away

'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way, away 
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way, away
My way to you

On Repeat . Swim Down

Swim Down by Moose Blood

She said, “I guess you let me down again
I don’t wanna be just friends
Don’t wanna sleep in the living room”
And she said, “I think it's all you
You haven’t seemed yourself lately
Do you remember that ring you gave me? I do”

She said, “You’ve been drinking far too much
You’ve been drunk every night this week
I’m so sick of falling asleep without you”
And she said, “Just touch my body
And kiss me like you used to”
She said, “Boy, I miss you
I miss you”

I’ve been thinking about you, girl
Sweetheart, I owe you the world
Even though you get drunk and shout all the way home

I’ve been thinking about you, girl
Sweetheart, I owe you the world
Even though you get drunk and shout all the way home

Let me hold your hand
We can talk about our favorite bands
And how "Nevermind" still blows me away [x4]

(I got you and you know it
It doesn't matter what you said last night
I got you, I promise! I'm not going anywhere)

On Repeat . Honey

Honey by Moose Blood

Back and forth I've been here before
The words you said just left me on the floor
And I came round and blew smoke from my mouth
I thought I saw you in the clouds
But I chose to forgive
I find it hard to forget
Even though you said it's something you'd regret

It's in the back of my mind
But it's worse when I sleep
Now I'm losing my breath
And I'll never understand how you could forget me

This feeling will only get better
I'll just hold it all together
Cause we are good for each other
And this will pass like the weather

Maybe we both know it doesn't work
I don't know what to do without making it worse
But I don't like who I am when I'm not with you
I couldn't make sense of it
I hadn't slept for days
I never had the feeling that could make me throw up in the street

It's in the back of my mind
But it's worse when I sleep
Now I'm losing my breath
And I'll never understand how you could forget me

This feeling will only get better
I'll just hold it all together
Cause we are good for each other
And this will pass like the weather

It's in the back of my mind
But it's worse when I sleep
Now I'm losing my breath
And I'll never understand how you could forget me

This feeling will only get better
I'll just hold it all together
Cause we are good for each other
And this will pass like the weather
This feeling will only get better
I'll just hold it all together
Cause we are good for each other
And this will pass like the weather

On Repeat . Ringer

Ringer by Cheats 

They say this happens all the time

I’m running out of flair

Staying still beneath

She’s got me taking one or two

Just speaking to be there

Lurking at the seams

Don’t say I need to calm down

I know I need to calm down

My reasons are for me alone

Never to be found

Never to be solved

Don’t say I need to calm down

I know I need to calm down

Another wasted space

I’ll tear another page

Another broken love

I’ll leave it to a dream

One that never sleeps

That’ll be enough