My Escape Route: Random . October 2025

Hi October, thanks for the opening tears

“Can you hold me tight when we sleep?” - 10.01.2025

So anxious. Coffee today might be a wrong idea

Dry eyes after a night of crying is not my favorite

Old people are toxic

A fucking Tesla outside! Lol

Another unknown number calling and this time I will not answer

I'm not going to cry for him. I'm crying for myself for being stuck in here

Same with the others, I know you’ll be gone. #72

I’m being dramatic. Lol

No coffee for 2 days now because I need a clean system.

Boundaries do exist. Even if you get my number, you think I will not block you? Lol

“Should be back to normal soon” - wondering what normal means to you. #72

Period cramps. Ugh

For a very brief moment I was in the UK then that elevator ride went straight back to MRT station. Lol #dream

Life realizations hits harder today.

Cancelled plans.

Finally a win! Congrats Tams!!! #UAAP

Lousy decision without the boss’s approval. :|

Nice try self.

Scammer

Looks like any team can beat DLSU this season. #UAAP

Hi Karlo! Thanks for the visit. #dream

Much needed 10 minute walk.

Before you even get cold, I’m already frozen. #72

When the dude surprise you. Thought we will go by the end of the month.

Quick trip to Cubao!!! For battery replacement.

You know where and how to find me if ever you will be looking for me. #72

Coffee and it’s raining.

Good thing I’m out while writing because, tears!!!! If I’ll do it in my own I’m for sure be crying by now.

Instead of telling me to take care, you were asking for something else and I’m just going away for a day! Wtf

Antipolo earlier, MOA tonight.

Finally, bye for now Manila!

Ilocos Sur for Aw-Asen Falls 10.09.2025

Thankful I finished before my legs gave up on me

Killing the idea of everything. You know much better than anyone I know. #72

When you lost another safe space.

When I take photos of friends they are good when it’s mine being taken, it’s always a blooper. Lol

Sore legs

That’s why I can’t do impromptu shits. Lol

Uhm not the same person.

Killing every idea and thoughts of you is a little easier or not really

I wouldn’t kill that version of myself but sadly that version of myself was murdered.

Congrats Tams!!! #VLeague

Haha so frustrating.

Quick weekend in Manila and a side trip to Rizal Park 10.11.2025

Dinner at New Port and it’s now raining. Hopefully it will not rain in the morning for the fun run

2 hours of sleep but we did 10KM walk for our first fun run. Not as bad.

When you chat everybody and no on replies.

Mike can’t do it all alone for DLSU. #UAAP

2 hours of sleep, 10KM walk this morning, a heavy meal, coffee and now we catch up on backlogs. #Sunday

I’m also human. I have feelings and I can be angry too. Believe me if I say that I really wish I’m so numb right now. That I don’t have any care to anything as well and these are the reasons why I just want to give up.

M, thank you again for the visit even I can’t figure out what was happening but I knew that’s you in there. #dream

And that’s why I stay away from socials.

Such a weird recovery

Thankful for extra days and that’s because of sudden changes. If not because of the changes, I should’ve been done today

My brain is overloaded

This is why …..

DELAY. Let’s prolong the agony the universe says. Ugh.

Entitled people, f*ck you.

Also, karma is a bitch

Hmm. I might know that entitled person

And this is another reason why I’m not much on socials

Dark clouds again

Oh looks like I cracked the mystery. Hmm

Let’s just be happy for them and lets watch ourselves suffer. Lol

Good intentions, how far can we go.

I guess bad can still win over good.

Also self, you got scammed

20 points lead. Is it okay to say that this is a sure win? Lol Congrats, Tams!

Woke up with a lot of regrets in mind. 10.20.2025

I’m trying to be nice but being nice doesn’t last that long

When I’m not ready for everything. Lol

Much needed yoga

Haaay. I miss you so much. #72

Maybe you were just an illusion that I fantasized about. 10.22.2025 11:40 #72

Here’s to something or nothing. / of course to nothing. Who are we kidding self.

Monday makes me hopeful but Friday makes me disappointed

Losing you is much harder than losing the ex, honestly.

Be kind, always

Burger King

I’m definitely Tom and you are Summer. #500DaysOfSummer

#500DaysOfSummer is really a good movie. Might watch again sometime.

Will I regret this? Hopefully not.

Sold my cameras and lenses. - 10.25.2025

Dreaming about preparing for a hike? Who is she. Lol

I’m due to a lot of writing but apparently it’s going to be another busy week

Auto pilot

Raining

#dream No one was talking to me and apparently I’m somehow okay with that

I’m a yapper and you know that if we aren’t going to talk to that level again then bare with my coldness. #72

Talking about kindness but. ….

Someone is trying to reset my IG password

Bank errands and I wish we end in an hour

If I’m part of what’s making you stress then maybe it wasn’t supposed to be called safe space.

It was good until it ended